memories of love

2009-07-22T11:50:00.000-07:00

you just don't understand.

don't expect me to believe you, not anymore.

2009-04-23T10:23:00.000-07:00

it just seems... different.

there was an air of sorrow about him.
somehow, he knew.
there was no doubt, he simply didn't belong.

2009-04-22T08:26:00.000-07:00

and because of this...
it has become a dream,
a wish...

that'll never come true.

2009-04-02T16:21:00.001-07:00

breakaway.

2009-04-01T09:51:00.000-07:00

i don't know what to do anymore.

please forgive me..

and life is tearing me apart...

2009-03-18T12:11:00.000-07:00

I don’t wanna cry alone
Help me out Search my light
Please take me back home

I don’t wanna cry alone
Into blaze Lost in maze
Someone call my name

lost, desperate.
and everything goes dark.

2009-01-11T15:17:00.000-08:00

damn the singnet.
DC more than five times for the entire night?!
WTF.

很餓...
然後... 恩. 就這樣.

i think you just have a fucking attitude problem.
YOU'RE PATHETIC.

2008-11-10T02:54:00.000-08:00

stop telling me things i don't want to know.

have you ever considered how uninterested i am?

2008-10-29T13:51:00.000-07:00

it's 4:50am, and it's going to rain.

讓我再瘋狂一次吧...

2008-04-20T18:10:00.001-07:00

when i see that endless path ahead,

wondering if i'll ever get through it.

i wish i knew what's on your mind,

wishing things could have been different.

solitude, in this deafening silence.

when the memories yearn to be gone.

defeated, and destroyed.

2008-04-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

it hurts, really.

you'll never know.

雖然被放棄雖然我願意

2008-03-29T12:48:00.000-07:00

imissyou :(

2007-12-12T07:38:00.000-08:00

how much courage does it take to say no to a friend?

emo state of mind.

2007-09-06T11:24:00.000-07:00

這世界充滿太多假象

你看到的和真實往往不一樣

美麗,或許只是一種假象

背後的艱辛,又有誰知?

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/estherzax

compositions

2007-07-26T12:15:00.000-07:00

Lyric Compositions.

finally, a very own blog with my compositions...

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lyricsatmk

請多多指教!

2007-07-23T07:52:00.000-07:00

喜歡你,是我的真心話.

i wish you were here to cheer me up... 好想你在我身邊...

Help will be given at Hogwarts to those who ask for it.

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/estherzax

2007-07-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

ARGHS~

duno what's wrong with me, im jus so freaking tired!

i was practically blanking out in class for the whole day today. jus woke up from nap and im still THAT tired. arghs!

proposal sent in last night. now we can spend the rest of the weekend worrying. =.=

this is a weekend to look forward to, bt damn lah, why so tired huh!

Harry Potter TOMORROW. Mayday album TOMORROW. MILUBING autograph session on SUNDAY.

awws. tired.

misses the kopitiam uncle, passerby and fishing uncle!

chanweiqi is just plain trying to act innocent can. siao one. hahas...

ah wells. i dun understand why they got some such irritating fans lorh. what the. sometimes cant help but get damn pissed with them one lorh. grr. dont want to agree then dont read lah! nobody say you MUST listen to me right. if you wan u go upstairs lorh, if you kana chase out, NOT MY PROBLEM. that sibei zi yi wei shi *****n also lorh. what the lah! think you very good izit. so good then you wont be sitting here being their fan. you'll be up there singing. so shut ur ass lah horh...

pissed! sometimes really feel like shooting them back lorh. wahlau eh! duno what's their problem. we offend u or what... but aiya, cannot lah. have to do our part to maintain peace. if not people pop out and apologise again. thou not their fault. =.=

i think this blog is now for me to rant all my frustrations haha.

sorry for the unchanged template heh. it's been i think... almost a year using this template. but eh bo bian, my comp was down mah. and then i jus cldnt be bothered. hahas... :P

2007-07-05T20:24:00.000-07:00

i was fucking pissed with what someone said about me yesterday.

but... jus read the articles on channel u web about ishi. and i almost began crying again. haiis.

we only live once. why am i making my life so miserable?

2007-06-16T14:05:00.000-07:00

第18屆台灣金曲獎2007

金曲歌王 NICKY李玖哲!!

WAHHs... haha! i was so happy when yilin msged me the results. YAY :D NICKY ROCKS! :) :) :) jus now watched the repeat... so touched. nicky and da ge like gonna cry... but yeah yeah yeah, LI JIU ZHE! this guy rocks manns. haha! qin, yan guang bu cuo... go find nicky to he zuo... lols!

NICKY :D

anywayys. if anyone wants to join MY-FIR Fanclub, do head over to http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MY-FIR for more details... we are now in the process of discussing the details. will post up details soon, and meet up with members probably in early or mid july. yeahhs :D

F.I.R and LI JIU ZHE NICKY ROCKS :D

2007-05-29T02:43:00.000-07:00

the BT-ers...

Pride of BT hear us shout
BT-ers will come in loud
Hu-ah that's what we are
Hu-ah we're like a star
Ever forceful ever BianTai go~
BT-ers the spirits high
Come together sure can HIGH
Go (clap)Go (clap clap)
Go (clap)Go (clap clap)
BT WOOOOOH!

小时侯我总会这样幻想快长大
只是渴望能够学习别人追偶像

为了追zy不小心认识bt-ers
这件小事却让我印象深刻

虽然我们不住同区分隔国家的四边
却每次都约见面熟悉kee siao的脸

回忆起我们那时候，我们都常常high过头
在我们心中那最深刻的笑声
离开了熟悉mdc 现在都很想大家吗
也许就只有bt-ers 永是朋友 forever

回忆起我们小时候,我们都常常high过头
每次在一起都要crap完了才走
如今这些到了段落我们终究是bt-ers
那些日子忘不了

那次以后我们还是继续见面我只能说 we rock!

i really missed the old days. BT-ers, i miss you gals!

im really really really sorry, zhiyang. for being unable to attend the get high concert... sighhs. we're really sorry!

now at net cafe at bras basah... finally managed to get a comp. desperate liaoos.

went to shifu's shop w pinky just now. stayed there for like 2 hrs plus... chui-ing aircon. hahas!

KOR COMING LERRRS!!!! 2 more days!!!!! i love HUANGHANQING! :DDDDD

2007-05-23T20:22:00.000-07:00

they dont believe. cuz they have their minds set. "THIS IS THE TRUTH." and nothing else will be. so be it, i dont care.

我絕望,絕望於這個複雜的世界.

`it's my life, broken into pieces

誰拉住我誰救救我
我從高空狠狠的墜落

i'm losing faith, losing hope, losing trust in everything.

on a lighter note.

desired course [in order of preference]:
SP - Diploma in Music and Audio Technology
SP - Diploma in Media & Communication (Mass Communications)
NP - Mass Communications
TP - Diploma in Communications & Media Management
NP - Diploma in Film, Sound and Video

it's all talk lah. how to get into the course when my current L1R5 is 31?! i've to work hard. and i've to master my guitar cuz i really really really want to take DMAT. i duno if i should take mass comm. sighhs. tourism and resort management and integrated events management sounds cool too. but i think i'll die from the work they're going to assign so... =.=

i aspire to be a song composer!

nyp doesnt offer any useful info about their courses lehs. so i cant actually make out what courses they offer. i'll prefer np over sp but the courses i want all at sp lahh. =.= rp doesnt offer anything i want...

rahhs. whateverrs.

2007-05-09T19:52:00.000-07:00

傷心, 不是沒有原因的.

絕望, 也不是沒有原因的.

我絕望,絕望於這個複雜的世界.

我納悶, 為什麼認真的人會這樣被中傷,這樣被傷害.認真,不過就是想把最好的表現出來.而因為這份認真,讓外界無法揣測他的真正性格,因而以謠言來中傷他.我知道這種感覺.很難受.卻又能怎麼做?無奈...

禹哲,要凭自己的力量度過這個難關!加油...證明你不是這樣的人!

或許... 我不了解他,不能做出什麼評論.不過...即使不是針對他說這些話...我想,對每個人都一樣.誰不怕受傷害?但傷害之中,除了無奈,還是無奈.

這個世界的虛假. 這個世界的複雜...我真的絕望了嗎?

I wish i could ignore you, and carry on with my life.

I wish i had more motivation to be present. But really. You deny me that motivation.

2007-05-02T19:19:00.000-07:00

after blogging about friday in CHINESE, im going to blog in english! haha... abit siao but since im free i shall do it... LOL

okayyy. the day started off with... lessons! rahh. prev night slept from 7plus till 3am, then woke up and watched tv till 7am. then went back to sleep and cldnt wake up on time at 8.haha. in e end pia cab to sch. then i was late! rahh. so dumb larrs, cuz i cldnt get a cab... how was i supposed to know tt time der cab so hard to wait siaa. reached sch ard 1010, met yang at str 13 gate. then went to class... reached at 1015... mrs sherwood's lesson. oops. haha.

after that had lit, then chem. was being very enthu during chem i duno why. haha! i answered like every single qn ms prav asked. i think i was being enthu cuz i finally managed to understand what she was teaching. wheee~ lit was okayy, ms jeya printed notes for us so we didnt have to copy. :)

rights. after lessons, went for lunch... was on the way to the canteen when i spotted a familiar person on the bridge. then i went, eh, MRS ANG! haha... she brought her baby~ :) went to kajiao her. she was like, finally i see a familiar face... lol. then i went with her to staff room, she was being super lame lah. cuz ms choo was outside staff rm but on the phone. so i told her, then she hid behind me so tt ms choo wont see her. then she asked me to call ms choo. but i din cuz she was on e phone. so i said we go into staff rm see if got other people first. but when i turned, ms choo turned also, and saw mrs ang. then she gave tt AHH! kinda look. LOL. so ya la, they went to chat lorh, then i went off liao. msged the others to tell them tt mrs ang was back, tried to get everyone to kajiao her. LOL....

yeahh then went to meet ade cheryl and eve for lunch. went to buy toast... like wth, the queue was so long. =.= waited for super long. but nevermind laa, cuz had quite alot of time. yepps. then we ate and chatted. and it started raining! sighhhhs. every year sports day mus rain der. proves tt they duno how to choose the day one leh. after which we went to eve's class to slack for awhile. went down to specs stand at ard 220. shdnt have gone so early, so many ppl werent there yet lorhs. yeahh went there to slack, joined geri and tiak. after that geri and tiak went e other side cuz they were perimeter, then sam came to join me.

the entire thing only begun at ard 5pm. so late! sighs. cuz of the stupid rain larrs. then we din get to do all the contingent and family dance and whatever. did the cheer on the specs stand... but its good cuz this year red got new specs stand! yeahhhs :) yuppps the races begun quite late too. recorded down the cheer routines. :) red was good! hees. and i managed to see the combined routine before leaving! yeahhhs~ was very happy. haha.

ermm wells. i had to leave at around 7... from 645 drag until 7 plus then leave. cuz i thot they would announce the results wad, then in the end they talk talk talk and still din announce the results. but bo bian, had to leave or i would be late for the concert. yeahhs so left around 710 lidat, went outside to wait for cab. like wth, so sian one! no cab again! aiyo. waited damn long, finally got a cab at 720. uncle asked me which way to take, i said anything la, can reach fast can liaos. lol

eh wait, i wanna say something. RED IS CHAMPION THIS YEAR! YEAH! :D

managed to get to rp at ard 740. went into the auditorium... din see anyone familiar, so went to sit down first. was about to msg xzellyn when i heard them shouting for me. haha. they were infront w cream they all... so went to find them... then after that we decided to go look for the backstage place. got outta e auditorium, then went to the backstage area...

so stupid larrs. haha. they damn can act one leh! lols. they actually went up to the person at the backstage and asked for the entrance. then saw toilet there, they were like, can we use the toilet, we find toilet v long liaoos. diaoos. then the people brought food out and put on the table. i was like, ehh, got food leh! haha. then we waited while meiyi went toilet. after that we were still standing there, this guy asked what we wanted. so weijin asked if she cld take mineral water. i was so tempted by the curry puff, so i was like, errmm, can i eat...? hahaha! then they said ya of cuz, take lor... dorts.

honestly. the curry puff horr, cold one! leftover... sian. haha. but okayy la, hungry anything also can eat. lols. ya lorh, so after that we left the backstage place lorhs. went back into the audi. concert begun about 8pm. so went to sit down... shifted down to sit with xzellyn, weijin and meiyi.

i was very impressed. VERY IMPRESSED. haha. i liked halfestride's performance! omgosh la their lead vocalist was like WOW. and was very impressed with olivia guo and clara chua. clara chua's performance made me wanna learn to sing jazz! her performance was seriously damn good. and the 4 divas were WOW laa! omgosh. [4 divas = ross[halfestride], leandra, matilda, clara] abit regret not recording down. but i damn enjoyed their performance sia...and u can totally marvel at how fast olivia guo's fingers can move, and her skill of playing cello while standing. damn good! shiok ahh...

MILUBING's performance was towards the end... they put all the hong ones together. haha. first was leandra, then matilda, clara, syed azmir, mlb then weilian... anywayyyyys. something very tragic happened to us when they appeared on stage. hahaha!

okayys, cuz there were empty seats in the middle. so xzel weijin and meiyi shifted down there to sit, i joined them after that. then when mlb appeared on stage, we as usual jus screamed like crazy lah. then the lady infront of us was kinda =.= i think. then after screaming for awhile, she went "i can bring you all infront..." so obviously we were very happy and agreed. then we followed her infront, to the center block first row. after that, we kinda realised that it wasnt tt a good thing.

actually, what happened was, we were being too noisy screaming, then kana complain by the vip... then in the end we kana 'invited' to the front by the vip. wahlau, damn sia suay! so paiseh lorh! like the whole auditorium how many hundreds of people watch us being 'invited' to the front sia. omgoshh. damn cham. then even after shifting infront, we continue screaming and shouting like siao. even more sia suay. then weijin kept saying she dun dare to go back after that to get her bag, cuz damn paiseh. haha...

okayy, so mlb begun their performance lars. talk about the interview first... this jensen[host] very bad, keep trying to kui weiqi! haha... and we were damn noisy. he intro-ed weiqi, then talk a whole load of crap without saying who it is. then we all went WEIQI!!! haha. this nic ahh, cute ah. jensen say wendy kan zhong one of the boys. then keep trying to hint here hint there. then in e end he asked wendy, if u can choose betwn they 3 and me, who w u choose? then nic behind say "WE LIKE JENSEN!" funny ahh... hahaha....

i think wendy like weiqi bahh? haha. i duno also... cuz jensen keep kui-ing weiqi. duno why also. then when jensen initially say she like one of them, duno why... i jus got a feelin is nic. then i shouted NIC! haha... i think he also abit o.O lorhs. LOL! but aiyaa, this nic so cute, how can people dont like him! hahaa... [我在講你的好話ah. 不要欺負我.哈哈...]

then after that wendy asked sam to talk about their childhood. then wahlau, this sam v wth one leh! he said... '看就知道, 我是最乖的...' then all of us immediately OI, WHERE GOT?! hahaha....v bad la us. lols. then he said '真的,我真是最乖的...' we all sit there and wth him only. lols. then jensen say should ask weiqi, cuz hes the more honest one. then who knows ahh... weiqi actually went '沒有嗎, sam很乖的...' wth, lao kui. we all sit there and sian lorhs. lols!

duno what they ask... then after asking liao weiqi's reaction was... "... huh...?" damn funny. haha! but okayy laa, typical weiqi so... :P nic never talk much leh. talk abit only. say about the album and blah. mostly is sam talking nia...

rights. first song was zi you! quite high haha. the sound system cut ceh again. infront cant hear the vocals... music too loud. mic too soft. then i sit there and sian again. haha. always got tis kinda thing happen one leh. but v high la tt song, we all scream and sing like siao. lol. then record come out all our voice. hahaa...

cuz tis song v loud... then after tis song ended, suddenly become v quiet, then we heard fire alarm! alamak. haha. mlb too power liaoo, cause fire alarm to ring. lols. then nic ahhs... he went ".... did we do that...?" hahaha. super funny! i was laughing like siao lars. lol. then this jensen very bad... he went 'Nic, don't worry, it's not your fault... Sam, don't worry, it's not your fault either... But weiqi, it MAY be your fault...' then we OI him... lols!

after abit of checking... everything seemed to be okayy so we continued with the performance. second song was '想你是臨睡的習慣'... by dong li huo che. i think tis song is nic choose der? haha cuz he say he w sing dong li huo che songs mah. lols. but anyway its a nice song :) before the song begun, shouted to sam... say mic gotta be louder. then he did thumbs up... haha. but horr, cut ceh again. song started, 2 sentences into the song was weiqi's part. then his mic bo sound. so in the end had to ask the pa room ppl to adjust, then started again.

omgosh, i loved tt song like loads! haha. its super damn nice really. sam's vocals ahh... nothing to say ah. melts our hearts manns. plus the blend of nic and weiqi's voices. goshh... loved it!!! v long nv hear them sing slow songs lerrs... nic sing slow song damn nice. wahhhh... tt song was really a WOW. so far i think e best performance i've seen from them. most touching performance... when i heard it live i really abit ji pi ge da liaos. cuz really damn nice! then subsequently i listened to the recording at least 20-30 times these few days, i can cry every single time i listen lorhs. goshhh.

las song was chasing cars... tt one also damn good. liked it alot also. i think its really good how they're improving every single time we see them, and tryin out new songs etc... damn sad laa the 2nd song... can cry every time i listen. cuz i feel the lyrics are damn touching, and the way he sing really brings out the emotions. damn good! :) the 23 bucks damn worth. oh yeahhs, sam was on the guitar for the 2nd and third song... yepps~

then ahh... mus mention this ah. weijin! aiyo, she kept making me laugh throughout chasing cars. cant remember what we were saying during the second song. but my recording come out got our voice. then chasing cars, halfway thru the song become faster so we started clapping. then she say xzellyn look like da jie da, cuz she clap until v qi jing. then after that she jus keep telling me stuff to make me laugh! then in the end the recording got her voice and my laughter inside. what the. =.=

yeahh after mlb was weilian's performance. weilian bian shuai le! haha... he sang chu mo and i cant remember what larrs. but his performance quite good also. like his voice... and he damn funny. haha! he talk talk talk, then suddenly got one little girl come onstage and give him this heart keychain or smth. then he took liao, he went '是heart leh. inside the heart got one more heart... my heart very small, can contain the heart...' i also duno what the heck he talking about. but v cute jiu dui le. haha...

then was finale liaoo. wendy brought weilian a lil to the back to prepare for finale, then suddenly someone shouted 'WEILIAN BYE BYE!' then everyone dorts... cuz he still on stage. then he went '偉聯還沒有要走拉,我只是退後一點而已...' haha, damn cute leh him. lols. still rmb las time the '螞蟻咬我' with kelly. abit wth la, tt recording make me laugh like siao. lols.

so they invited everyone out... this mlb v weird one, hide behind all the tall tall people, then cannot see them at all. diaoo. after that nic got see here abit, so i waved to him. he got wave back, but i also not sure if he was waving to me la.haha. hmm yeahhs, then finale finished, weijin they all went to take their bags, then we ran to backstage area...

waited for awhile, then cream they all came to join us. then we waited... saw weilian come out with jason. said bye to them... weilian almost fell down the stairs ah. aiyo... asked him to be careful... saw michelle. duno if got see melissa, cuz i also cant rmb how she look like liao. haha. i stared at michelle for damn long, cuz i see she damn familiar but dun rmb who she is. after she left then i was like, ohya,michelle! haha. yeahh so weilian left in 7887...

after weilian left, they closed the door of the backstage area. so we duno how... then xzel and meiyi went to front door to see. after awhile me and weijin went also. then cream they all came also. stay at front door for awhile, damn sian larrs. saw someone... then saw leandra wendy syed azmir and quite alot of ppl left from front door. so we thot they w leave from front door... then meanwhile we crap lorhs... haha.oh then meiyi and xzel went back to backstage area...

super funny... we stand there and crap alot of rubbish. they were like complaining about the lightsticks... then weijin kept saying we jus now v paiseh. then somehow we jus set up this sia suay group thing, then i say weijin is the president, but she keep pushing to cream. i duno why also. v luan. haha. then weijin say 800plus ppl in the audi see us sia suay, then cream say, no larr, dun have 800plus... 700 plus nia. wth! hahaha... then i keep saying i wan to go toilet. lols. after tt cream went to stand behind the wall, then they asked her what she doing, weijin say she wan to go toilet? haha i also duno what happen la. v blur. lols.

then we talk about the lightstick... they say mus complain to the uncle that sell the lightstick or smth. cuz cannot light up. then they compare to the security der stick. then i say, i think the uncle will tell you you should go ying zheng to be traffic police. haha. talk alot of rubbish lars. then after awhile we went inside to sit cuz v sian...

after awhile weijin ask us go backstage there... then i say i dun wan cuz i lazy. so she went alone to find xzel and meiyi, i stayed to chui aircon... then i told the others what happened before the concert. i say we went to backstage to go toilet, then i go there ask to eat curry puff. then they laugh at me! wahlau. haha. then they say no wonder u from sia suay group one. wahlau, i never lorh! hahaha... wo shi yuan wang der....

and oh yeah, cream keep saying me about the mlb shirt thingy. cuz the day before on blog i said maybe those who got the shirt can wear, those who dun have wear white. then i w try to bring. then she ask me why i never bring. then today i went to see the publicity blog hor, i realise tt quizzy post on the blog say as i suggested, can wear white... then in the end i never wear. aiyo, malu. haha... aiya, cuz i got no time to change also, bring also no use lorh....

waited damn long ah. until 1130 lidat. then weijin they all come back, then tell us that mlb left liaoo. say they talk to them for awhile, but there no recept so never call us. sian lohhs... say they told mlb tt we were at e other side, bt they had to carry their instruments so cldnt come find us. yepppps... sian, never got the chance to pass nic tt piece of paper. think mus wait until nxt gig lers. may should have gig, hope w have chance to give him.

ya larrs. then after that we left.... flora they all go carpark drive car... then we mo ming qi miao blindly follow them also, until someone went like, why are you all following us ah? then we abit oh ya hor? haha... so ya we went in e opp direction. wanted go take mrt cuz weijin and meiyi got no money. but cuz v late lerr, then by the time we get there w miss the las train... so in the end we stand at the roadside and hail for cab. meiyi and weijin shared cab while me and xzel each took one cab... then we were like tryin to hail all the cabs and ask how much was the midnight charge at tt time. haha. then i realised that comfort cab is 5% while transcab was 10%! i always thot comfort was more x sia.

yeahh bt the time i got back home was uber late liao larrs. ate noodles, then fall asleep on sofa. sleep all e way until 10am plus in the morning, then shifted to room to sleep until 1 plus. haha. in e end never go see shawn... cuz lazy, then maggy and xe not free also. ya loh...

damn sian, never get to talk to nic. abit heart pain my money ah, altgt spend like 40plus bucks on tis whole thing. [tic plus cab fare etc] sibei x. then nic still pangseh me lidat. hahaha... nahh, not his fault la. anyway i think we see each other too many times they also dun have the yi yuan to see me liao. haha!but still lookin forward to the nxt gig lohhs.

tank coming tis thurs! sighhs. im damn poor. i jus spent $145 of my angpao lui today buyin a 80gb external harddisk so that i can trans all my stuff in my stupid comp then go format the comp. but anywayys. goin for almost all of tank's events i think. except for the sunday imm one bahh. duno the monday one gg not... sunday gotta choose betwn tank[imm], pinchao[bugis] and sam[mdc]. most likely will be mdc bahhs. but if sam side end early i may go down see pinchao or smth. duno leh, see first bahh...think sat chasing tank with yilin they all.... yupps...

jus watched qin's yin yue ai qing gu shi. v the wth leh! haha. cuz the fir story is talk about qin thot faye like laoshi more and stuff. but in the end faye also got like qin wad. duno la. then the qin one starting got alot of hua mian from the fir story, about all the stuff tt happen to him and faye in the past. but now he shi lian liaoos... so got tis new girl... i dun like la, haha. i only want my faye jie!! but really the photo of him and faye damn sweet. but in the end cuz he shi lian then he deleted the photo away. sighhs. but i really feel like scolding him after i watch. haha. how can lidat jiu dun wan my faye jie! mus ji li zheng qu, chase her back wad! aiyo...

tml holiday! yayys. can stay home sleep. haha. gotta do tank board... maybe do pinchao board also. but i dun have his photo... sians. tml mus watch repeat of wanyu... today got qin... hahaas. think got the part 2 of yin yue ai qing gu shi. but anws, today he went to pk the bball machine! his score was like 218. not bad ah, kor. haha. but unexpectedly jr won him siaa. aiyo... then he still saying how good he was and stuff. hahaa...

kor say his xuan chuan for overseas will begin in may. first will be hk, then sg and msia etc. yeahhs. hope he come in june. then at least not so sian. go kor! jiayou! i miss korr. haha. tt time laoshi got promise he w come w kor if got xuan chuan... duno true not lorh. haha. ask jie to come also leh. lols. i miss kor jie and laoshi alot!!!

jus now watch pi li jiao wa. got flh.. damn funny ah that yan ya lun! aiyo,that ahbu... haha. ahbu and dadong really cannot cook siaa... do until luan qi ba zao. but in the end come out like quite delicious. lol. i think its the same dish i ate ytd lah. =.= it looked the same at least. haha. then chun and calvin supposedly the better team... but i think the fish problem bah, come out not nice... so in the end they were placed at lower ranking than dadong n ahbu. hahaas...

got time go dl fir an fa xian chang. sure damn funny. hahaas...

had fun in class today. haha. cuz the chinese girls went for their prelims. then left like 14 of us in class. during cme we were talking about ghost stories. haha. then had maths, we went thru trigo ws... and i realised i totally forget how to do trigo liaos... sighhs. after tt was chinese which i almost fell asleep. then bio, mrs tan didnt come in to teach so we were sitting on the floor telling ghost stories. then kana scold by ms lim. =.=

recess went to lib use comp, uploaded the videos and photos and posted on blog. blogged on wretch blog also... after recess was lit... ms jeya asked me go take her laptop... so went staff rm, then mr wong was like, yes, what do you want? then i say i was supp to take her laptop. so he asked me take the bag and 'feel' if the laptop was inside. then i went, how i know?! he say can feel the weight wad. i was like, dorts, there can be other stuff inside right?! diaoo. then in e end i brought the whole bag back to class loh.

ms jeya came in... then cuz majority of class not here... so we crapped! haha. the queen wanted to revise macbeth with us, which we refused. haha. chuwen they all say we mus bond... then she say, ya, bond with macbeth... haha. then in the end we ended up telling ghost stories lorh. jiawei's ghost story again. which i hear 3 times liao. from scary hear until not scary. haha... then we spent the rest of the lesson talking rubbish. yepps :D

aft sch had remedial... after remedial went to library to use comp. went on blog, chatted with the people there. some people ahhs... dorts lah. haha. i really din remember she got tell me leh, then she say i old liao cannot remember. diaoos! i think im younger than you leh. =.=

ahh whateverrs. oh yes, something happened when i got home today. was sitting downstairs sian-ing cuz was waiting for my dad to finish dinner and go ask the comp shop uncle about the external harddisk. so i was sitting there and trying to view mlb blog w my stupid phone. then horr, suddenly my mum said smth, so i looked up and turned back. wth, hui ge was standing there and doing duno what. [the hui ge from jteam, liang jia ban] i totally -_-" him lah. then he like stare... then he say he staring at the she pic on my epop on the table. diaoos. lame. kinda random hor. haha!

alot of ppl havin mye now. im quite free. haha, tis week only one test! yayys. nxt week got chem spa, bio test and emaths as far as i can rmb. ahh wells. look forward to tank tis weekend first bahhs. thursday tank hci sch concert! yeahhs~ :)

for the audio and photos of the Chorus of Dreams: A music extravaganza, please head towards mlb blog, the post by sam that says 'Good Morning'. look for the longest tag there, which should be by me. its there! yepps :DD

...this post damn long leh. haha :D

2007-04-30T02:04:00.000-07:00

last friday was very fun! whooos! hahaaa. okayy maybe it wasnt that fun. but i really enjoyed the performance. really! omgosh, halfestride and clara chua's performance really impressed me. and so did our very own MILUBING. oh gosh, the performance was superb. loved the 2nd song they sang...

想你是临睡的习惯

寂寞是临睡的习惯
习惯是一个人守着
冰冷的床和烟灰缸
没有你的孤单

想你在这样的夜晚
打开窗吹着冷风
故意把灯关上
试着想像你笑的模样

不懂我的爱在你生命中
占据多少份量
让你哭泣却是我心深处最痛的伤
最残酷的惩罚

I will never try to break your heart
我不愿这样
让爱情不由自主
陷入一场两败俱伤的战

I will never try to break your heart
我真的不想
再面对没有你的寂寞夜晚
烟雾迷茫的孤单

goshh.. i think this song was so so so sad. i cried every single time i listened to it over the weekend. which is like 20-30 times. its really good. i love this song loads loads loads.

sighhs, i'll post more on wed. lib closing lerrrs. takecare all!

2007-04-25T20:33:00.000-07:00

this is something i wrote some time back... depicts a relationship i had with someone. nope, not a love story, but i'll leave it to you to understand what it's about. even till now, i can strongly feel the emotions i had while doing this composition. have you ever had the feeling... great disappointment in something/someone, but you cant get angry with anyone cuz deep inside, you know it's not anyone's fault. the greater the belief, the greater the disappointment. the helpless times... a fragile side of me, perhaps to show that i'm not that strong after all.

an unpolished set of lyrics... definitely, there're stuff i can still improve on. but i'll leave it as it is for the time being, it being the most true words and emotions i want to express. there's no tune to this, but i'll try to work on it if i have the time.

trying to forget, but subconsciously remembering...

忘記

承受過的痛
或許你永遠不會懂
曾受過的傷
也了解不是你的錯

不想失去你
也不想放棄你
因為我相信
我們始終有約定

每一次都默默忍受
心中的那種痛
知道不是誰的錯
只是想忘記忘記那曾經發生過

表面似堅強的我
也曾會有脆弱的時候
以微笑帶過
卻不代表就能忘記忘記這一切發生過

2007-04-19T22:55:00.001-07:00

now in library while the rest of the class is havin amaths test. hahahas...

hmmms... jus to update... posted a few posts on my wretch blog these few days. and some pics too. interested can go there and take a look bahhs. took photos of some stuff i bought recently... YUZHE'S COLOR MAG, some yuzhe stuff, evan's gaiban album etc. yepppx...

later going shifu's house to fix my guitar strings, which broke last sat... rahhs. damn suay. was supposed to meet peg to prac on sunday, then my first string broke on sat. sighhs.

duno why but i prefer posting in chinese nowadays. hmms.

so yeahhs. for updates please look at my wretch blog yeah? and comment if you can! :) gladly appreciated. :DDDD

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/estherzax

oh yes. i figured i should change my blog music already... so yepp its changed to S.H.E's 魔力. i really like this song! feels kinda touched and stuff everytime i listen to it. hope everyone will like it too. :)

[i hope it works by the time this post shows]

currently in S.H.E craze for i duno what reason... haha i jus spent my night 2 days ago digging out all my S.H.E cds and lookin thru them. im only missing like 3 of their albums i think. yeahh looking forward to the launch of PLAY this may! S.H.E totally ROCKS :DD

lyrics to 魔力!

I have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光淋的雨滴
都值得回忆

I have you to be with
才懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应绝不断讯
会如影随行

曾灰心以为我来错了世界
太多想法很另类找不到人了解
当我说的感觉牵动著你的脸
互动的泪让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛把不如意
都变成流星

你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁复制甜蜜
笑容不结冰

幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩碰肩
才能看好戏上演

2007-04-11T20:35:00.000-07:00

just spent 1 1/2 hours sitting here trying to dl all sorts of flh videos. hahas cuz i find yalun's voice v nice~ LOLS. yepps whateverrs...

anywayys, updated my wretch blog!! do visit :)

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/estherzax

its a really really really long post. but bear with me lah. hahas. and its in chinese~ yeppps. posted up some photos too. some stuff i bought recently. finally got kor's album! :) :)

some stuff i posted on my wretch blog...

今天又看了一遍禹哲在家族的問答題, 覺得他說得很對. 以下是禹哲自己回復的答案.

-唐禹哲- 最怕?
人心因為你永遠不知道人家的笑臉背後在想什麼人心險惡比世界末日還恐怖

還有, 下載了飛輪海的一個短片... 亞綸在裡面落淚了, 我也很被他的話感動... 每天都在身旁, 我們卻不曾珍惜的東西, 到底有多少? 我很怕... 很怕他們離開我的那一天到來. 我不想失去這一切, 但這天總是會到來的. 曾經歷過生命中重要人物的離去, 記得當時我完全沒有感覺. 直到一陣子後, 發現這一切不可能再恢復以前的樣子, 離開的, 就不會再回來了. 猛然發現的事實, 讓我不知所措. 當時, 我真的哭了. 真的好難過, 這種感受我很怕承受...

亞綸:
要珍惜身旁關心你的人, 因為社會那麼多人, 不可能每個人都對你是真心的, 但家人永遠對你是真心的.

最近, 有一位好久不見的同學, 讓我感受到了生命中的愛... 沉思了那麼久, 怎麼也沒想到, 原來愛, 就那麼簡單.
some kinda of preview lah hahas... okayys. tts all! :D

TANK's coming on 4may! :D

2007-04-02T20:22:00.000-07:00

hmm wells, somehow i think i cant remember what i wanted to talk about. ahh wells. haha...

anywayys. nicodemus lee is back! i was telling minhui yesterday... he still seems as hyper as ever, i wonder why camp hasnt made him a more normal person. hahaha. okayyys, hes kinda free now so i guess he'll be blogging more often yeahs. so look out for more updates then! :)

chorus of 圣堂之门:

天上的风吹散了云的伤痕
我才开始慢慢的学会平衡
爱的过程伤透了我的灵魂
你就这样离开让我很心疼

and i found the full lyrics for 其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句其实还爱你

yupp im listening to this song now. its a super nice and touching song! take time to understand and listen in depth to the lyrics, u'll feel something too. [i hope] yes...

but anywayys, the zhong dian is, please support mr REAL HUANG HAN QING okay! :) our ahkor is a super talented and shuai guy. yes and hes still available. [i think] though he has rumours with faye and angela. haha. whateverrs.

haha, i just went to read my wretch blog. i shall update there soon! yepps. but anyways i found my old posts...

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/estherzax&article_id=2850797

this 'poem' thingy i wrote. hahas its quite cute la coming to think of it. LOLS. i love MASA! :)

ahh wells. i shall leave this comp and return to class before the mighty queen jeya starts taking down names. hehhs.

im happy, because i am!

i really really really really love the song 其实还爱你.

full stop!

-edit-

5.22pm , comp lab

here to update, share some stuff i jus did during cca w fireworks! :)

ahQIN

YUZHE

enjoy! :DD

evan reach singapore already!!!!

:) :)

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2007-03-28T19:27:00.000-07:00

2 parts from kor's new song, 其實還愛你. i like the sentences in bold. 不虧是我最崇拜的kor! haha...

每一夜閉上眼睛我看見了惡夢
你微笑但是旁邊的人不是我
天空切開一道裂縫
直接割到我心中
不想裝作脆弱也不想愛得懦弱

我知道他很愛你你怕他傷心
我假裝每天開心害怕你離去
可不可以任性求求你不要去
藏在我心里最後一句其實還愛你

got alot alot alot of nice songs in the album. some i like alot :
其實還愛你
聖堂之門
記得愛*
梵谷的左耳
我不懂

others also not bad... these 5 are the ones i like most. yeppx! and special mention to 記得愛. its super damn nice! REALLY. like, very very very nice. its a duet between nicky jiu zhe and ahkor. okayy, i've to admit... abit weird havin 2 guys singing love song. hahaha but its really nice larr the 合聲.yeppx! 值得一聽!

hmm yarrhs.... nothing much these few days. jus tt im still being quite unstable. ahh wells. i jus cant seem to想通lahhs. haiis...

jus browsed thru some stuff in my yahoo mail. i found something!

日期: Sun, 8 May 2005 20:42:03 +0800 (CST)
寄件者: "佳瑜鄭" <XXXXXXXX@yahoo.com.tw>
主題: Re: 給佳瑜
收件者: "美娟" <singapore_joyce@yahoo.com.tw>

加油
撐下去

shall not disclose what was the stuff i told her... cuz its a super long mail. but anywayys. haha, jiayu jie, i appreciate the jiayou! havent touched jiazu for more than a year already. so havent been in contact w any jiazu frenx and stuf. but yeahh, jiayu's super nice lars, she replied like four of my emails. haha. anywayys i blanked out her email. lols. bt those in the jiazu round shud know her mail bahhs. yeppx...

went to coolzone ytd, spent like 20 bucks on 2 magazines and 2 yuzhe cards. now i got yuzhe in my wallet! hahaha. hmm im super poor larrs. left w 20 bucks gotta pay for the qin album next week lorhs.

EVAN YO! ohh yes... nxt week gonna see him liaos! :) :) going w my-fir peeps. but... im still tryin to find someone to chase evan w me larrs. nobody wanna chase. :( sighhs. hope he comes by night flight. then i can go fetch. haha. can someone please go chase evan with me! anyone interested contact me ahhs!

i think i love tangYUZHE like alot alot alot. hahaha. i think he damn got qi zhi, damn shuai, damn good at acting, damn cool and whateverrs. so yes yes yes, TANGYUZHE! my bai ma wang zi. haha. [true enough, the wallpp on my phone now, hes wearing white. so yes hes my bai ma wang zi.]

i must master zui ai hai shi ni on guitar soon. im gonna record and send it to yuzhe!!!

唐禹哲學長，我喜歡你，可以跟你做朋友嗎?

i think i was fantasizing about this yesterday night. haha cuz got people ask chun he say yes mah. then i was trying to fantasize about it. LOL.

ohh i must mention something very serious. i DROPPED my guit on sunday! or rather, it fell lahh. haha. wahhs... i was like sitting at my comp and watching zjyb. then i lean my guit against the cupboard, then i accidentally kicked the guit when i shifted my chair,then it fell down. RAHH. the sound was horrendous okayy! its damn scary. i was like o.O. but i think nothing happened to my guit so i can xie tian xie di. phewws. =.=

i think im being very random. haha. ohh yeahs, today i was late going to class. then ms prav asked if i was marked late. then i said no, she asked me where i was when we were taking the pledge, so i said i was outside 3 faith. then jana and jia like, did you like go to the wrong class? diaoos! i din okayys. i jus like, happened to be there. haha, i think i miss chia too much lars. LOL.

then like on tues. was using comp, then recess ended so gg back to class. then yang was saying we act dun have to clear history of the comp, cuz sch comp got no history. thn i was like, ya, sch comp dun take history wad! then yang started laughing like siao. whateverrs!!! =.=

omg, saw yuzhe's new blog post. super shuai larr the photo! hahaas...
okayy, shall not rant liaoos. i think im wasting time. off to look for evan's photos to make board!! :)

2007-03-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

i think this is life.

飛過人間的無常
才懂愛才是寶藏

to all of you out there...

有時,我會選擇逃避. 或許,逃避會讓我更好過一點.

but i jus want all of you to know. it's really not a problem with you. it's a problem with me. im not one tt opens up, so im not one tt makes friends easily. but believe me, i appreciate everything u guys did.

i'm happy, cuz i've managed to get back some feeling for them.... managed to find some gan dong du in them, like finally. yes, and im glad for that.

another thing... i was being really pissed with someone. but i guess im alright now. i dont wanna say this straight in your face, so PLEASE STOP MEDDLING IN MY AFFAIRS.

wells. i realise that soothing piano music can cool me down. i think i need more of that. any recommendations?

it's not easy being a friend. definitely not.

RAHH. i really duno what to say. i mean, what do you expect me to say???

我只能說,我喜歡安靜.

2007-03-13T19:15:00.000-07:00

copied this from peg's blog cuz im plain lazy larrrrr.

ATTENTION!!

headline for today.. there will be a new restaurant opening in mid-april. Not only is the food there super nice, it has a nice atmosphere as well. and i can guarantee you that it is worth it to patronize..

restaurant name: EIGHTEEN CHEFS
location: EASTPOINT #01-36 (alight at Simei station)
wad you can found there: mainly cheesebake rice, pasta, fish&chips, italian fastfood, ice cream and coffee.
targetting at: upper secondary and tertiary students. (and of cux we welcome ppl of other ages to visit as long as u love good food)
Cost: affordable and there's also a special price for students.

highlight: the chef has a stint at THE FIFTEEN RESTAURANT(which is James Oliver's restaurant) and is a well-known character who has produce 3 talented musicians who has made a name out for themselves in the Superband competition and he is my shifu.. hahas. =P

ermms yuppp! please support our shifu. haha :D

2007-03-07T19:26:00.000-08:00

i was being very very very emo yesterday. i duno why! rahhs. cuz the day b4 ytd, i was reading the umag article of flh. then aaron was talking some very sensible/emo stuff. then i started thinking of e article ytd... and it led to me being emo and all. yeah, felt better after typing a whole chunk of my feelings out.

and thens... looked thru some stuff i had... suddenly felt that i was so blessed to have everyone around me. yeah, then i messaged some people, told them what i felt. u guys know who you are yah? on my part i hope everyone around me can be friends too... i know it takes time, but i hope it'll work out some day, and not stay this way like, forever.

hmm, have been practising you're beautiful for the past few days. until my fingers all po pi already. =.= but yeah, im not gonna give up until i master that strumming thing! and im still kinda blur on the tempo and all. but i think can ask shifu at the nxt lesson bah. shud be quite easy to adapt cuz i can change e chords n stuff already. guit lessons really rock! :) ohh and we did recording at shifu's house last week. recorded pu tong peng you. the pitch was super low, so it sounded kinda weird lahhs. but anywayys, it turned out pretty good. hehhs. shifu was saying tt it was v good cuz we all pitched correctly. :DD

i wanna play guit for like my whole life. hahaa. its super fun really. and yeah, i like music, so YUPP. guit really rocks! :D

3 more days to our dearest ahkor's birthday! nxt fri is the release of the album already. damn excited lah hahas... i wanna hear e entire song of sheng tang zhi men. ROCKIN' ON, AH QIN! duno how's e qu feng like for this album though. havent got much info due to my stupid down com. rahhs. everyone please support okayys! REAL HUANG HAN QING's album! :D

some other emo stuff... i can feel myself drifting away from them... like what sheena said, i can feel myself moving on and away. but i guess its jus a stage in life. cant stay there, bound to move on. but wells... i know im drifting away from them, esp that, even that. im not gonna mention the "that" lahh, but i jus want all of you out there to know that i really cherish e times we've spent together. thanks for bringing joy and laughter to me throughout this whole period of time. i'll be nothing without you guys. thanks!

lastly... got back results ytd! i failed overall by a miserable 0.2 marks. =.= ARGHHS. so the super yuan wang! but nevermind, i passed my maths! :D failed lit, chem and bio. shucks... gotta work hard in chem... i dun mind failing bio though. hahaas. as for lit, aiya, i dun understand tt stupid macbeth larhhs. wells... at least i improved as compared to las year. so its good already! but im gonna work harder next term. esp on maths! mus show people i can do it. hehhs. MY GUANG RONG SHI KE!

[regarding the guang rong shi ke... read qin's blog for more! i was like damn inspired by tt post...]

havent done any lyrics composing recently cuz i've been too busy. thinking about whether i shud ask for advice. kinda weird lerhs.... aiyah whateverrs. im gonna work hard on chinese so i can write better stuff, compose better songs!

rights... cheers all!

2007-02-11T19:32:00.000-08:00

i duno why things are going the wrong way... is it really impossible to keep all my friends? now it feels like i can only make a choice between the two... why does life just have to be like this? im confused...

had guitar lesson on friday. mlb event on sat. guit practice on sun. sighhs. nic changed like alot alot! i cldnt recognise him at all manns. haha. anywayys. i REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE GUITAR! practised alot alot over the weekend. and im getting the hang of it. but comes at a price lah, my fingers are super numb + pain now. ahh wells. i think guit's really damn fun. :)

watching last ep of let it shine... dl from mobtv las wk but didnt have time to watch. let it shine ost's damn nice! yoyo and haifeng damn sweet laa. but ahhs.... xin yu passed away! so sadds.... sighhs.

aiyo. nic got field camp tis week. friday then can come out liaoos. but aiya, okayy la, dunid to say until so sad lidat. haha. he sounded so sian-ed when he told me that. at least you get to come out for new year! so dont complain liao lah okay. hahaha.

all's going too fast. what i've been anticipating for the past few weeks, just went past in like one and a half hours. reached at 3 for sound check... then nic left at 430... time spent with friends were minimal too. haiis. time passes really quickly...

i feel confused... duno what to do... sighhs.

by the way... some good news. managed to get A1 for chinese os. and i passed the first maths test of the year! this nic... suan me!!!!! yao si ahh u. told him i pass maths then he gave me a bu ke si yi look. then he asked me how much i got, i said i passed on the dot, he act fall down! wahlau.NICODEMUS LEE. gen wo ji zhu lorh you. nxt time i pass then u know. bully me.... at least my chinese better than you. HAHA :D

christmas...

2007-01-19T00:17:00.000-08:00

----18 JAN 07----

dun wanna post a new post... cuz i wanna keep my fir post on the page for the time being. haha.

anywayyyys. kinda busy nowadays. got time all use for sleeping liaoos. haha. hmm, nic went into camp las thurs... one week liaos! tis guy ahhs... in camp also got so much stuff to irritate me with. RAHH. first was the guit picks... then now smth else... wth siaas. damn pissed w the person lah! GRR. like, me peg n minhui are super pissed. was like, better dun let me see her again, if not i'm gonna murder her. minhui wants to be my accomplice! :)

gonna start guit lessons soon~ tml going with jh to buy guit i think. not sure... see if going for the pss event not lohhs. see if nat gets in tonight! sighhs. i duno how big's the chance, but i think nat did relatively well today as compared to daren. daren jus wasnt up to standard. and i think the judges were like super biased towards daren lah! like, nat got better comments but daren got higher marks... RAHH!

i preferred nat's rendition of i believe... and carrie's chu mo was like WOW. real good! :) voted for diya and nat... duno who'll get thru manns. tough fight!

think im wasting money voting laaaa. but whateverrs. vote le jiu suan ler bahhs~ hope for the best! tt time vote lesheng 30 votes still nv get thru... abit sian diao laaa...

im crapping. haha. ohh and yeah LET IT SHINE is like super uber damn nice! LIYUAN is like so the super damn cool in the show lah! goshh. hahaha.... and zeewhy's cute lols! his "niuniu byebye"... OMG, so cute! hahahas.... and yepp all of them acted real well... esp maomao renfred~ haha... cool siaa! :) :) :) if you havent already started watching, MUST WATCH okay! its damn nice lohhs!

mlb got 2 events over the wkend of 10-11 feb... manns, this nicodemus gonna be super busy laaaa. and TIRED. manns. hope he takes good care of himself siaas. hope hes like enjoying himself in camp now. like, "enjoying". haha... bet he made LOTS of friends there lah! this one ahh, go where also can make friends one leh. so jealous, how can he be so pro. haha...

rights... off to watch result show, then go memorise that stupid yan jiang gao!

andd im trying to subscribe to mobtv so i can catch LET IT SHINE and PSS2 online! haha. and THE ARENA. cuz... WEIQI was on THE ARENA on tues!!! like omgosh lah, i wish i hadnt been soooo lazy. was sleeping laa, then hear alarm die die dun wan wake up. wahlau, damn sian diaoos...but huh, kinda weird why mrCHAN will be on the ARENA lohhs. lols. maggy says tt nic was holding e mic for him. hahaha....

okayyys. hope nic can come out tis wk for recording ahhs... then can faster complete e album... then people can stop bugging! SO FRUSTRATING. rahhs.

female champ results now... CHEN DIYA! :) :) :)!!!! gan chiong-ing for male results... blog soon!

by the way, i wanna say that mr chan wei qi is crazy. hahaaa. he become like damn weird lah! goshhh. hahaha... "love u all" tts SO NOT HIM. rahh! but anywayy. he thanked us! lols...

M.E.S.S. for the Tee(which fits! and yes Sam wear's bigger tee size than me) and the scrap book! Oh..now i see the glue...whoops...

what the hell. stupid lah, STOP TALKING ABOUT THE GLUE!!! grrrrs. freaking stupid glue lah cans. rahhh~and so i was right to say that sam wears bigger size waddddd. rahh. jus tt i really din mean it in a bad way lahs. SORRY SAM! and mr chan wei qi, are you sure the shirt fits?? cuz sam also tell me the shirt fits!!! one of you must be trying to make me feel better. haha. you better treasure the tee, cuz i got attitude-ed by the stupid sales person all thanks to your tee okay! BLAHH. :P

----25 DEC 06----

merry merry christmas, lonely lonely christmas...

yepp, i had a real cham christmas. haha... was running everywhere looking for PRESENTS. for so and so, so and so, so and so, and so and so. hahaha... was loitering ard j8 for the whole afternoon... then went to tpy... but ohh mans, the shop i wanted to go to wasnt open! then in the end i had to like walk everywhere around tpy to find the stuff i want. *sighs*

im like in love with bling blings! haha. its like so the uber damn cool laa~ but nahh, not pasting on my phone cuz my phone cover like sorta lao ya haha. but i pasted 3 on my mp3. :) whee~

"expect less...the more u'll feel u gain.." -nic

haiis. net dying...hope not to be disappointed again...

LOVES! and merry christmas :)

2006-12-17T10:29:00.000-08:00

专属天使-TANK

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

I LOVE THIS SONG! zhuan shu tian shi by TANK~ woohoo... the show rocks. the songs rock. YAY! :)

went for pre-gathering after work ytd. reached at around 2... then saw quite alot of people there liaoos. walk up e steps... then weiqi waved to me... was like, ehh... duno wad to do laa. then went to find biru they all. din go talk to weiqi and whoever. jus like 7 of us stay at one side and crap. haha...

after crapping for awhile... weiqi came to find us lohhs. then we talk.. cant rmb talk wad liaoos. he say he v lost, cuz only he cld come. nic was supposed to go w him derrs, but he las minute cant make it. amanda also las minute cant make it... so he like v lost, cuz he duno wad was happening lohhs...

saw e shirt design... v nice! hahas. the nic pic was like uber funny haha... i duno why la, jus felt like laughing when i saw tt pic. was like, eh, so beng! hahaa.... then at the back of weiqi's shirt got tis HELLO, my name is Chan WeiQi thingy... took a photo of tt... din take e design thou. hahaas.

hmm after tt we went to try e sizes for e shirt... then like had a real hard time deciding which one to buy. then i decided on mm in the end. the others were like ms or smth... i duno laa. hahas... yepppx then went to order lohhs.

ohyeahhs.... went to say sorry to weiqi for ahem... then he kept saying its okayy. i was like totally. but i feel v bad la! but he kept saying its okayy derrs... nxt time u go ask nic la, he w say its okayy derr. i was like, DUH nic will say its okay, hes lidat one wad! rahhhs. so irritating. but eh, i really feel damn bad about tt thing cans! arghhs...

then like... talk about their countdown performance thingy... weiqi say it'll be gao xiao... then they only got 1:45 to perform lohhs. bit cham eh? but whateverr laa. got see them can liaoos lohhs...

after tt leaving lerrs... left at 4 plus i think. before leaving, went to ask weiqi if he'll see nic... then he say ya, tml... so i passed him nic's letter lohhs. duno if he got pass to nic siaas. hope got ahh... tt one like my apology letter... haha if weiqi never pass to him, means tt nxt time i gotta tell him in person liaoos. paiseh siaas...

rights. before leaving ahhs... we like sitting on the floor chatting... then weiqi like walk over to us, then duno stand there do wad... he jus like stand there and stone. while we laugh n talk. i was like, ehh... we supposed to talk to him or smth?? i duno la, but he look damn lost siaas... i kept looking at him, then he was like staring into space or smth. =.=

were saying tt he shud smile... haha cuz when he dun smile, he keep giving sian look lohhs. then i v scared people give sian look derrs laa. so we were like trying to get him to smile. lols. then we say when he dun smile look v fierce. he say he v tired... ehh, i also v tired okayy. i stayed up till 4am on friday to finish nic's letter okayy. rahhhs.

weiqi said sam not feeling well, so nv come... then say sam got ask him if nid him to come. then weiqi ask him how long he gonna take, he say 1 hr. then weiqi like, eh, finishing liao, never mind la. lols...

ohh then weiqi asked biru why call R.I. gang. then biru explain to him, he like, huh, really ah? hahas. then after tt we like crapping tgt w them, weiqi say some of us shud go join R.I. gang. wahlau, very the diaoos! hahahaha....

okayys. after tt we were like leaving the place. then the moment we walk down e steps. someone went like, eh, we take off our shoes la! then everyone OKAY! then like all of them took off their shoes and ran. i was like o.O can!!! wahlau erhs... then me and kangqi like, nevermind, we walk tgt, dun care them.

after tt jiahui ran back and attempted to take off kangqi's slippers. then like they scream like siao laa. i was like... wth... then everyone at the shelter were looking at us! omg laa. so the sibei paiseh siaa. then after tt jiahui ran away and put on her shoes, while kangqi took off her shoes. then kangqi was like, wahlau, i take off liao then u put on! lols...

then at the same time, at the other side, ellekay and gang was like trying to put their feet into the sibei dirty water. =.= like DIAOOs. then we walked... after tt remembered tt wanted to ask weiqi smth. so MESS walked back to the shelter. then like on e way back, sheena went to put ellekay's slipper into the water. then they were like, see, is can float one lorh! i nearly fainted siaa....

walked to the shelter.. then find weiqi... first thing he said was... "我看到你們..." then i was like, huh, see wad? then he say "i saw u all put the shoe into the water..." i was totally DIAOO-ed cans... rahhs! then we asked like wadeva we wanted to ask. yeahh then left lohhs... said sorry and thanks to him...

went to see squirrel. hahaha.... then we went to ps kfc to eat. after tt went home... was like super uber tired sia! but its good tt my working days are finally over! yayys. :)

i cant stand SANTA CLAUS. rahhs! like all five of us cant. me jiejie yang ryuta andrew. fat and round RED santa claus... blahhs~! i hate santa claus laaaa.grrr.

today slept until like 5pm! hahaa... cant rmb wad time i slept las nite... today slept till 5pm cuz i was like really damn tired. and aircon was nice! haha...

14 motorbikes got burnt behind my block today. according to my mum and the newspaper, there were like 10 exploding sounds. but omg, i slept until like log sia! i totally din hear lorh~ was like ehhs... =.= hahaa... aiyerr, so interesting leh, i wanted to see siaa... now only can see e newspaper photo. but e fire was like DAMN BIG. whoaas. but ehh, how come the bikes can get burnt like in broad daylight???

aiya whateverrr laa. i love zhuan shu tian shi! :)

HUA YANG ROCKS! today is e fifth epi liaoos. jus watched 4th epi jus now. for some reason, dun have 1/6 on youtube lehh... tt person only upload 2/6 - 6/6 niaa. sianns...DASHU ROCKS MAN! whee! so does xiu yi. DA DONG! :)

jiahui they all wanna chase flh siaas... lao shi shuo im not v interested... duno if i going siaas. today read epop, saw the no of people chasing them in hk. then i was like totally SIAN DIAO. so many people! abit like 56 lohhs...ehh even 56 look like got lesser people canns. rahhs. aiya, duno laa, dao shi then see bahhs~

now they all siao over flh liaoos. bleahhs. i rather stick to mlb siaa.... but.... haiis. if THAT really happens, i think i'll jus heck about all liao laa. i got my faye jie can lerrs~ e others i heck care lohhs....

speaking of my faye jie ahh... i miss her loads! they damn long nv update blog lerrs... laoshi also lohhs. i miss faye jie and laoshi! qin ge still okayy. cuz he got update... him and his wad... mo na li na de wei xiao. hahaas...

ahhh whateverrrs...

i miss nic leh. ahahaha.... got nobody to crap with laa.

im missing loads of people!

but meanwhile i want to say... RUIXI, QUAN, XIUYI, LIANGSINAN AND DASHU ROCKS!

:) :) :)

ohh and congrats to sam on his ord~

iHEARTdashu!

nic :)

2006-12-07T09:40:00.000-08:00

ehh everyone~ please vote for NICODEMUS LEE! :)

The New Paper Flame Awards - 2nd Chance Award

to VOTE :

send tnpchance[space]2[space]NRIC[space]Name to 77877.

which means... ur format w be

tnpchance 2 S1234567A Myname

then just send to 77877 can liaoos. :)

each sms costs 20cents.

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Nominee No. 2 - NIC LEE

MILUBING vocalist Nic Lee calls himself an "ex-con".
He was once an expletive-spewing delinquent who hawked illegal VCDs for a living and was arrested for vandalising a shop in 2002.
But the 22-year-old has reformed after spending two years in a boys' home.
He got his first chance at fame after winning the TV talent quest Superband in August, with bandmates Chan Weiqi and Sam Wang.
When told about his nomination for the 2nd chance award, Nic laughed.
He said: "It's abit weird, but okay. People don't discriminate against me just because I got out of a reformatory training centre, or think I'm 'yucks' because of my background.
"People accept that I'm an ex-con and I'm thankful for that."
Nic, who is waiting to enlist for National Service on 11 Jan, has been busy writing songs for Milubing's upcoming debut album.
Of the band's sound, he said: "We're going in the direction of U2 and Coldplay, with a slight tinge of Brit rock."

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yepp! i typed out the entire article cuz i was just plain lazy to scan it. hahaha. the pic is from las time straits times derr hua yu cool derrs. andds... other nominees for the award are Terence Cao, Fann Wong and Quan Yifeng.

i think he v qian bian lohhs. hahaas. from aug, got article say he go ns on 8sept. then after tt got article say he go on 16 dec. then now change again. i think people outside w be like abit wth liaoos. lols....

hmm nxt sat got pre-gathering... wq gonna show us e shirt designs and blahhs. rahhs. hope i can get off from work earlier lohhs. nxt sat w be last day of work liaoos~ time passes super fast ahh, my working days for tis wk finish liaoo. hahaa. so fast 4 days finish lerrs. but super tired ahhs. everyday like zombie lidat. lols.

today do double loop until my hand damn pain siaas. bleahhs. spent my whole day doing double loop for the green crystal. then my double loop keep flying everywhere. hahaas

i think ryuta really v like the zhangqijian laa!~ he oso damn gao xiao derr lohhs. jiejie still say they quiet, we noisy. where got! hahas. equal noisy lohhs. jus tt they are the more leng jing pai, we're the more action pai only. oh yeah, another gao xiao one, andrew! hahas our AHSUM. :) ryuta our ahsum number two. :)

thenns. xj nearly qi si joyce today. hahahaha. cuz joyce was teaching him how to sell e clovers and blahh. then he kept forgetting e names. then when joyce ask him qns he kept answering crap. was sitting by the side laughing like siao. hahahas. not bad laa, got free entertainment. cuz v bored maa, keep doing the double loop. then got people keep crapping... v funny haha...

and yangg was uber suayy. hahas. curse of the clovers. lols! cuz she was doing duno wad, then she dropped e clovers. after tt she bent down to pick up e clovers, thn her head hit the shelf. then.... her head pain, her hairband broke. like hahaa~ damn funny laa! and then after tt she like fell off the chair or smth. ahahas...

so tired!! but henggs im off tml. :) monday starting work at raffles liaoos. hope tis time can sell ahhs. i suck at selling siaaa... forget how to sell liaoos. these few days jus stare at customer and blank out. die ahhs. hope the "feeling" can come back nxt wk lohhs. and hope tt ryuta can come ah! if not only got me yang and jiejie. quite cham siaas.

uncle never play li sheng jie songs today lerhx. siannnns~ hahaha. ytd i dun wan listen he keep playing... today i wan listen he never play. i think he heard me and yang's GAY LOGIC! oh manns. hahahaha~ "你那麼愛他,為什麼不把他留下..." LOLS~!

aiyaa, im crapping. off to watch tv and SLEEP. gotta catch up on sleep!!!

ohh and yeahhhs. bai wan bao is uber NICE~ nic's voice super cute. wahahas. thou not xi guan... but aiyaa, tis guy like to act cute derr lohhs. LOLS. realli not i anyhow say ahhs... its true~ he like to use his voice make alot of weird weird sound der lohhs. weirdo. still rmb der "SOUL, ISHI!" and the "LUCIFY!!" like diaoooooos. act bai chi lerhs. =.=

okayy whateverrs. nites!

long long ago... long long ago...

2006-12-03T08:05:00.000-08:00

long long ago.. long long ago...

okayy~ im blogging this because.

-im bored
-my net is surviving [for the time being]
-im waiting for hua yang to finish buffering
-i dont want to eat chocolates

i bet u're bewildered by my last reason. hahaha. okayy the point is, i went with ellekay to millenia walk last wednesday. so i just like "happened" to pass by CANDY EMPIRE. and just "happened" to see the chocs on display. so i uh... "happened" to walk in. then urhhs.... i bought a whooping 140g of chocolates.

erhhx. for those who duno me well enough. I DONT LIKE SWEET STUFF. so i duno why the hell did i buy the 140g of chocs for. cuz ehh... i jus like look at the chocs, then i was thinking, aiya, v long never eat lerrs... buy abit go home slow slow eat.

then just now... was feeling bored so i went to dig out stuff in the fridge. and then tada, i found tt pack of chocs. then after eating like less than 5 pieces, i can feel my throat hurting already. eee... i really dont like sweet stuff! so yeah im blogging to keep myself away from the evil chocs. [ehh, why am i talking like YANG? rahhs.]

hmm okayys. havent been blogging since 1st nov. tt was like one month ago haha. actually i wrote lotsa entries.. jus tt they're all saved in my comp laa. nv post up nia... lazy hahaas....

rahhs. my life has been revolving ard milubing, milubing, and more milubing. HOW CAN?! aiyo. this is starting to get irritating. and im getting irritated with myself cuz i've been too on about these. but okayy i dont regret laa. jus tt... i duno, im just irritated

im starting work in like... 10 hours time! woohoo. eh, not something to be happy about also. but okayy whateverrs. im back to selling clovers! my working time is a whooping 10am-8pm. BLAH. 10 hours straight. manns... can die ahhs.

ehh, u guys can come and visit me! im working at the concourse [near lavender mrt station] at julie roberts. not sure if im doing shop or smth. tml go then know... but who cares. i need money. hahaha.

i think 花樣少年少女 ROCKS! whoo. have been watching for the past 2 days. damn cute lah hahaha... i think DASHU is cute lohhs. n XIUYI. wahahas... n i like the ending song by TANK. v v v nice... whee~ first got to know this show cuz of tis newspaper article sibei long ago. then tt day saw the xiao shuo at kino, so bought it... its damn nice laa~ ella damn cute. :)

have been going out like everyday. hahaas... cant rmb wad i did on monday. then tues went for cip. wed went out w ellekay. thur w sheena. fri w shihui. sat i went out myself. today went out w parents to eat. hahaha. i love going out~

ohh anywayys. ytd i went out by myself cuz i was jus being plain BORED laaa~ nothing to do. slept at 4am, woke up at 1pm. then went back to sleeping till 4pm. left house at 430pm to go bugis. haha... so lame. the only thing i did at bugis was go to kino, look at books, then go to sembawang to buy the christmas cd. which i cld have bought in yishun. =.=

yahhs the christmas cd.... got songs by mlb, soul, j3 and lucify. mlb's song was damn funny haha i duno why laa. i jus like, listened. then i started laughing like crazy. ahh wells. its funny mahh. hahaha! then soul was like =.= mainly cuz i dun like e song. j3's was nice! but their voice damn nice... nice until i listen until feel like sleeping. haha. i like lucify's song! whoo. chao nice~

looking forward to new year album haha. but weiqi say no mv laa. sianns...

weiqi considering having a gathering this mth. then got abit, tis mth gathering, jan gathering again?? weirdd laa. ahh whateverrs. not my problem also.

erhhx. no news about mrLEEsoonlee horr? hahaa.... weiqi say he passed his nafa. but never say if got defer not... hmmms... aiyo, ask him faster repair his comp and blog laa!~

hmm for those who dont know. this mrLEE gave me a very memorable birthday.... of getting drenched in the rain at mdc. HAHA. okayy laa, shall not blame him. lols... but again, thanks for the memorable birthday! :) smilez

and i still think his ic photo is uber cute. wahahaha.

i think that was random.

ohh. and nic looks like a christmas tree in the christmas album. wahaha. i duno why laa. jus look at him then i thought of christmas tree. but its a very shuai christmas tree! LOLS...

ohhmanns. thinkin of stuff tt happened ages ago... i really wanna say. NIC, NI HEN BLUR!!! hahaa.... super blurr. zhuang kuang wai one lerhx. lols...

rights, zeewhy w be performing at star awards this sunday~ then his vice president aka magdalene lin gotta help give out tics or smth haha. think i not going... lazy and got work on monday mahhs. but dont worry zeewhy, i'll support u at home. :)

wheeeee.... support jesseca liu! i duno how to spell her name lah. liu zhi xuan. she v pretty. and very nice~ hahaha... i voted for her for star awards lehhx. 19001122233. the voting is crazy. its 80c per vote! sibei x. but i voted like 5 votes? hahaha... she acts real well lahh. hope she can get an award. :D

aiya random random random. off to watch hua yang already!!!

gambate for work tml!

ohh and thanks for all those who tagged me. some i tried replying... but always got problem lerhs, duno why.. ahhs. w try to reply again or smth. paiseh paiseh... but thanks! :D

"就讓我徹底的傷再徹底的醒過來"

九號球

2006-11-01T10:07:00.000-08:00

生活...
現代人,好像都只注重於物質
把所有感情拋開
為了物質享受而拼命

好久好久沒聽這首歌了
覺悟, 醒悟
生活...
好像的確並不只是這樣

"也許我這一生始終在追逐那顆九號球
卻忘了是誰在愛我
卻忘了是誰在罩著我"

有時我們只專注把一切做到最好
卻忽略了身邊的瑣碎事物
恩... 或許這可以形容我此刻的感覺吧!

"也許我這一桿又沒辦法進球
就像我的生活一直在出差錯"

聽聽這首歌或許...
你也會從中醒悟.

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九號球 -[五月天]

逃走翻過圍牆我只能逃走從教室裡頭
奔向自由熟悉角落有人在等我有挑釁的笑容
今天誰先開球讓誰嘗點苦頭
綠色地平線上我撞著彩色墮落

也許我這一桿又沒辦法進球
就像我的生活一直在出差錯
也許我這一生始終在追逐那顆九號球
卻忘了是誰在愛我
卻忘了是誰在罩著我

以前書包很滿裝不下的夢就丟了一些
未來我們要怎麼活凝視著白球暫時我不去想
天空漸漸變紅影子爬滿球桌
輸贏沒有結果像人生難以捉摸

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心里的一塊石頭...
終於放下了...
不過,接下來...
接二連三的考驗
我承受得住嗎?

這... 應該是未知數吧.

是時候加把勁了!

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我對他已徹底失望...
對於他,我似乎再也找不到任何動力
與其這樣空等...
我真的無法再等下去...
是時候...

該放棄了.

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一直很喜歡創作
只不過以前沒有真正嘗試過

創作是一種很奇妙的東西
不管成果是好是壞
也都是自己的東西
是抒發感情的管道

我喜歡以文字表達自己的想法
因為在那個時候
幾千個漢字都聽由我使喚
這感覺真的很棒

下面的一些文字
是我從F.I.R得到的啟發
看一看或許你也會從中領悟到什麼

雖只是文字
但它們在我心中
留下了很深刻的印象
很深刻的咯印

因為... 我相信.

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"我喜歡唱歌用我的聲音跟世界溝通
傳遞出什麼訊息也許並不重要
重要的是聽到的人收到了什麼"
-Faye

"很多人在努力做一件事的時候
其實都不知道自己為的是什麼
那種看不到方向的寂寞
常常讓人放棄原來的初衷
我想告訴那些還在堅持的人
堅持下去
有一天你會謝謝自己當初的不放棄"
-Ian

"我享受站在舞台上盡情揮撒音樂的感覺
因為那時候的我擁有了全世界"
-Real

"永遠不要放棄
永遠不要覺得自己很渺小
永遠不要覺得自己辦不到..."
-F.I.R

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"好後悔好傷心想重來行不行
這一次我就不會走向這樣的結局"

我心中的創作才子...
有兩位!

...
...
...

五月天- 阿信!
F.I.R- 阿沁! [我們心中的沁哥~Mr.黃漢青!]

它們創作的歌真的很棒~

最欣賞的樂團....

...
...
...

F.I.R!
五月天!
信樂團!
迷路兵!

它們真的都很讚...

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音樂給了我復原的力量.
音樂豐富我生命.
音樂... 是我的全部.

lyrics

2006-10-27T10:34:00.000-07:00

這,是我的天下
有時喜歡寫寫作,與相信我的子民分享
因為,在這裡,我就是王道

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有時候在想,人生好像就如乘搭巴士般
因為人生就像是一趟很長,很長的巴士旅程
在巴士上,可看見無數形形色色的人
就是我們在人生中所會遇到的
喜歡或不喜歡,我們都得忍耐
因為這是人的最高境界

我們,就是自己的司機
駕駛途中,我們或許會被什麼所吸引
因而臨時改變原有的駕駛路線
這樣誤入歧途,也因此迷了路
但是,雖走錯了路, 如有恆心
還是可以找回那條該走的路

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天底下無不散之宴席
再長久的一切,也始終需要結束
我很清楚,我不可能永遠守在你身邊...

這樣為了你無私奉獻
或許,只是我的心甘情願
你,卻只是無動于衷
這樣的微不足道,我是否應該放棄?

只是...我怎麼卻無法忘記你的好?

這種感覺,很難形容吧
無法忘記,也不願放棄
我願意讓自己受傷
只求你對我有一點點的注意
這樣,對我來說,已經足夠了

但是...
這一天...會來嗎?

我... 絕望了.

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我寫的一首歌. 初次創作,所以還不好...大家...看看就算吧.哈哈
這首歌沒有曲子 [因為我不會編曲 =.= ] ,所以大家就憑空想像吧~
還是...有人有興趣為我的歌編首曲子嗎?留個言吧!呵呵...
[真的是隨便亂寫的... 但我會努力學習喔~下次一定會有更好的作品. :D]

寫給你的歌

閉上雙眼腦海第一浮現了你的臉
拿起了筆只想去寫一首歌給你聽

遙遠距離卻不能阻擋我愛你
狂風暴雨也不能讓我停止想你

唱著寫給你的歌
每分每秒都獨特
月光下的那個永恆
已化成時間的停頓

唱著寫給你的歌
聽著旋律幻想著
這一個美麗的過程
只希望你會快樂

好想好想好想
這一切不結束
就讓我享受這一份
短暫的幸福~~woo~~

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這是一些蔡旻佑的歌曲,把歌詞放上來與大家分享.真的很棒... 周煒傑和蔡旻佑的合作,真的超讚的喔!大家不彷買來聽聽.我很喜歡他們的歌詞. :) 以下粗體的文字,就是我本身很喜歡的一些段落...

#我想要說

詞:周煒傑/蔡旻佑曲蔡旻佑

看著右手被撕裂的傷口
愛好像曾經停留
而我左手按下號碼以後
那首歌關於我的不再播送

默寫你的愛過坦承自已脆弱
對白怎麼說表情才不難過

我想要說我想要說
如果沒有了你我該如何往下走
那一秒鐘有沒有發現我倔強裡的問候
怎麼勸我放手在這一切以後

整夜的風冷得我手顫抖
你在溫暖的那頭
熟悉路口再一次的經過
等在那角落的人已不是我

#我可以

詞:林唯/蔡旻佑曲:蔡旻佑

寄沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒有種距離

你放著誰的歌曲
能不能說給我聽

雨下的好安靜
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福(它)真的不容易
在你的背景有我愛你

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多說明我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗是因為你

#旋轉門

詞:周煒傑曲蔡旻佑

街角巷弄的花貓愛睏路上被填滿孤單的枕
月光燈下真空的陌生城市角落誰被刻下永恒

瓷瓦上的白色條痕是你殘忍夢想的象微
你不能只不過你不肯
你是否已在追逐夢的過程失去原有的率真

旋轉大門找不到熟悉的歌聲
別再追問永遠沒有真正的結論
半夜三更誰理誰問誰在等
都不會過份只是彼此走錯了門

#熱氣球

詞:林唯曲蔡旻佑

緩緩的帶著你在雲端漫步看日落
我像是只要安靜的陪伴著你就不同

心吹起了一股暖暖的風
愛給了我們不一樣的夢

愛降落在心中我是你的熱氣球
時間不會不夠只為你停留
愛升空在宇宙我是你的熱氣球
幸福的氣球在我們左右 wow~

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大家要支持正版喔~~~

:)

HELLO :D

2006-10-25T00:16:00.000-07:00

或許,即使做了那麼多,我在你心里始終是微不足道的
不知道該怎麼想...這種感覺很難形容吧
是否該在受傷害之前放棄?
但我卻無法忘記你的好...
我... 絕望了.

17 Oct 2006, Tuesday - Death Note Preview

met sheena at ard 5 plus... then took 855 down to harbourfront to meet shihui and ellekay. these 2 ahhx... tried to cheat us by saying they saw milubing lohx. i din zhong ji though. hahaha... get cheated too many times liao. LOLS. anws, they didnt see milubing laa, they saw yanwen. hahaa... then say what, yanwen know mess oso or smth. duno them laax.

anyways. went down to vivocity GV. went to claim my tics and premiums, then me and shihui went into the cinema... asked ellekay and sheena to try kope tics cuz sure got people nv come claim derx. then like 5 minutes into the show, they got tics also... haha so all four of us got to watch! yayys. lolx...

then we were like laughing throughout the whole show. so diaoos~! haha. sheena said LIGHT looked like ninja turtle. like wth. then L was SO CUTE LORHX! :) yayyx... i love L laa. hahaax. okayy laa, Light quite shuai also... the show damn nice laa. jus tt the killing people part abit boring only. lolx

then 9 plus liaox... sheena n ellekay were like fretting cuz the show havent end. then they ask when the show w end... after they asked, the show end liao. haha. cuz got no ending derx... still got death note: the last name mahhx. yeah lohx. then they complain tt they kana cheated cuz the show got no ending. whateverr laa!

after that we went downstairs lohhx. saw mediacorp der car. hahaa. then went to fountain there, listened to 933. heard jiahui and lorita's dedication. [actually i only heard lorita derx. cuz nid untangle wire, tk v long... haha] yeppx then we discussed about friday lohhx. hmmx. after which we went home laa. hahaax. reached home at 10 plus... wheex...

20 Oct 2006, Friday - Shihui's Bdae Celebration @ TongShui

before i mention anything about friday. i want to mention that i got 19/25 for my elit set text! [JLC]. ohh mannx. before the paper i was still complaining tt i duno anything about jlc. LOLS. but ahh wellx. i got 19 for part one, and a pathetic THREE for part two. so i ended up failing my overall too. =.=

okayys. friday! :)

public speaking workshop in the morning... chinese lessons after recess... the workshop instructor sounded like miss swan. :P

hmm okayys. went home after sch to prepare shihui's present. suay suay the northpoint photo developing machine spoil... then the other machine got people... so bo bian, came home use printer to print lohhx. then ran around doing stuff... until i forget to write letter... after leaving house, was like thinking i din bring smth. in e end i realised tt i forgot to write letter. so had to write it on the mrt. haha...

yeppx. then reached jurong east... waited for shihui. then minhui called and said she didnt know where clementi was. BLAH. hahaa. din see shihui but we boarded the same train in e end. reached clementi, went to look for sheena...then we waited like another half hour for minhui. lolx... jiahui they all reached tongshui already...

after that went to take 285 to tongshui. stopped at the wrong bus stop. hahaa. then on the way there we were discussing about deathnote and blahhs. deathnote ROCKS! :)

went into tongshui... biru was hiding at the toilet there preparing the cake or smth. then shihui wanted to go toilet, we were supposed to stop her from going la. but before any of us cld do that, she walk there liaoox. then biru was like AHHH! haha damn funny laa~! lolx.... jiahui still go tell her where the toilet is... then like kana scold by biru haha.

so biru brought e cake out... then we sang happy bdae song. yahh hahaas. after that we ate cake! informal... jus scoop from the cake lohhx. hahaa. then we left abit for ellekay... we wanted to wait for ellekay to come before ordering food lah, so meanwhile we crapped rubbish lohx. lol... cant rmb what we said liaoox. then shihui keep saying "u all dun wan to eat meh?" then minhui was like, we dun wan to eat "meh"... wahlaux... damn funny laa!~

ellekay finally reached at 7plus... then me and sheena went outside to look for her to put our letters into the "drum". yeppx then we gave our presents to shihui... she opened the merry-go-round photo frame. then start laughing like siao... duno why... then in e end is because she open liao then see nic's face. then start laughing. wahlau, got so funny merhx?? -_-"

blahhs. then after seeing e presents... finally order food to eat liaos. haha. ordered milo toast [whatever tts called] , spicy noodles and ice lemon coke. shared the milo toast w minhui and sheena. wahlau, shudnt hv ordered it... make me laugh like siao la. this minhui horx, always try to tiao yu bing der....

SH: 你們點水先leh...
MH: huh,水仙是什麼??

SH: 你們不要吃meh?
MH: 我們不要吃"meh" leh...

S: 我切不到地板leh~
MH: huh,你要切到地板hor,還要切那個盤跟桌子leh.

wth lorhx! then sheena like duno how to cut the thing. damn funny lahhs... sheena also abit =.= laa. di ban... hahaha. she meant the plate laa. LOLS can..!

then cuz tongshui got tv rights... then got show deathnote der commercial. we all like watch until damn ji dong la. hahaa... L SO CUTE. lols!

we super noisy siaa. at one pt we sumore started mo fang-ing the ai de chu ti yan os... so paiseh! LOLS. then jiahui say she wan tell ghost story. biru and minhui w qi si her lorhx... hahaas...cuz like she say what, the person wan the ring, cuz he got no money to buy house etc. then they'll be like, then why he wan to buy house? why he got no money? why he so poor? and crap qns like tis laa. wth lorhx. then i was like, wait jiahui w be the first person to say ghost story until cry siaa... hahaha

we noisy until... when we leaving, karin was telling us... later go out dun be so noisy, if not people w call the police... hahahas! but aiyaa, we noisy also not first day derx. rmb tt time at mdc, wahlau damn paiseh siaa. haha. cuz we from radio gate walk towards recept... then cab stand there got ALOT of people, we din know. so we were singing ai de chu ti yan OS, then when we walked up the slope, everyone stare at us. HAHA. even walk upstairs liao we still singing lorhx. lol...heng at tt time dun hv other superband at the cab stand... hahaha. scarli soul there, then die siaa. others still okayy cuz they duno us. LOLS.

hmm... then me minhui and sheena were laughing like siao... while biru shihui and ellekay eat until v calm lidat. wth laaa. all thanks to MINHUI. hahaha...make me laugh until i cannot eat lorhx. lol...

then we left tongshui at 8 plus... went around taking photos. NOISY again. hahaha! i think if is not uncle benny... they throw us out of the shop liao laa. haha. took group photo etc. then jiahui hit biru on the chin like thrice lah! omg... hahaas... damn funny lorhx...

and thnns... ellekay and me were like trying to snatch the receipt. haha.cuz we wanted to treat shihui. then she paid liaoos... so we wanted to like pay her back or smth. then she dun wan gv us the receipt. so we were snatching receipt for like five whole minutes. LOL laaa. then ellekay damn lag... biru went to tk photo w shihui to distract her... then biru was hinting ellekay to grab the receipt. ellekay still gong gong go disturb them tk photo... haha abit wth laa. LOLS.

oh yaa. then we leaving lerrs, went to say bye to the other table of mlbians... karin they all... yepp then shihui went "美女們,你們要走了嗎?" then we turned and stared at eric and wenda... "美女們?" HAHA... super funny siaa! then after tt when walking to bus stop... eric n wenda infront, us girls behind. then we shouted "美女!!" OMG. hahaha! damn funny laaa~~~

LOLS. then we like laugh and crap at e bus stop... damn lame laa. then took 285 back to clementi mrt lohhs. me biru shihui sheena took the same train. then we crapped again laa. haha. all of us watched deathnote already!~ then we took a photo of our tickets. :)

yepp lidat lohhs... then came home... haha...

and jus rmbed smth... omg so paiseh hahaha... me sheena biru were on mrt talking about the kdf concert... then i was like, is at fort siloso hor? then biru went, huh, not fort canning merhx? then i realised tt i've been saying fort SILOSO all along. wahlau, i feel so dumb. HAHA. abit fort siloso is at sentosa. and fort siloso is so NOT a place for a concert laa! wth... i feel super stupidd... blerhx! =.=

i think im not making sense. ahh wells. i got STM lah! cant rmb what happen liaoos. and im like super tired today. duno whyyx. slept from like 1am to 330pm today. then 5pm to 830pm. BLEH. so lazy. haha! i still want to sleep. RAHH

got a new wallet today. yayys~ billabong again. and i bought EVAN'S ALBUM!!!!!!! yayy! i love EVAN YO. der songs. haha i duno how hes like laa. only see his photos before, nv see him on tv before... but his songs are real nice. all self composed i think!
yeppx please support EVAN YO, 蔡旻佑!~ evan ROCKS~

uhh yeahhs.... haha :P

21 Oct 2006, Saturday- Death Note [again], LeeHom's Concert!

was supposed to meet maggy at 12pm. then in the end i woke up at 12pm. hahaha. hmm okayys went to PS to meet her... then we went DAISO to buy stuff. cuz i wanted to buy tidbits. hahaa. bit siao hor, go all e way to PS to buy tidbits. whatever lah haha. bought like 10 bucks worth of tidbits, then we went to KFC to have lunch. ate the usual stuff lohhs. zinger student meal... haha

after that took train down to harbourfront. wahlau, DAMN SCARY. how come so many people der?! really is 人山人海siaa... people mountain people sea lorhx. LOLS. anyways. yepp then we squeezed thru e crowd... went to vivocity. hmm we went to toysrus! HAHA. damn funny laa. cuz got those turn turn der machine... "egg" machine or whatever tts called. 扭蛋機?whatever. yeppx...

then got this toy... pics below. i was saying tt think sam got the same one. so i was like... erhx, i wan lerhx! then maggy wanted another one... so both of us went to turn... then maggy got her red one, i got my white/black one! hahaha... so in the end, maggy named her ahREAL. i named mine ahSAM. lame siaa. LOLS. but its cute! and its sorta different from sam's. aiyah whatever lah. also not because of him then buy der. haha

and then maggy dropped her ahREAL on the floor. wahlau... then i started laughing like siao... cuz the way the thing roll away, then the way she was chasing it was like damn funny. LOLS. think we more kiddy than the kids lah! HAHA...

okayys after that we went to sit down.. and zi pai! LOLS. then ard 4 went to gv lerrs. maggy helped me to hide my bag of daiso tidbits. HAHA. cuz her bag big enough mahhs. lols...then we say tt she went to rob daiso… hahaha :P

OH. forget to mention. we went to candy empire! wahhs... so many things to buy. hahaa... and there was like super 人山人海oso lahh. long queue siaa. we bought this spray thingy. then i bought this sweet squeeze tube thingy. whatever tts called. yepppx... spent 6 bucks there...

urh back to gv. went up, then bought popcorn and lemon tea. we were in hall 11... at the side of row C. then even before the movie started, i alr finished like 1/4 of the popcorn liao lorhx. haha... hmm then the movie started... LIGHT is shuai~! the god of death super funny lahhs. LOLS. yeah quite fun to watch the 2nd time. but the killing people part damn sian... so boring! haha. when come to killing people i start sleeping. LOL

L IS CUTE :) i think the people watching on tt day were weird. they laugh at weird stuff can. hahaha...

hmm, then finished watching the movie... i nearly froze to death inside canns! wahlau... shihui said she wanted to meet me, so me and maggy went to candy empire to wait for her lohs. maggy wanted to buy sumore stuff... i also wan buy la, but i was BROKE. haha...

oh and thenns... maggy said her ahREAL w become Real Light. wth, got fake light sumore siaa. LOLS. then mine's Sam Ryuzaki. or simple, SAM L. haha...then in the end it became ellekay's twin. elleSAM. LOLS!

then shihui came, so we left vivo... maggy went to tk bus home, me and shihui took mrt down to kallang. reached kallang ard 8, then we took cab down to indoor stadium. actually, we din buy tics... jus wanted go there listen lohhs. hahaa... other people spend 100 over bucks to go in watch and listen... we only spend 6 bucks on cab fare can listen liaoos. cheapest tic 78 bucks lerhx. so far cannot see also... hahaa...

saw star idol bryan and pss sinhuey. din see people we wanted to see lerhx. hahaa... wanted to buy the leehom merchandise der, but think their stuff out of stock liaoos. sian ahhs.

we went to north entrance to chui aircon. HAHA. cuz there got the star watch thingy. so i pretend stand there tk photos of the star watch... but actually i was trying to chui the aircon loh. lols...

and thenns there was this guy... who went to ask the north entrance guy if he cld buy tics. then he say sistic close liaoos... so cant get.. sumhow, 15min later, we saw him running back w tics... duno where he get from der siaa. i also wan lerhx! haha...

yeahhs we listened to 45 minutes of the concert. recorded kiss goodbye. haha... then we left the place at 915pm lohhs.

yeppx. took train back... came online to watch the death note: the last name trailer. damn cool siaa! tt pic of Light super SHUAI.
hahaa... damn addicted to death note now... hahas...

Evan Yo - 城外

城外面我就快要崩潰
城裏你不了解
狂風中飄著我的眼淚
你有沒有感覺

我的傷口早已經無所謂
醒了依然繼續追
前線上絕對不撤退
儘管寂寞太漆黑

城外面我被重重包圍
會不會閉上眼
戰火裡我沒有了知覺
別忘了你是誰

a small part of the lyrics. i think his songs are super sweet... like 簡單,我可以etc... v sweet lyrics! RECOMMENDED! :)

ahhs. i havent seen milubing for 15 days already. hahaa... and i havent seen zhiyang for more than a mth! omgosh... SO LONG!
havent seen fir for 12 days. im missing them!!! no zeewhy events for the time being... mlb nxt event... nov 4, kdf event at fort canning. blehhx. 75 bucks lerhhx... I WANT TO GO LAA. someone spon me?! haha u can spon me for my bdae. bleahhs. :P

23 Oct 2006, Monday- School!

hmm... first thing of the day was power 98 school invasion. ARGH. forgot to listen to power 98 last night! grrs. anyways. the 2 djs were here to talk to us... erhhx... rosalind?? okayy forget it, i cant rmb her name. and jensen. hmm yeah then they asked qns, gave away stuff blah blah blah. the thing was pretty short lohhs. yepp then they intro-ed all e djs to us etc. now im quite interested in radio industry... haha maybe not as a dj, but as a behind-the-scenes person. yeah seems quite fun! haha

i think radio is cool. haha... then they told us alot about radio. interesting laa. "threatre of the mind" or smth lidat. cant rmb. means tt they cant show us e stuff, but they can like, talk and make us imagine whatever they're trying to say. interesting yahhs...

okayy anyways. the thing ended at ard 9... with the last 15 minutes talking crap. haha they were like trying to get jensen to sing and blahh... and then they were talking about orange bowl and whatever rubbish lahh haha. oh andds. i duno if i heard correctly, but i think jensen mentioned smth about fir lerhx? hahaa... cuz he was saying... chinese radio listeners are crazy, fir come to town, u see a whole load of taxis behind. duno if i heard correctly laa. ahh who cares haha...

after the power 98 thingy was loose cannons play thingy. was pretty boring at first. then the behind was like super funny laa hahas... we paid 6 bucks for tt lerhx. mus enjoy mahhs. lols... then at one part the person was like acting... then he had to like point at somewhere far and act lahhs. so the thing was, he pointed in this direction...and innocent yang happened to be standing there taking photos. then in e end it seemed like he was pointing at her, then everyone started laughing... HAHA...

lols... went for recess at 1015, then went to mpr for the sexuality education thingy... hahahaa... then halfway thru, mrs gurung started talking about "sensitive new age guy" then i started laughing... HAHA. [mlb fans w know whyy... LOL] so diaoos!~ then smsed sheena about it... she was saying she miss mlb alot and whateverrs. then i was like, actually im okayy lorhs. dont miss them alot hahaa...

think my mlb obsession thingy is over already. lols. but i still like them laa. lols. las time is like, wake up, first thing think of mlb. duno why also... now wake up, first thing, wahlau, i dun wan go sch. hahaha... las time is, while walking can suddenly think of what mlb did then start smiling to myself. now is walk, then suddenly think of what mess and mlb frenx did then start laughing. siao lahh hahas. dun miss them alot... but wanna see them cuz got stuff to tell them lohhs... tts all hahaa...

and i miss huangzhiyang liaoos. LOLS. havent seen him for like 1 1/2 mth lerrs~ think their drama start filming liaoos. hmm...

10 more days to the kdf event...arghhs. i wan go lerh! can some kind soul like sponsor me... hahaha~ bet the performance w be good. but. lets hope the sound system is good. if not someone w start complaining again hahaa... lols... but really, have to complain lahs. why the sound always lidat der!
blerhx!~

okayy anyways, after the thing was chinese lessons... before tt went back to class, went to li lun w mr wong... hahaa... ming ming jiu shi his thing nv write clearly mah, still say until like i stupid lidat... =.= i go do the survey... sure alot of people dunno der lorhs! even ms khor also say she duno lerhx! GRR. irritating.... then went for chinese lessons, wasnt paying attention.... lols. was looking at the fir yinyuehui tic in my wallet. then suddenly chenlaoshi called me, i raised up my hand.... and in my hand was the ticket. hahaha... phews, heng is the black colour side face her, if not i die siaa. lol

hmm yeah lohs, after sch... chia wanted to ask me go watch deathnote. she wanted spon me... but i din wan cuz i lazy go out lerrs. hahas. and i alr watch twice lerrs. watch one more time i think i'll fall asleep...debbs also trying to get me to watch again lorhs. haha... i wan watch deathnote 2! jus bought the comics today. damn nice laa. addicted liaoos.deathnote rocks manns! ohh and bought the notebook from comic connections ytd. blahhs

thinking if i shud watch sinking of japan.... looks quite scary lerhx. hahaha...

by the way. Before last tues… the last time I watched a movie was 22 nov 2005. HARRY POTTER. Hahaa… I haven’t watched movie for a year! Rah. Im poor u know. LOLS. And tt harry potter movie was maggy treat me derrs. Lol… :D

okayy PICS!

ohh another thing... think my-fir was on mtv ytd. hahaas... i duno laa. cuz tt time at the auto, the mtv guy came to interview us. or
rather, yilin and the other guy. then he said tt it wld be shown on mtv on 23rd oct. which was like ytd. but ahh wells, none of us
have got that channel. hahaha.. did anyone manage to catch it?? update us!~ :)

more pics!

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more pics!!! -scroll down-

laoshi v SHUAI

mr. Real HUANGhanqing

zhenxiong bought the cake 

nice but EXPENSIVE

-------------I LOVE F.I.R--------------

woohoo!

M.E.S.S loves ahSAM!!! :)

a reply from ahSAM to shihui on blog...

.. [Reply]

yes thank u Shihui.
Really liked the presents,
and the album with MESS effort.
Except for being tired, i'm fine.

sam 12/10/2006, 11:23

yayys. sam so SWEET! LOLS. cuz tt day at the 933 event, he wore the shirt we bought for him as bdae present. he knew tt is we give derrx...then he still went to show ellekay and shihui...

but the SWEET thing is... the shirt too tight for him, he still wear and show us lerhx! hahaha... aiyox... ellekay said tt the shirt abit too tight for him laa, then he sit down v xin ku...lol...

yayyys... we love SAM! ahaha....

but we love NIC and WEIQI too. wahaha... :D

milubing rocks!

F.I.R rocks more. lalala.

the blog post:

"Beautiful cards, t-shirts, belt, sun-glasses, sweets, drinks, cookies, pen, eye-drop, keychains, picture album of memories, glass bottles of nice handmade stuff, handshakes and dedications to come.."

tshirts from us! belt from shihui! pic album of memories from M.E.S.S! :D

"Also during our performances, it was a joy to see most of you move with us and sing along. So encouraging! 謝謝orh. "

xiexie orh. HAHA. so cute laa~

"This year has been a happening and special one for me, with countless new experiences."

yeah yeah yeah. also very happening for US. haha :) we'll grow with milubing!

"Once again, all rest well and early.
Work hard, study hard, play hard.
Jia you for exams!
S M I L E '_' "

ur the jiayou for exams abit late... he blogged this on thurs. i finished my exams on mon. =.= haha

yepp yepp! happy haha :)

Friday, 13 Oct 06 - Reflection Day

yesterday was REFLECTION DAY! me and yang were saying tt we shud have pon-ed sch. hahaaa... cuz the definitition of reflection day is = a day for everyone to hug together and cry. and its true lah!

okayys. so we started the day with... i duno what lah haha. sang songs. then got the bollywood dance thingy. damn funny... christy and geri were sabo-ed into it lohx. then the poor guy had to chase them everywhere. HAHA. they look like they trying to 逃命can... we all laughing like siao lah. haha

then was like some stories and all. Father Simon v funny. HAHA. keep saying wad edwin is sex expert then duno what. wahlau... damn siao... then was like quite fun yahhx... haha

after that... this guy ahhx... i duno his name larhx. the v bigsized but v shy guy. he v cute lah haha. and hes shuai lohx. LOL. anyways. he told us his story... then people started crying. =.= wahlau erhx... tts why i dun like reflection day lah. at the end of the day everyone cry cry cry. sian diaoo

okay anyway. his story was smth like... he only sees his dad twice a year... then once in aug 2001, he saw his dad lah. then when his dad was leaving, he hugged him... thn like suddenly got a v unique feeling and all. then a couple of days after that, his dad got heart attack on board the ship. [his dad works on the ship] but they thot he'll probably be okayy after abit of rest lah. but he passed away the next day...

yah so was like v sad and all. then at tt time was his o levels. then blah blah blah, he took his o levels... got 10 pts, then when he went home his mum like express tt no matter what he gets they'll still b proud of him type of thingy. then... i cant rmb the rest of the story lah. jus smth lidat lah. then at the end he say tt we shud treasure life and stuff....

"you may set the alarm clock tonight, not knowing if you'll wake up to the alarm tone tomorrow, cuz anything may happen"

tt was what he said lah. then i felt quite touched too. hmm yeahhx...

after that... recess~! then went back to mpr after recess. v funny lah that guy! HAHA. cuz some people were lying on the floor staring at the ceiling. then he like stare at them, stare at the ceiling, then went to lie down nxt to them. wahlau, super funny... hahaa...

and thennx... pauline was like trying to use the balloon to make my hair stand. =.= then he came over and took the balloon from Pauline, say mus rub on shirt. then like experimenting on my hair. wahlau. damn lame canns. LOL

okayys... after recess was the crying part. haha. i totally didnt know what father simon was saying. he say say say, i sleep sleep sleep. HAHA. but really v tired mahhs... then he say so long... initially i still listening der, then after tt i drifted off to sleep. blehhs. then the most cham thing is, after say finish, i woke up, i found alot of people crying. wth laaa

then they say we can go apologise to people and all. for our sins and all lahhs... so... jiawei and jenny cry like siao... then we went out to toilet, i started crying too. wth... then we went to hug alot of people. ms praveena, ms praba, mdm lee, ms khor etc...

ms khor v irritating lerhx! haha. went to hug her, then she was like, why u not crying? then i was totally -_-" lorhx. haha. i say i cry finish liao lorh! not like SOME PEOPLE ah, cry cry cry. and also not like SOME PEOPLE aka lim chia ying hor, anti social der lorh, nv hug, nv cry, nv do anything... hahaha...

then we went to hug ms praba. she was like, this hug is for the neoprint incident right? then i was like wahlau... then she say u shud say sorry to me for the neoprint thing! i was like, u shud say thank you to us for the neoprint lorh! she started saying what... thank you to me cuz i was the source of entertainment during the neoprint thing. wth. then i started threatening her tt i'll take out the neos and show everyone.cuz at tt time alot of tchrs there. HAHA.

she buay tahan me... then kept asking yang to bring me away. hahahaa....

hmm after that left sch lerrx, cuz got the stupid doc apptmt. wahlau damn sian. sit there for one hour, go in only 3 min. then sumore is tell me those stuff tt i alr noe der. abit lah! duhhhx

okayy after that, took mrt down to tampines to meet sheena and ellekay. went to make the test tube thingyy... yayys. i finally can get my test tube back lerrx. if not dun have the thing hanging on my phone v bu zi zai... my old der fairyland broke lerrx. wahhs... sian diaoox lorhx

went to eat kfc... happened to meet ellekay's bro and dad there.. haha... then we were discussing about nxt wk lohhx. yeahhs. ellekay keep doing alot of stupid stuff lah!~ wahlau. haha... these 2 hor, cannot tahan siaa. keep saying those v wrong stuff der lerhx!!

yepp then we went to sit down at tm basement and chat. kept singing the mlb 933 thingy. hahaa. after tt jiu take 39 home lerrx... i think im super stupid. HAHA. cuz i thot i on 969... then when reaching yishun mrt i went to press the bell. before i realised tt i was on 39. [terminates at yishun interchange] abit wahlau laaaa~~~

OH and we saw Kelvin[luci] at TM. Hahaha. Random -_-

hmm yeah yeah... i wanna go out! nobody wants to go out with me. wahhs. :(

lalala. i want to sleep. =.=

F.I.R ROCKS :D

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ROCK, F.I.R!!!!

Friday, 06 Oct 06 - Queue for F.I.R Showcase + Autograph Session @J8

Finished elit paper at 415... then went outta sch to take cab down to j8. but waited for cab for AGES. and there was like NO CAB. so in the end i got so freaking fed up i went to take 76. hahaha. hmmx yeppx reached j8 at ard 5...went to ljs to look for sheena ellekay and shihui.

they were doing some stuff for sam's present... then ellekay and sheena went up to open plaza to see... me and shihui stayed downstairs. then after like super long they din come back, so i went up to open plaza to look for them. then turned out they were like sitting there chatting w 2 unknown people. [mlb fans] then we went back down, then started queuing...

queued for awhile w ellekay... then yayi came... after that was cat lohx. then was yilin meizhen and irene. yeah lorh then me and ellekay stayed there till 9 plus. then went back to open plaza to see see sumore... after that left j8 lorhx. v funny lah HAHA. i kept teasing ellekay about andy. LOLS~

yepp yepp then went home... cant rmb what i was doing that night... playing comp bah haha... until 3am lohx. had to wake at 6am the next day... tired sia haha...

Saturday, 07 Oct 06 - F.I.R Showcase + Autograph Session @ J8

slept at 3am the prev night... alarm rang at 6am... surprisingly i promptly woke up at 6 lohx. then lie back down for another 5 minutes, then went to prepare go out liaox. stood infront of tv for damn long thinking of what else nida bring... haha. then DAMN SUAY lah wahlau erhx. the moment i stepped out of house, jiu FALL DOWN ler. wth lorhx. duhhx

then leg pain lah. on the way to j8... leg super pain lohx. then when reached... yilin meizhen cat irene mag qijian ben johnson were there... then after that all of them left, cept for me mag and ben. ben was sleeping... hahaha...then meizhen say mus wake him up later, if not wait his plane fly away. hahaa...then say what, scarli he sleep until soul oso fly away liao nobody know. HAHA

after tt zhenxiong zhenlin came... then they started playing cards lorhx. me and maggy jus sian by the side... use yilin der speaker listen songs. haha. then me and maggy went to macs to buy breakfast. shihui and sheena came to join us... after that went back to queuing place to continue on ahSAM's scrapbook

then blah blah blah... went open plaza walk walk, then went to the car place also. but got nothing lerhx... so went back lohx. continued slacking haha. talked a whole load of rubbish lah. then after that maggy had to leave, so we 3 went to open plaza sit... got some gongzuorenyuan doing checking of e stuff...

at 11 plus, ellekay finally came! haha she came w minhui... then we sat for awhile and stuff. chatted... about... ANDY. haha then smth happened that made us super SHOCKED.

cuz the queuing area was sorta at this road thingy... then we were like sitting there being sian and all. suddenly this bus drove in, then they were like, "v familiar leh that person?" then i looked around, was those kinda bus singers always sit derx. then i stare abit... they said is MILUBING. then i stare stare, then stood up. then walked over lah...

i shock dio! hahaa... sam stood up and waved to us... then nic at the side waving also. wahlau, i shocked siaa! aiyo... hahaha... nic wore orange shirt... when i saw sam i was like, HUH kinda thing. LOLS. abit lah, why the bus drive to this side der? haha... think the uncle blur siaa...and oh, its the same bus tt they took during superband compilation auto. haha

then we RAN and PIA-ed all the way to the bus place... the place where they park the bus derrx. then heng they havent go up lahhx. wheex. passed nic 2 letters... then asked if they coming down later, he say yahh... the wendy kept gan-ing them lahx. so bo bian, cant talk much. told nic i wld talk to him later...

after that went up to open plaza, they starting on rehearsal liaox. went in, then got this guy come call us go out... then we passed liangteh to him to ask him pass to them. initially he din want to pass derx... then in e end he still helped us lah. i asked him pass to wendy lohx. haha THANKS worhx! :)

and then before leaving open plaza... we stood there and shouted MILUBING JIAYOU! then all 3 of them turned and waved... nic did thumbs up i think haha... then we left open plaza lohhx...

the next one hour was super PIA. we like ran around the whole j8 looking for presents to buy for nic and sam. went to see clothes, 77th street, etc etc. then in the end we bought a shirt and a necklace for nic. and 2 shirts for sam... yeah lorhx haha super pia... cuz i scared wait they leave lerrx. then while they choosing sam der shirts i was like jumping around laa. haha

hmm then we went to open plaza to see again. they rehearsing mahhs. then i was trying to hear the song they were singing. i hear damn long cant make anything out of it lah.then sheena say is you make me wanna fall in love. yeppx. DAMN NICE haha! :) but so bad lidat, we go spy on them... hahaha...

went back to the car place... then waited lohhx... pekchoo they all came also. waited for them to come down, then meanwhile chatted w the security guard.LOL. then they finally came downstairs lah! aiyo... haha... then wendy walked v fast, but we wanted to pass letters so nic called wendy... then she came over and snatched all our stuff away lah. wahlau erhx. sian diaoox.

asked nic if they wld be staying for the whole event, he say yahhx... then asked if they gonna leave together w fir he say "我們沒有資格啦~" aiyo... haha... then they had to go liao lohhx.. abit sian lah haiis... not much chance to talk...

then we went back to the queuing place to sian again. hahaa... then zhenxiong they all went to eat lohx. we din eat lahx. sat down, chatted and etc. at 2 plus the nokia people came to set up booth. then ard 3 only, the security asked us to stand up. then i thot he wanted to shift us back abit.. then zhenxiong say going up liao. then i was like, "HUH, GOING UP LIAO AH~? U WAIT AH! I GO EXCHANGE TICS FIRST!" hahaha... damn funny siaa...

then yilin they all came back. so we stood... then ABIT lah horh? the freaking security horh. BUAY TAHAN him can. he asked us to stand up at 3pm... then say what, stand in single file etc. then rights... one and a half hour later, at FOUR THIRTY. i saw him walking back from the kopi tiam with a packet of rice. WAHLAU, u make us stand so long, then u ownself go buy dinner?! pianggs....

ohh then we waited like super long for the fir call in lah! aiyox.... from like... 250pm... waited and waited... the call in only started at 350pm. wahlau. sian diaoox. and was like 4 min plus only lohx. SIAN ah.but nvm... finally can hear F.I.R der voice liao. haha

finally cld go up to open plaza at ard 530 i think. we were first... haha so we went to chop the front row middle. yayy :) after awhile...the mtv asia person came to ask us for interview. then everyone SIAM SIAM SIAM. haha! they wanted to ask me and maggy... then i was like, "NOBODY KNOWS ME!!! GO AWAY!" hahaha...

then in the end we sabo-ed yilin lohx. LOLS. they asked a few qns... then took videos of us. then they interviewed another guy from my-fir. i duno who izit lah. yeahs... then he say he like faye, they gave him mao mao ban to hold. but the person ask for picture der. then i "happened" to be standing beside him mah.then the mtv person take my board and ask him hold. then i was like "why u steal my board?!" hahaa...

yeah lohx then the warner person came to ask us take photo lah. the irritating warner person. HAHA.

yeppx... then vin and qiJIAN were like super noisy can. gosh. can die. like two SPEAKERS behind me lidat lah! sian diaoos...

then finally starting liaoox... host was lingzhi lah. then she came up and talk talk talk...then FINALLY introduce MILUBING! yayyx

nic was doing his guit thingy... so meanwhile lingzhi interviewed sam and wq lohhx. nic v busy la, run here run there... then v FUNNY lah! hahaha! he was like, squatting at the front doing his guit thingy... then on top was the mic. then when he wanted to stand up, his head kana hit by the mic. then i was like "AIYO!" then i was touching my own forehead. [like w pain lidat...haha]

then cuz tt time quite quiet... then i shouted "NIC,小心啊!" then he looked up and smile smile at me, then continue adjusting his stuff. wahlau... damn funny siaa... aiyox... xiao xin yi dian canx... but nvm, free entertainment. HAHA. okayy shall not be mean :D

yepp then first song was 膽小鬼... sang... i cldnt hear nic's voice! like omgosh. arghhs. then i kept shouting NIC! cuz i wanted to tell him cannot hear his voice...but he didnt hear me lah. GRR. then second song, 勇氣... still like abit cldnt hear lohhx. super irritated liao, still kept shouting for him, and he STILL didnt hear. wth laa.

finally, last song. You Make Me Wanna Fall In Love. pekcek ahhx... song started... then after like awhile, sam stopped the song... "對不起,我聽不到我自己的聲音...你們聽得到嗎?我們重來一次好嗎?" yeah lohhx... finally he say liaoox... then restart the song... this time better lah. good... if not i go zhuang qiang si suan lerrx.

nic 甩吉他很帥! haha... damn SHUAI lorhx! then i was thinking scarli he 甩吉他,the mic stand fly off stage then funny sia. HAHA. then at e end of the song, he jump until like wan to fall off stage siaa. scare people... lols...me and maggy like shock dio...
lingzhi interviewed mlb... then asked them what they like about fir etc. then asked SAM to sing wo men de ai! woohoo! damn nice haha...then lingzhi asked them how long do u guys thnk u'll take to reach fir's standard... NIC ahh... this kind of people really horh... haha... he was like, 很快啦．then i sha yan lorhx! omg lorhx! haha... then weiqi like drag sam wan to walk away act duno nic... LOL lah!

another thing... when mlb went off stage... nic going to pack his guit lerrx. then we sang bdae song for him... he like freeze on the staircase... haha! damn cute lah. then he turn around and give the shy shy smile... cute lah him... LOLS

then finally was F.I.R lerrx!!! damn HIGH lah! first song 飛行部落... laoshi damn cute siaa!!! OMG haha! he do the sound effect until super cute lorhx. AWW haha! then we were being like super high... i sing until i wan to 斷氣liaoos... faye kept looking at our side... wheex...

then they sang a bunch of 1st album plus 2nd album songs. V NICE! ahhhs... so long nv hear liao siaas... 懷念! think my-fir gang was super HIGH! haha... we were like jumping and singing lahh... damn HIGH HIGH HIGH. whoo! v long nv so high liaoox...

then when they singing... mlb was at the side of the stage. saw peifen and aileng jie also... was like trying to catch mlb der attention lah,then nobody wan to look at me. like wahlau. haha... or maybe nic and wq saw me, but din wave back... aiyah, i duno them lah. then i noe got one time think sam smile at me... diaoo haha...

when they singing... vin standing behind me... then he holding my board, kept k-ing my head lah! wahlau erhx... i was like, wth, can stop k-ing my head not?! lolx...

when fir performing, took v few pics... cuz most of the time was jumping singing and high-ing la. more importantly mus enjoy the performance mahhx... then faye and qin sang 天天夜夜! NICE! yayys. got hold hand sumore lerhx. wahhs... haha...but i realise tt faye is like so much shorter than qin. oops? haha...

faye got dance 1234567! damn cute lah her! haha :) then laoshi was like running around w his portable keyboard. LOL. ohyah, duno which song... laoshi got jump off stage n pass his mic to us to sing... hahas... he got put infront of me... but we sing ler like no sound come out from the speaker der. lolx... laoshi was like damn HIGH lah haha!

get high got one part is laoshi rap der... he damn cute lah! haha... with F.I.R, we can GET HIGH! oh then ben was like super funny... yayi they all standing beside him, all cannot tahan him siaa... haha... when faye look over, is look at yilin they all derrx... then he like "faye look at me leh! faye look at me leh!" buay tahan siaa.... haha...

then they got ask mlb go on stage take photo w fir... and all the fans lah. yeppx...

after that fir went off stage... so we shouted ENCORE! then shout shout shout. they came out again... sang i cant rmb what... hahaa.... yepp after that was the auto session lerrx...

initially kept my boards lerrx... then when we went onstage, the warner person sibei irritating lah can! wahlau... she was like, "can i take a photo of u guys and ur boards? faster faster... " cuz the queue moving quite fast... when she said tt i was already like almost infront of qin lerx... then cuz qin signing mine ler, so i moved lorhx...

nv shake hand w qin... sob sob... ohh and the person wanna tk photo of our boards also mah. then i took out faye der. she v zi dong put her hand into my plastic bag to take out laoshi and qin der lorh. then i was like huh... yeah then walk to faye there... damn funny... hahaha i told faye... 飛，我剛才被ｋ耶！then faye give me the huh expression... so i said 後面的人一直在ｋ我啦！aka vin lorhx. diaoo. haha

then faye wanted to shake hand w me...was holding board so not free, then in e end i shake her left hand w my right hand. haha... come to laoshi, nv get to say anything... he shook hand w me lohhx.. then the warner person cut in and ask laoshi to take photo. so like we took a photo w them.... i duno behind got who lah. only know i was infront. like ARGH. wth lah

wahlau, my hair so luan, why take ME?! wth lorh can...

then we went off stage... i was like screaming and irritated by the warner person lah. haha...feel like asking them to send us the photo... hahaa.. i wan see lerhx! no chance ask her let me see...

at the back of open plaza... meizhen they all there... they talking to ailengjie and peifenjie. went to say hi to ailengjie lohx.. haha... ohya, mus mention... during the yin yue hui... they got throw posters etc. then ask qns about what songs qin compose for others b4. then mag was like ENTHU. haha. the last poster mah.. then she kept raising her hand, then laoshi ask her to answer... then she got the poster lorhx. hahaha...

the thing is... they had one left over poster... then lingzhi say if u wan the poster, u can go on stage n sing... then see who sing der best jiu can get lerrx.then while those people singing on stage, my-fir was singing super loud behind the open plaza... think lingzhi got mention us... then we say thankyou... HAHA. then karin was like, aiya, dun sing liao lah! go up and sing lah! hahaa...

me maggy and yilin went to buy drinks... yilin v sad case lah, duno how to use the vending machine...

haha...then we went downstairs to maxi to wait... wait awhile lerrx, saw biru jiahui they all... then talk abit, kangqi say nic fall down... AIYO. see lah, dun be careful... hahaa... but okayy. i dont feel v sympathetic. cuz i also leg pain lah can! haha... they say security pull him then he fall down... wahlau... sian...

after tt saw ellekay sheena they all. they also say nic fall down... haha...then i was like, huh... aiyo, fall down ahh... pain not?! then sheena like, how i know?! hahaha... damn funny laaa...

then zhenxiong they all came down... sat on maxi to wait...then fir der car drove out.... followed lohx. not long aft we left j8, ellekay called... thot she wan tell me she know where mlb go or smth... then in the end i picked up, then she say, "u wait ah... nic, mk looking for you..." then i SHOCK dio... haha! i din know what to say... cuz no preparation lerhx!aiyo...

then the moment he picked up... i was like, NIC!!!!!!! then he like, yah...

me : 你剛才跌倒啊？
him : 對囉．．．
me : 你很白癡leh．．小心一點啦！一下子撞到mic，一下子跌倒．．．你很sad case lorh!
him orh... =.=

hahaa... then i asked him... u got anything on tml monday tuesday? [meaning go back to mdc/events etc] he started saying...

him: tml horh, i heard rumours that my sis got plan surprise celebration for me... then at night going dinner... so fully booked...
me: orh.. then monday lerhx?
him: monday my frenx celebrating w me...
me: tuesday lerhx?
him: i duno lerhx...

then i hear until abit weird... cuz actually, i totally forgot it was his bdae. oops? haha... then he was telling me about celebrations and etc... then i blur liaoox...

me: erhhx.. i mean events lehx? like got go back mdc or smth?
him: orh that one ah, dun have lah...
me: i thot lingzhi say tues got the 933 thing?
him: OH YAH.... i duno lerhx...
me: =.= is evening izit?
him: i duno lerhx... i havent get the schedule...

he thot we wanna ask him go out to celebrate izit? haha... i duno lahh... lols...

then while i was talking to him... we drove until nxt to fir der van... then qin at our side, so we waving to him... then i was like, erh, qin lerhx! then wave wave...then meanwhile i was still talking to nic... so i went like, "u noe hor, i chasing fir now lerhx. haha" then he damn lame... "orh... good for you good for you! chase faster ah!" duhhx. lame

asked him... "so how was fir's performance?" then he say "okayy lah, but i prefer the cd version..." i peng lorh! haha... i was like, wahlau, i wan to bian u liao okay. then i on loud speaker and asked him to repeat what he said to my-fir people. haha! then he was like saying "but fir is the only chinese rock band i support lah" blah blah blah... din hear.... haha

then after that they had to go lerrx. so bo bian.. kept telling him i wan go look for him, then tell him i going the tues event... yeah lorhx... then hung up liaoox.... ohh then while he was talking to me, ellekay went to take photo of him.. haha damn lame... he gave this duno what face lah aiyah haha...and i almost forgot to say happy birthday! only until he pass back e phone to ellekay then i asked ellekay to tell him. phews

yepp then we continued chasing fir lohx. the haze was like super serious siaa... look out can see like infront got mist lidat... then the sky was like those morning 6am type of sky... scary siaa... then we followed them to hotel... faye went in to rest lerrx. she say the others going to eat. yeah then we followed laoshi they all lohx...

they went long beach marina south to eat... thnk is terence qing them der bahhx. waited outside for awhile... then decided not to wait cuz v waste time lah. then we took maxi back to hotel...

then tell uncle we book until 10 jiu hao... 2 hours lohx...after that we continued waiting at the hotel...then at 11 plus they finally came back lerrx. went to talk to laoshi and qin. laoshi ask us go home rest lohx... then we sang bdae song for laoshi! he say wan qing us eat cake... haha

yeppx tts for sat lahhx. then we went to suntec convention ctr to take cab. fabulous siaa. me and yilin waited for cab from 1130 to 1215 lorh. meizhen vin yayi got a cab at ard 1150. then zhenxiong zhenlin at ard 12... me and yilin v kelian siaa, wait until 1215... haha... close to 1am then reach home...

went home, load pics and all... ard 2 then sleep lohx... decided not to chase on sunday... cuz wait book maxi and wait there like v waste money siaa...yeppx...

Sunday, 08 Oct 06 - Waiting at Hotel...

morning wake up at 10plus.... then smsed maggy lohx. cuz v bored... haha. if dun go out mus whole day stay at home study lerrx. so smsed maggy, then i say wan go orchard shop shop, scarli w see faye lerhx.then talked on e phone for some time, in the end we decided to go down to hotel to wait lohhx... haha... smsed yilin, but she say they dun wan go. so me and maggy went...

met maggy at 12 plus lidat, then walked over to conrad. waited for around one hour... until 130 lidat lah. then decided to go down to orchard to see. so took cab down to orchard... went to eat SWENSENS! hahaa... ate the pasta again... thanks ah NCY! for introducing us to this dish. LOLS! Then yilin called n said they wanna come down…

after that went to taka see see. then went to kino, bought FANS. cuz cover is F.I.R... v nice lah the cover! hehex.... after kino, took cab back to conrad... to use TOILET. abit what the hell lah hoh. LOLS. and thennx. we walked to suntec.. cuz supposedly ncy got performance there....so went lorhx, then we sat at backstage and read FANS. haha! din even pay attention to what was happening on stage lohx. but nv see ncy... so heck lah. haha

went back to conrad at ard 435. yilin came at 445 lidat... then meizhen irene zhenxiong after her lohx. and the most heng thing ahhx... 5 min after they arrived, F.I.R ARRIVED! omg haha... we shock dio lah... initially thot not their bus... then when come nearer, saw tt was 2289. then ran forward lohx... hahahaas

faye came down... then laoshi n qin... they told laoshi tt they jus arrived derrx...heng heng lah them! hahaax... then i go v near to faye and ask if they going out later, she say she not sure... she said smth about laoshi... then i like, huh, laoshi?? then she went in lerrx... sian ahhx...

yeah then they went in... we continued waiting outside lohx... qijian came late...then never get to see them... haha. meanwhile wrote a letter to faye... v sian lahhx. laoshi came out at ard 6 bahs. he going meeting... haha...then waited until 7 plus, decided to go eat dinner first. went to koufu to eat.... then cuz from the upstairs can see if they got come out of hotel... so we sat at the window there... ate fast fast, then went down again lorhx...

stood outside koufu to wait... cuz cannot stand outside the hotel... were like talking etc... then qijian go imitate ben lah. omg lah haha... the most diaoo thing is... like less than a couple of min after he imitate, faye walked out from the hotel. LOL lah! hahaas....

then they walked v fast... meizhen and qijian went to follow. i walked quite slow... cuz lidat follow like v paiseh mahhx. then after that faye and miya walked back... then faye waved to us... she say she forgot to bring stuff.... so they went into hotel again lohx. then after that they left by the front door. v funny siaa... we were saying... scarli is she see qijian imitate ben then shock dio, dun dare come out liao. HAHA

yeah lohx... we tried following... but lost her lah. so in the end we went back to koufu there... then qijian went to front door to wait. after that, faye came back lerrx. she specially came to back door to find us leh! omg... so nice lah. haha.... she say initially she wanted to go in from front door derx... then cuz we waited so so long, then she came to look for us. awws... mz called qijian to come back...

we say we thot she wld pangseh us... then she say but u all waited v long mah, so i come find u all lohhx... then we chatted for awhile... asked them about their flight... miya say is night der flight. faye kept asking us to go home earlier to rest... she xin tong tt we waited so long... haha... then she say monday dun go down in e aftn, cuz they not goin anywhere or smth... then she zhu dong ask if we wanna tk photo...

but miya say she nv make up... so they say monday go back to hotel then take. they asked us to wait at hotel on monday... then faye say cuz monday is radio interviews, nothing much to follow. then ask us dun follow lohx... yeppx...

then i asked faye to do smth for mlb... but think xuanchuan dun let lah. she say v late liaoox, nxt day tk photo jiu hao lerrx... then faye ask me say jiayou to them... she say she din get to hear their own songs, then i offered to get a copy for her. then she like quite interested loh.. yeppx...

before she went into hotel, we hugged her lahhx... finally got a chance to hug her haha... then she went in lerrx... after that we continued sitting for awhile to wait for laoshi. but close to 11 lidat we gave up lah. cuz think laoshi sure v late come back bahhs. then we went to take mrt home lohhx....tt night oso v late then sleep... was busy doing mlb's cd for faye... wahlau. damn sian... cut the photo until i wan to die siaa....

Monday, 09 Oct 06 - F.I.R Chasing [radio interviews]

had amaths paper in e aftn... damn sian diaoo lahhs. din study lohx. studied in e morning only. then before paper went to meet sheena for lunch, pia cab to sch but still late... =.= told ms praveena i had tummyache. which was TRUE. whatever...

after maths paper... went home lohx. burned the mlb cd for faye. cuz initially burned one w all their songs lerrx... but karin smsed me in e morning to tell me e songs they wanted to include. so had to re burn... then did sumore stuff to e album cover thingy. do until 530 lidat... then pia cab down to mdc....

reached mdc at ard 6. cab fare was $11++ lah. freaking x siaa... maggy they all say fir go in liaoox... then waited at radio gate lohhx. meizhen was like trying to play w e thing... those iq type of thing tt u gotta take out derrx.. duno how to say lah haha... then she do damn long cannot lah. damn funny... HAHA...

after that we realised tt actually our maxi arrived liaoo... damn lag lerh us... haha uncle ivan already there lerrx. so we went to maxi to sit lohx. after awhile yilin and yayi finally reached... hmm then waited for the interview to start lohx. started way earlier than what we expected lah. normally w be late der lehx. then i was like calling home, suddenly peifen say F.I.R i shock dio... then faster record...

yepp the interview until ard 7 bahhs. then their bus came out... so we follow lohhx... din know where they going... drive so long der...haha. then in the end we went to boon tong kee to eat! woohoo! finally we get to eat liao! hahaha... cuz v hungry lerhx... lolx.

they sat at the inside inside of the shop... we sat outside the door. then zx they all went toilet. went then met faye inside, they say faye go wrong toilet... oops? haha... then say what...faye told the others they are her frenx or smth laaa. duno... yeah lohhx then we ate... haha...kept peeping inside to look at laoshi la.lols. from my position can only see laoshi...

yepp yepp. chicken rice is NICE! lolz... the lime juice v nice also. haha. after eating, fir also eat finish liaoox... then they walked out of the place, me and maggy still sitting at our place right outside the door. then laoshi like come over and ask us if nice... haha. then they say ask us eat finish first then go. lolx.

laoshi hen FUNNY. haha! cuz he saw the double decker bus, then he went like, 你們也有雙層巴士喔! then i stare stare...then we thought he say we use doubledecker bus to chase them or smth. damn hao xiao hahaha... cute lah laoshi! lol!

told faye i brought the mlb cd liaoos... then passed her the cd plus letter. she asked if i made the cd cover myself... i say yahh lohhs... hmmx..

then miya asked us to take photo... i asked her take now ah? she say yahhs... if not later no time lerrx... then she explained to laoshi tt they promised us on sunday lerrx. so we okay lorhx. then yilin they all say their cam on e maxi. but i say i got cam nobody hear lah. then yilin say liao, laoshi pointed to me and say i have... so we took lohx. but never take laoshi...cuz he nv wear his sunglasses. haha...

yeppx yeppx! took photo w faye and qin haha... then they boarded their bus... we continued chasing them lohx. then cuz like damn early siaa.. 815 only lohs. when we left boon tong kee... then their bus drive v slow... when reaching ufm tt time, he actually like drive in circles lah. haha... cuz nothing to do at tt time, dun wan reach ufm so early mah. then he drive damn slow...

mus thank the 2289 uncle! HAHA. he really drive slow until cannot tahan sia. LOLS. cuz at one point he drove past the traffic light liao, we still stuck behind... then he drive v v v v slow lorhx... for us to catch up w him... haha...then until reach the ufm there the "hill", he drive slow until the taxi behind them also cannot tahan go overtake... HAHA! v funny lahh...

then uncle ivan say is becoz he go qing the uncle drink tea or smth. lols! v v funny lolz.... then we reached ufm lerrx, they went in lohhx... we stayed outside to wait... listened to the interview... v funny lah haha! some weirdo person smsed in to ask about what... BEYOND. say qin say tt beyond is his idol... then qin like, erhx, my idol not beyond bah? HAHA. damn cute. then qin sang wang qing shui! woohoo

and then the interview finish liaoox... we continued waiting for them to come out. then maggy was trying to act koala bear. then sumore qijian go take a pic of her acting koala bear lah! OMG damn funny... the qijian also damn JIAN lorhx. LOL. then they started doing the miss swan thing. OMG. cannot stand them... hahaa!

and then suay suay horh, husband and wife appeared.... so we decided to help by blocking them from fir... then when fir came out... laoshi came out first, then qin and faye. qin v der dang lu can! hahaha... cuz the people went to ask him for signature. then he stand at the door there... then faye and miya behind him cannot come out. abit wahlau erhx. haha...

then i went to look for faye lohhx. the moment she saw me she say "Hello 我的朋友們～" haha...they ask her sign this sign that... then miya was beside faye, kept saying tt they gotta go liaoox. thn i kept pushing faye, helping to block them... i kept pushing faye and say 飛，走了．．．then miya noe what i trying to do lah, so she turned and say thank you to me... then i say its our ze ren... hahaha...

then i asked miya for her name again. LOLS. cant help it, keep forgetting lah! LOLS. when we jus left boon tong kee me and maggy still like, erh, whats her name ah? miya? misa? the mi something one... hahaha...

we all protecting fir... then cat v funny... she most pro derr... ＂不可以簽名！不可以簽名！＂hahaa... professional xuanchuan lerh! LOLS

then they boarded the bus, faye duno say what 龍貓...duno what she saying lah haha... then laoshi board liao, then stand at the door there...then the people v irritating lorh, still ying ying push e thing to laoshi to sign... then we like saying 老師，不要簽了．．．快點上車，要走了．．．but in e end laoshi still signed for her... sibei irritating siaa

i forgot tt we were chasing! haha... after they boarded the bus cat ask me faster board our car... then I was like, OHYA HORH! hahaha...then we chase them back to hotel lohhx... vin they all waiting there...

sibei irritating lah. the las time kana hit by ru lai shen zhang der person...they see fir der car drive towards hotel, then our car behind them mah. then she ownself run out to chase after their car der lorhx. we on the maxi mah, then we like saying, uncle, 撞他們lah! HAHA. then after fir get off, she go tell them, 我們剛才從天橋跑過來的！我們還差一點給maxi撞！like as if got people wan care lidat...

then faye get off ler, i went to her side...still got people asking her to sign stuff lah can. BUAY TAHAN. then i kept pushing her lohx... this time i not so patient liao... 飛，快點走了．．．去休息了喔．不要再簽了．．．then miya and her went in... thnk she sign for them also all anyhow sign der...

after faye went in, went to qin there... then he kept signing for them... we also trying to get him faster go lohx. then i push him and say go in liao go in liao... but qin v nice laa, keep signing. but i think he also anyhow sign der lohx. HAHA...
left laoshi liaoox. the kana hit by rulaishenzhang der person i think.... she ask laoshi to take photo. then laoshi say later cuz he wearing specs. then duno who say cannot take... then i oso v loud say 老師，不可以！then laoshi looked at me and asked "什麼不可以？" i say...老師沒有戴墨鏡,不可以拍照．．．cuz we dun like those people mahh... then i dun wan them take lohhx...haha

we bought cake... wanted to celebrate bdae w laoshi derx. then cuz at boon tong kee alr tell him lerrx. then he tell melissa they all tt we wanna celebrate w him. so we went into the hotel lobby there to celebrate. then when inside, he finally change his specs to sunglasses lerrx. haha. then the two weird weird people continued telling laoshi they ran there from the overhead bridge blah blah...

then we said...

yilin : 老師，我們從電台跑回來的耶！
me : 對阿，老師，我們也是跑回來的！
laoshi : 是喔，我還是坐直升機回來的勒～！

haha LAOSHI SO CUTE. lols!

then cuz those ppl got stuff to sign, laoshi ask if we got stuff to sign... then we say we dun wan sign, cuz we're guai xiao hai. haha... then started celebration... laoshi sat down ler, then he ask us sit down we dun wan. so he say, then u all dun sit i also dun wan to sit ler... then we forced him to sit down. hahaha...

sang bdae song! then he made 3 wishes... then cut cake lohs. haha then he went to ask the hotel person if got plates. o.o we say dunid... but he insisted on asking the hotel person. then we say use tissue can liaos... yeah loh haha. then he cut the cake, we say anyhow cut can liaoos, nvm derrx... he say "怎麼可以隨便？我是建寧老師耶，怎麼可以隨便？切蛋糕也不能隨便！"haha... then i say 恩恩，建寧老師追求完美．．．initially wanted to say he 龜毛de lerhx. hahaa... wait kana scold...

he asked who bought the cake.. then we say zhenxiong... then he say 我還以為是你們做的. then i say we next time make for them to eat lah. he say... 能吃嗎？i was like wth... haha... then yilin say she dun dare eat, i was like, OI,要對我們有信心好不好～！lols...

then before tt... when we wanna go in and celebrate, yilin got tell laoshi she dun wan 不速之客,meaning the kana hit by rulaishenzhang person lah. haha. then melissa beside laoshi... she hear liao she like wan to smile lidat... hahaha...

laoshi ate a super small piece of cake... then he say faye and qin give them small small piece can liaoos. wanted to give them more derrs... then he say give them abit can ler, cuz they nida lose weight. then we started discussing about losing weight. v wth lerhx! haha... laoshi say he nida lose weight lerr...then say faye and qin also nid. then he say qin put on weight liaoos... haha. faye and laoshi ah... always say qin der huai hua lerh! HAHA

i said smth i was not supposed to say... oopps! blehhs... then halfway thru laoshi phone ring... he damn pro siaa.. his phone in his bag... his bag w melissa... then suddenly he go take his bag and dig for his phone. then when he take out his phone was ringing... i was like, 哇，老師你耳朵敏銳喔！then he smile smile then pick up the call... haha

person on the line was terence... then they chatted for awhile lohhx. we continued eating our cake... yeppx. then we asked laoshi about album and concert. yilin asked if they start on new album liao, he say yahx... i say we wait for concert for v long liao, from last year talk until tis year still dun have... he was like 對不起啦，明年一定有！v cute lah him...

yeah then i asked him about milubing... he say they not bad... then he still pat my shoulder and say jiayou or smth... yepp haha...told him i passed mlb's cd to faye, he say they'll go back and listen.

then laoshi went up to rest lerrx. asked him to rmb ask faye and qin eat e cake lohhx... said bye lerrx, the two weird weird people still kept shouting to him lah. diaoos.

yeah then we went to maxi to settle our money stuff. then rush to take mrt lerrx...

ohh... we took a photo w laoshi too! yayys haha. :) so got 1 photo w faye and qin, and 1 w laoshi...

Tuesday, 10 Oct 06 - Sending off F.I.R...

woke up at 9plus... then slacked around until 10plus. then went to play comp... left house at 1130 lidat to go mdc lohhs. went to northpoint to develop photos. suay suay machine spoil, waited quite long lorhs. spent $11 on photos... broke siaa... oh and bought the F.I.R u mag... then went to mini toons to buy the photo frame thingy...

went to take bus to mdc... reached at ard 1... then went to do my fir stuff. haha. put the photos into the photo frame thingy lohhs... pekchoo and sheena were there.then started writing laoshi's letter. told him about the host thing... hahaha...

then jiahui kangqi they all came. v noisy siaa them! hahaa... buay tahan... pekchoo say watch them like watching tv lidat... lols... i was trying to concentrate on writing my letter... so din laugh w them lahs...

then 2 plus, shihui came lerrx. ellekay and val havent reach... then i finish laoshi der letter ler, so started on faye der... finally ellekay and val reached liaos. then jiahui they all went down to radio gate to wait, we stayed at reception. then at ard 330, thot they wun come ler bahhs... so me ellekay val and shihui took cab down to raffles place lorhx...

asked the 933 person what time mlb will come, she say 5 plus...then i v sian diaoo lah, cuz i had to leave at 5... then the 933 people gave us free chrysanthemum tea. the one 933 always say derrx... quite nice la, not bad... haha... then we went to take photo and stuff w peifen. she v cute larhx. then waited lohs... meanwhile write letter for miya jie haha...

and then at 5 plus... really gotta go liao lohs. so went to ask peifen what time mlb w come... she say w be after 530. then i v sad...haha... told peifen tt i going send off fir, then cannot stay to see mlb liaoos. then she say what call me take cab down. then i say expensive lerh! haha... then she say u ask the uncle give u discount lah. i was like, then u ask him give me discount lah. hahaha...

bo bian lorhhx...cuz fir sure w reach early derrx... ytd nothing to do mahhs. then left at like 530 lohs, took cab down... sibei EXPENSIVE. $15.70 lerhx. wahlau. then reach liao called maggy, she say fir go in lerrx. so went to the first class place to find them.

when i reached e place... laoshi jus walked out... haha. thn they told laoshi i jus reach derx. gave laoshi his letter, then got stuff for faye also. he say faye and qin inside. he say 昨天不是有人說要和阿沁合照嗎？then mag say is her... laoshi went in to call qin or smth... wahlau, so good derx...

but after laoshi went in, he came to the door again w/o qin lah haa.... then he say 我們等一下拍一張照好了．then we like HUH, again ah? then melissa beside him, he told melissa later we take one photo... she like not v happy also lah, but cant say no mahhs... so yeah lohhs...

yilin and zhenxiong came later than me... haha... then i duno where faye and qin are... so i went to the window there see see. the window is like opaque der, but the middle got 1 strip can see abit derx. then i walk walk... then look inside, suddenly see one person walking towards the window. then is faye lah! haha v funny siaa. then wave liao she walked over to the door...

passed e photo frame to her... and letter... then she asked me 這是什麼啊？then i say 相框和照片．．．at that moment shihui smsed me, then my phone ring... my ringtone was 飛行部落...then i was trying to dig out my phone, at the same time saying 對不起，電話响．．．then i dig out my phone liao, the song still playing. then faye smile smile and look at me... paiseh lah! haha

after passing faye her letter, i passed miya's letter to her also. then i say 幫我交給miya．．．she say, 喔，好．．．miya也有粉絲了喔～　WHEE. 我是miya的粉絲！！！haha :D

then qin came out also... laoshi say maggy wan take photo w him, he say 昨天不是已經拍了嗎？ahbish, blur lerh him. haha... then started signing stuff. laoshi say cuz today they come early, then can sign stuff for us. then i took out my 光榮之役 and 飛行部落 lohhs. finally got my 2 copies of fxbl signed! yay haha... now only left woyaofei lerrx.

the maggy koala bear... v jian lerhx! still go paste name on the cd to ask them write name... JIAN siaa~ hahaha!

and thenns we took a big big group photo! woohoo. michelle help us take derrx... then she stand at the first class there the door and take, the door suddenly close... aiyos... hahaa. then we retook lohhx.

and thenns i took a photo w faye! hehe thanks meizhen. then me yilin and cat hugged faye... awws... miss her lah! then told her we'll miss her... faye v nice to hug lerhx. LOL. after hugging me faye say "謝謝你囉，美娟．" then i like HUH, 你記得我的名字喔？！she say "對阿，我都知道喔．．．" yayys haha :D

ohh rights… faye said… 我們今天去吃迦哩魚頭喔~[paiseh,cannot find the correct word for ga1] then I went huh…飛,我還沒吃耶~ =.= make me hungry siaa! Hahaa… then she told vin… 你長得好像信樂團的主唱喔! Then everyone stare stare… we started saying, 你像很多人horh? Haha cuz at auto me and maggy say he look like ishi…LOLS!

after that they went in lohhs... then check in liaoos. then faye n qin kept standing at the behind there duno doing what... faye got wave to us... hahas... then they went off lerrx, faye walk until v cute larhs! like da xiao jie lidat. they say she like taitai lidat. hahaha... v cute lah her!

so we went to viewing gallery to watch... waited and waited. got see laoshi... but din see faye and qin lohhs. at 730 lidat, went to eat dinner liaoos. went to swensens to eat. ate chicken baked rice. and merri mint. haha. totally BROKE liaoos. brought 60bucks out in the morning. came home with 0 bucks. pro horh? hahaha... ate until 9 plus. then went home lerrs. on the way went downstairs to cold storage to buy newspaper lohs.

yeah went to take bus home lerrx. on the bus... me and yilin saw this auntie tt got wo bao... got fir mahs. the pic damn nice lah! arghhs... wanted to borrow from the auntie der, but we scared kana scold. hahaha... so din borrow lohhs... sian larhx.

reached home at ard 11. played comp for awhile then went to sleep lerrx. tired siaa...today ard 2pm then wake up haha...

im MIYA's fan! LOLS. i duno how to spell her name lah. she say is miya, but i duno if spelling correct lol...

wahhs... they're in malaysia now... so fast 4 days past lerx. haiis! miss faye JIE lerhx... i love my FAYE JIE! we're faye's friends! haha.. she ownself say der horhx. LOLS. this time is the time they stay for the most days... v fun lahs! i love F.I.R!

laoshi say initially can come on 28oct for quanqiuhuayu...but cuz the time they release album doesnt qualify for the awards lohhs. haiis. sian ahhs. laoshi say nxt year surely w come...this year not sure if w come again...

looking forward to concert nxt year. hope is start of year sia. if not o levels, DIE AH.

so far got...

-2 pics with faye and qin [MY-FIR] * 28 Aug 05, 09 Oct 06
-3 pics with F.I.R [MY-FIR] * 12 June 05, 07 Oct 06, 10 Oct 06
-1 pic with laoshi [MY-FIR] * 09 Oct 06
-2 pics with faye [invididual] * 28 Aug 05, 10 Oct 06
-1 pic with qin [individual] * 28 Aug 05
- hugged FAYE 3 times! :) * 28 Aug 05, 08 Oct 06, 10 Oct 06

I LOVE F.I.R!!!! F.I.R rocks my world lahs!

ROCK ON , F.I.R!

was clearing out folders just now... found some really old photos!

The freaking JING DIAN “somebody BIRD me” pic! HAHA

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oh and what the f. i jus remembered. today is 12 oct already. 18 days to chinese os!!!! damn lah.

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Thursday, 12 Oct 06 - Games Day!

TODAY WAS GAMES DAY :D

1st shock of the day:
12 people ABSENT from THREEFAITH

2nd shock of the day:
THREEFAITH captains ball, softball and floorball team got into FINALS!

3rd shock of the day:
all THREE teams from THREEFAITH got FIRST in the games!

which meant that....

we were OVERALL CHAMPION!!!!

woohooo!!!!!

omg lahhs!~ hahaha... the most happy thing was NOT that we won...the most happy thing was that, we won with only TWENTYNINE people present! arhhx!~ end of year liao, we finally achieve smth liaoos~!
YAYYY! three faith ROCKS!

was on captains ball team...but din play throughout e entire 7 matches. hahaha... reserve marhx. then din play lohhx... on our team got jiawei, jolene, abby, lou and christine. then think got 1 match got joy and jiaxing... yepp yepp! damn shuanggs...me and chia were reserve...so were cheering at the side for them lohhs hahaha....

seven matches... WE WON HOPE! like omg hahaha... when hope played other classes the score was like 19-0 or 19-2 type of thing. then when we played them, the score was 5-2!!! YAYY. all thanks to JOLENE. haha... she damn pro sehhhx!

then finals... played against hope AGAIN. semis was faith vs purity and hope vs truth. quite tough... but we won lah haha. then we won finals too! WOOHOO

after winning finals, went to hockey pitch to see the floorball finals... damn shuanggs... hahaha... faith vs wisdom. then cuz tie, mus have penalty shoot. then like stand there for duno how long lah cuz they jus cldnt get a result out of it. then in the end, we won too!!! thanks to VINNIE! hahaha... YAYYS :) then we were like cheering with the entire school looking at us. blerhx. haha

then we went on specs stand... waited for the results, then chuwen came to tell us that softball won finals against diligence too. was like. WAHHS. haha! our class super happy laaa~!

yepppx... then we were overall champ... after dismissal, went down to track. then they called ms praveena to come down. she said she v proud of us... haha cuz this morning she was so upset tt so many of us were not here, but in e end we still managed to win! YAYY. haha! then our entire class [the 29 people plus ms praveena] took a group photo~

THREE FAITH, WE ROCK! :)

ohh rights. jia damn funny... when we watching floorball... then jia wanted to say VINNIE YOU ROCK! then she shouted VINNIE,YOU'RE OUR....... ROCK! then we stare stare... HAHA... diaoo lahs! LOLS

then this jia arhhx. on the match still so hyper... then after the match got backache lorhx. cuz she got injury... aiyox, sad case lerhx. everytime lidat derx...

hmmm yepp yepp...r0ck oN manns THREE FAITH!

:D :D :D

boreddddd... elit tomorrow! F.I.R ROCKS

2006-10-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO all! :)

im blogging cuz my net has finally managed to survive! hahaha :)

ahNIC blogged ytd night.

we'll wanna do u all proud...cannot lose too much face to the great fir! my ou xiang man...splendid band...amazing sound...kings of arrangement they are!!

we're working hard...we're working ot...esp wei qi who's been getting regularly 4 hrs of slp tis 2 wk..hmm! and sam booking out at nites to practice onli to return to camp tired!! it'll be worth it...

yes yes of course. but im a bigger fan than youu. HAHA. F.I.R ROCKS OKAYY!

they had this mdc closed door event today i think... hmmmz

social studies today was relatively okayys. cuz i spent my entire night last night typing notes. tt was like SIX HOURS of notes typing okayys. grrs. and the thing is, i placed my main focus on chapters 2 and 3, and they tested us on 6 and 7. like WTH. grrs!!! but luckily i typed notes so i roughly remembered the contents. if not really DIE.

and sourcebased was quite easy i guess. smilez. HAHA

hmmz... saturdayy is COMING SOON!!! omgosh... so fast! hahaa... tomorrow last paper before i can see my dearest fayeJIE! elit... omgoshh... freaking out already... cuz im still not very familiar w JLC lahhs! die ahhs...

JLC is super siannnnz....

bio was screwed. so was chem. LOL....

my big family?!

fayeJIE
qinGE
milubing korkors [ahSAM korkor, ahNIC korkor, wQ korkor!~]
weiruJIE
xiaoqiaoJIE
alankuoKORKOR
zhiyangkorkor :)
maggyJIE

happy belated bdae to valerie chua! paiseh today then can post up.. hehex...

i spent my monday afternoon re-watching superband finals. now i think tt those clips were like awwws... SO CUTE. haha! esp the intro clip... was like, OMG, so CUTE. haha!

im like bored haha. havent started studying for lit yet lohhz. nothing much to blog about either... =.= and like what the hell, i think my comp's going crazy. it shows that im NOT online. but actually, everything is working and im chatting to maggy. abit diaoo lahhs....

something else tt happened last week! hahaha... something funny too...

nic: i jus now sign until my finger got blister liao...
me: orhh... so ke lian... u wan plaster not?
nic: huh, dunid lah... nvm...
me: actually horhh.... i dun have plaster der leh. i ask shuang only.
nic: -_-"
*someone dig out plaster for him*
nic: nvm... dunid lah... let it burst lorhs...
me: huh, let it burst... =.=
nic: lidat hui kuai yi dian hao mah...

hahaha i think i was being so bai chi... tt was EXACTLY what i said tt day lorhs. lol... and this person like abit sad case also lerhs. sign for so few people also can sign until blister... sad case siaa~! hahaaa....

i think i was being SO SO SO lame hahaha~~~

woohoo... going to do up ahSAM der present with E.S.S tomorrow. yayys. haha :)

happy birthday in advance to ahNIC and ahSAM laaaa~~!

ohh manns. i still duno what to give them. and OMGOSH. i just remembered. I GOT NOTHING TO GIVE FAYE!!! omg omg omg ..... i nida freak out liaoos...

die die die.... tml gotta write letters already. to faye and nic hahaha... but duno if got chance to give laaa... hmmz. see first bahhz.

i think we can start a MY-FIR ticket selling booth haha :)

cuz me maggy meizhen qijian all won tickets from nokia. and i've got 2 extras from naiy. hehe thanks!!! so sorta now i got five tics. but 3 taken, the 2 from naiy i not sure if can claim... shud be can bahhz... cuz using a photocopy of her ic... hmmz...

and the ngcheeyang ahhz... still duno if he going not laaaz... diaooz. one moment say wan one moment say dun wan. abit what the hellx...

woohoo... F.I.R AND MILUBING WILL ROCK THE STAGE!

wahlau, how come NICODEMUS LEE get to have such a good birthday present?!!!! can perform w fir lerhx. omg lorhs. i think he dunid celebrate bdae liaoos... if me i happy enough lerr lahhs!

so fated. last year ngcheeyang, this year milubing. hahaha!

okayy okayys. this is a rubbish post. LOL. F.I.R rocks my world!!!

:D

ohhs and im finally like done with all my fir boards haha... am thinking of doing new boards for milubing. but my plastic bag damn heavy liaoo laa! aiyah. maybe do one lorhx. see if theres time tomorrow bahhz

gotta wake up at SIX on sat morning. omgosh. so early. haha. cuz i gotta get to j8 by 7am laaa... bit cham haha... but its WORTH IT. then we'll be chasing after the auto as well as on sunday. hmmz. faye faye faye, GO SHOPPING LAA! hahaha...

changed my blog music to take me as i am. cuz i was like quite sian of the old one. but din know what to change to. so decided to change to this for the time being lolz... i'll try to find more songs!

gotta go study stupid JLC already. haiis....

-updated at 242am!-

YES im not asleep. and neither did i do any studying. hahaha. ahh wells. guess i gotta wake up early early tomorrow to study my notes! but to say the truth, im not fussed about lit lah. hahaa... hmm gotta go sleep and study tomorrow!

but before that... thought i shud take advantage of the situation tt my net has been working for the past 7 1/2 hours to post up some photos! cuz my blog has been lacking photos for really long haha... hmmz some general pics lahh. cuz i cant be bothered to copyright. so basically nothing much either. LOLS

okayy. im so proud of my comp. haha! net has been surviving for the past 7 1/2 hours lerhx. oh manns. i love this. hahaha... feel so reluctant to off it liaoo. Lols...

okayy yepp some pics for you guys!!!

23 Sept 06- Yellow Ribbon Fair @ Ngee Ann Civic Plaza

Reward of the day! M.E.S.S and MILUBING! :)

meaningful isnt it? :D

benny shifu and zhiyangg... haha :)

performance by WINNER OF SUPERBAND. haha!

NIC, jiu jian and SHIFU kana interview...

the trio! performing on stage! haha :D

23 Sept 2006- Superband Compilation Auto Sess @ Far East Plaza

BACKVIEW. lols

02 Sept 2006- AuditionSEA event @ PCbunk

AuditionSEA. the door. =.=

group pic after the event! and yes this was the time nic was saying it felt like a zoo. haha

27 Aug 2006- MLB Gathering @ Yishun NSECC

nic's cake. haha. left IC only. which i had to take as i kana sabo by WEIQI. -_-"

scrapbook from M.E.S.S to NIC :) the badge at the top says "wo shi superstar". haha!

26 Aug 2006- PSS Promo event @ TPY HDB Hub

random photo haha...

Some other random crap :D

PENCIL CASE! [not in use during exam period. :( ]

from left : my phone, sheena's phone, ellekay's phone.
from left: my pic w nic, sheena's pic w sam, ellekay's pic w weiqi :)
from left: my hp chain-NIC, sheena's hp chain-SAM, ellekay's hp chain-WEIQI

ZHIYANG korkor :) at PSC 03 Sept 2006

erhhx hahaha... :P

blogg...

2006-10-01T08:06:00.000-07:00

havent been blogging for some time... or rather, have been blogging! but jus tt havent got the time to post it up lols...

smth i wanted to mention in my prev post...

got one person... unknown person lah. kept talking to nic lorhs. then nic started saying who he recognise etc. wanted to act lame.. but i think he'll diaoo me again. HAHA. then he look around and say, this one i know, this one i duno etc. then to tt person, he said... got see you before, but u originally not support us derr.. then all of us went ORH HOHH... haha!

his reaction was super cute... he went like. WHAT?! i mean its true mahh! like there's no logic tt says if u support linkin park u cannot support simple plan and stuff rights? then i was like, actually its true lah hoh. hahaha.... then he still WHAT until v loud lah. LOL. when we ORH HOH wq and sam side all stare at us... LOLs.

and then...tt person said... 7oct i go, if u dun recognise me u die... then he damn cute lah. "huh... then u kill me now lah." HAHA. so cute! then he say... if i give u 20 tom dick and harry to remember u also cannot remember right? lols....

at that time... he still v happy lah, joking w us and all... just a little irritated cos there were like SO MANY stuff to do. haiis. think he was trying to ren... cos alot of fans so happy to see him, he cant bear to disappoint them... dont be so nice please....!!!

eees.... i cant stand people being nice to me lahh. then make me feel like i have to be twice as nice to them. then when im not that nice i feel guilty. MILUBING. dont be so nice can?! grrrs

saw from ellekay blog tt sam said initially they wanted to leave from e other side... and i think they really wanted to leave alr, but cuz they knew we were still there tts why they came out from recept. hmmz... aga aga know... cuz when they came out for e first time they still holding their stuff. but 2nd time not holding... then nic say put on e car lerrs. think they went out from radio, left their stuff in e car, thought of us, then came back der bahh? i duno lah

so touched! then got people ask wq, he say "we cannot be so bad der lah. hahaa...." thanks for making e effort... really appreciate it....

goshh lahhs. i dont believe this is WEIQI. hahaha! still remember, the first time we went to wait for reporting. so bai chi. LOLS. still rmb e date lorhs. 23/7, J8 event.... huai nian siaas. then tt time, weiqi walked into recept w this... totally no expression der face, then went to atm... then we stared at him... i was like... isnt tt wq? but nobody dared to approach... only until sam came in, then i went to look for him...

eeeee. weiqi used to be so scary. HAHA. but okayys. now we know. weiqi is super gao xiao! HAHAHA... i think he like super high tt day. LOLS. damn funny lah him....

some info about their album [as according to you know who]
- by end of year [hopefully]
- may be ep? [i duno. he mentioned smth about ep]
- may sing songs from other composers, but as usual, will change e music arrangemt
- recording has NOT started [as of 23/09/06]

yeahhs. tis is all i got out of him. hahaa. but i seriously dont think its gonna be end of year. SO GAN. but think they're trying to rush it out before he enters ns lah. so... hmms. i duno lah. told him tt the time damn short... he say "why? u scared not good ah?" then i say yah, i got no confidence in e quality... hmm....

ep is a short album.. like 5 songs... duno what the heck he talking lah, din hear. only heard smth about ep... and e album will be sorta done all by themselves? cos they'll hv to change e music arrgmt of songs composed by others etc. so... EXTRA WORK. how to finish by dec? aiyo... tts TWO MONTHS leh.

andd i think the reason he bought a new guitar is for the album... cuz album nid good guitar, this guitar sound better? hahaha... i duno what he talking lah. LOLS

he say they havent start on e album yet...aiyo... i really ahh... no confidence about dec lahhs. aiyah whatever. believe tt they'll want to bring out e best... he also scared the quality not good lohhs... but believe they'll jus like... DO and DO until its e best. haha.... yeppx :) zhuan ye jing shen okayy! lol....

fir take 1 whole year to do album... but milubing only got one year contract for e time being leh. hahaha...hmms.. im hoping it'll contain mostly their own compositions...

"We don't want to be stars." said Nic. "We just enjoy jamming together."

:)

rmb tt day... got people ask nic why he so long nv go online. then he say "which online?" then she say he v long nv blog lerrs. then he say... the 2 recent posts about events all he blog der. then i complain say he nv leave name, then we nida guess who izit... then he say cuz events is general der, so dunid to leave name. then i continue complaining and say tt we duno who blog... then he like, "lidat then fun mah." DUH. bu hao xiao =.=

SAM DISEASE. he keep calling people "NA ZHI"... then now i also keep calling people "NA ZHI". wth lah can!!! sam regards people as PETS. [get reminded of ellekay der "pet bottle"... hahaha!]

to all e v stressed ppl out there... esp YOU, MAGDALENE LIN

dont so stress lah! RELAC man! my result so lan i also not stress liaoos. leng jing... keep ur mind relaxed... dont worry so much okay? chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi lah. now already so stressed, o levels how? dont stress yourself out so much. RELAX okayy? make urself happy and dont be so sian... [i v scared people give me sian look der lehh... esp after tt day.... =.=] yepp yeppx. JIAYOU TGT OKAY! we'll work hard together! :)

oh by the way. think i didnt mention tt i got a new mp3. haha. sent the old one for repairing.. so bu zhi de... 50 bucks sia.. regret ler lorhs. hmm. then cuz i'll totally like die w/o music. so tt day went to creative shop... then the person say mus send to headquarters for servicing. so i dang chang dig out 39 bucks from my wallet to buy this 256mb mp3. haha

enough to put all my milubing and fir songs can already! dunid too much memory derr :)

u guys better read this post. i had to restart my comp twice! =.= hahaha...

ohh and me sheena and ellekay were like thinking of the possibilities tt mlb go and act. hahaas... then we were saying who can act what etc... ellekay and andy again. hahaha :P jus like happened to think about this... cuz read e news about the css drama...

huang zhi yang = guo bao bao?~!

omg... the name damn cute... HAHAHA... i look forward to the show. LOLS!~

AND. hes going to act as FELICIA's brother! what the heck lah. so unfair. u better treasure it. hahaha....

andds... css and mlb maybe gonna be involved in the cny album 2007. omgosh. i cant imagine huangzhiyang and nic lee in like. new year clothes?? as in those really extreme angpao-ish type. hahaha!~ and neither can i imagine nic singing new year songs hurrs. lol!

whooos. today is childrens day. hahaha... 6 more days to 7oct!~ and i havent done my boards yet. what the hell. ahhhs... shall do it on tues. since bio is like hopeless haha! oh freakkz.... i wasted a whole weekend doing NOTHING. goshh.

gotta study real hard for chem tml!!!!

F.I.R and MILUBING rocks..

oh and warner has not given superstar a reply regarding the backstage passes. hahaha. :P he claims tt hes going to follow milubing in. HELLO? wan to follow also i follow right. i still can follow FAYE in ahhs. haha! i'll ask nic to diaoo you on tt day if u follow them in. LOL. :D

okayys. nic is nice, he wont diaoo people derr. nvm... i ask nic to ask him to come out... i ownself diaoo u horh. hahahaa....

jiayouuuus everyonez~! and MILUBING haha :)

and all who hasnt bought fir's album. GO BUY AH. or else! hahaha.... go support laa~! and the one performing for them isnt even trying to persuade people to buy. what the hell. they ur senior leh~ can put in abit more effort not. aiyo. and by the way ah, u ask people buy their album, they go support u also mah. so u got no loss right.

so, EVERYONE, GO BUY FIR'S ALBUM!!!!!

go go go!!! i got two copies of the album liaoo. =.= bought my second copy ytd. may be buying a third copy at the auto haha. i duno yet. see first lorh lol....

english paper two tomorrow. lets hope all goes well. to salvage my pathetic paper one marks. O.O

still remember that time ask nic... hahaha... 25/8/06... asked him about the fir thingy. asked if they're performing with fir or what... then he say tt we're performing for them... cuz we're still considered small as considered to them... blah blah blah. then say what he also fir fan. duno what rubbish lah haha!~ LOLS.

crap answers... LOLS.

ren shi ni shi wo zhe bei zi zui suay der shi. but i enjoy it. hahaha~

bad mood :(

2006-09-23T19:30:00.000-07:00

am DAMN FED UP. VERY FED UP. FREAKING IRRITATED!!!!

arghhhhs....i just wanna say. WHAT THE F LAHHH!!!!

DAMN IT. i feel so freaking not shuang now. and i totally like. wanna cry liaoos. i want to like bang wall and die lorhs. GRR. some people freaking buay hiao bai....

okayys. i shall start from what WAS happy.

23September2006, SATURDAY

YELLOW RIBBON EVENT + SUPERBAND COMPILATION AUTO SESS

was supposed to meet sheena at 815. but i left house at 815, so i was like late for 10 min. hahaha. and the thing is, before i left house, shihui smsed me to tell me tt ellekay reached already. then i was like, HUH, I HAVENT EVEN STEP OUT OF HOUSE. hahahaha...meeting time was 9, but we told ellekay it was 730 cos we were like pretty sure she wld be late lah. hahaha

reached orchard at ard 9... then saw ellekay's sms tt milubing reached e place already. so me and sheena like ran all e way to civic plaza lahh. then when we reached, din see ellekay and shihui... but milubing began their sound check blah blah blah already. so we stood there to watch...then soon ellekay and shihui came lahhs. so yeppx. hahaha

then while they were checking e stuff blah... nic waved to us... then say he very hot... hahahaha.... sweating like crazy lah. LOL. hmmms. then they finished e thing... sam and wq came down, but nic was still doing stuff on stage lah. so i waited. and waited. and WAITED. haha. cos he was like chatting w this person lah can... diaooooos

then nic finally came off stage! asked him to come over. then we chatted for awhile loh. asked him where they gg after tt, he say duno... then asked him izit he change guitar, he say what...borrow from his dad derrs. then i thot he say the guitar borrow from his dad. HAHA. but actually is he borrow MONEY from his dad to buy guitar lah. yeppx. hahaha

asked him about fir event. everything unconfirmed... wear what not confirm,sing what also not confirm. then he say they gonna sing a fir song. i was like...REVOLUTION! then he say revolution cannot change e music arrangement... then ask him to say he say SECRET cannot say. dao shi jiu noe ler. like abit wth.... hahahaha! :)

then...what always happened, happened AGAIN. LOL. cos i asked why he change guitar or smth. duno lahhs. then he say cos album nid good guitar... then i huh? then he say COS ALBUM NID GOOD GUITAR!!!!! like practically shouting liaoos.... hahahas. paiseh lahh. im like half deaf der.LOL

hmmms...then asked if they gg back mdc after tt. then he say no cos got far east event...then asked him if after far east event got go back, he say shud be have. but he gotta rush off cos got bbq. then i was totally.... ARGHH. WHY MUST YOU TELL ME LAH! then he say cos dun wan u all to waste time there mahhs.... ahh. so nice lah him. hahahaha.

yeahhs then they left... after tt we went to walk walk... then eventually we found a bench outside mos burger. so like 5 of us sat there and chat...until the security guard came to gan us... LOL. then at 10 went back to e civic plaza.

saw milubing at left side of stage... so we went to stand somewhere ard there lah.then after tt they moved to e other side...we stayed at e left side lorhhs. then they sang the yellow ribbon song... w benny shifu.... then they interviewed nic and shifu about yellow ribbon lorhs. hmm yeahhs.

another thing... during sound check... cos nic checking guitar sound or smth. then weiqi like look DAMN BORED lahh.... HAHA. super funny lahhs. he jus got that "my one okay liaoo... why take so long der?" type of look.... LOLs!!

after the yellow ribbon song... they went backstage. took photos w alot of ppl.... all e gongzuorenyuan... then we stood outside and waited. then sam like damn funny... point here point there... then say what call us go eat... blah blah blahhs. duno what he talking. hahaas.then they came out... we managed to take a photo w them. hahas. thanks to their i duno who.... i think is wendy? haha THANKS! :D

then they ran away. hahahaa. they went to left side of stage. nic and shifu were interviewed... and speaking to some i duno who lah. we were like sitting outside doing nothing. hahahas.... picnic-ing. lols. then like super funny....

they finished their interview thingy already. nic went to i duno where... then shifu suddenly walked towards us and talked to us! i was like abit shock diooo.... LOL. then he say he see us in photo before. then ask us for our names. then we say our names... he say he see us on blog before. hahaas... then he say what... "im fat boy... in animal kingdom im fat pig..." he damn nice lah. so friendly! SHIFU ROCKS......! hahahas :)

and then i saw JOCELYN. like abit~ hahahas... she accused me of not studying lah. then i was like. ABIT YOU ALSO HOH. hahahas.... abit the stage so big. very hard to find meh?! LOLs....

uhhuhhs. and then we saw weiqi walking here and there. hahahas. after tt the 2nd part of performance started... at 11... went to e right side of stage lahhs. hahaas. stood at e side... saw amanda, karin, yanwen, zan, yanqing, nic's dad etc.... then they sang xi huan ni and guo huo! sam's intro was like uber funny....

"the nxt song we're going to sing is entitled CROSSFIRE, guo huo."

then we like. HUH. crossfire?? abit.... hahahahas....

but okayys. the songs were DAMN NICE OKAYY. yayys. MILUBING ROCKS!!!! and horhs, i wanna mention tt nic sing the yellow ribbon song until like damn nice. awws. hahaa! really!!!

hmm then we went to wait for them to come out. but they v fast jiu walk away lerrs. nic and wq like din even know lahs. only sam kept waving to us...then until we shouted BYE NIC, BYE WEIQI! then they turned and waved.... lols... after tt they like walk towards the taka building lahhs. we followed... then found them waiting for lift... hahaas

sam like uber hao xiaoo der siaa. he take his phone and act like he wanna throw his phone... so tt the glass door will break... like abit wth. then duno what he trying to say lah.... we were like separated by this glass door...and the stupidest thing is that. we cld actually open the glass door lah hoh? DIAOO.
then sam showed us his shirt... got the words milubing derrs... then we screamed...duno scream what lah. hahahaas.....

then they went into e lift.... nic was quite happy… hahahas.... sam and weiqi also damn funny... initially when sam kept gesturing to us, weiqi was like beside him... then weiqi kept laughing lah. LOL! then after they got into e lift, nic's dad waved to us also... hahaha.... so friendly. :D

hmm after tt we went to macs to eat.... drank milo.... break record liaoos. din eat anything today. the only thing i had was tt cup of medium milo from macs. haha. crapped this whole load of rubbish at macs lah. then we talked about ELLEKAY and ANDY again.... HAHAHAHA.....

after eating, went off to far east... went to queue up lohhs. then me and shihui tried to go find where their bus wld be parked at. and we actually like found the correct staircase. miraculous.... HAHA.....
then we went back to queue lorhs. chatted... biru was like infront of us... hahaas. then we like damn siao derrs! when we first reached e place, they were playing yongqi... then we all sang dao damn loud... like everyone were staring at us can. abit... haha

we uber enthu.... all songs we also sing... hahahaa.... then the hoyu person came to ask us to do survey blah blah blah. the product not bad sia! HAHA. spray liao hair v soft... NICE... hahahas.... then got what lucky draw thingy. all of us got the wrist pouch lohs. lol....

then at like 2... saw j3 and lucify... but think milubing in backstage nv come out. after awhile event started... host was lingzhi. then like abit... whatever lingzhi and superbands say... nobody interested to listen lah. everyone like jus scream scream scream... lols...

when milubing came out... screamed like crazy lahhs. hahahas... then waved... nic got wave back... lols... ohh yahhs. before the event started horh, this person... came to like take photo of us lorhs. she asked biru they all... then biru they all say we also milubing derrs. so all of us took a grp photo... according to tt person, is for music company der... aiya whatever lah.

hmm.then began the auto sess. queued... then like super funny lah! hahahas.... hmms. went on stage, then first was lucify. the others i heck care lah. then misaki looked at me... i waved and say hi... hahaas. then come to j3, jacky was singing ling... cos the bg music playing mantou der ling. lols... not bad sehhs. haha

after tt was soul... HAHAHA. think order was awi, justis, andy, alfred, ishi.... then when ellekay reached andy...

andy: 我們很有緣hoh?
ellekay: ...... =.=
*all of us start laughing*
me: orh hoh... ellekay 你完了....!哈哈!
justis: huh...為什麼會完了??
me: *din hear* huhh?
justis: 為什麼會完了??
minhui: 她的形象被破壞了....
me: erhh. YAH. 有人的形象被破壞了....*points to ellekay*哈哈!

abit damn funny lah! hahaas.... story long long. wan to know, go find ellekay. HAHA

ishi v cute lah. hahaha

me: HELLO ishi!
ishi: hello.... *signing for ellekay*
me: i got bring electric fan leh.
ishi: urh. orhh...
*time to sign my lyric bk... stood infront of him...*
ishi: *stare at me*
me: erhh...hello.做什麼? *cos he keep staring at me*
ishi: 做什麼?
me: erhh. forget it. i got bring electric fan hoh.
ishi: orh okayys....

hahahaha... abit funny lah him. he forget about e electric fan thingy lerrs. so long ago! hahaa....

then come to milubing.... i think i freaking dui bu qi sam and weiqi leh. SORRY!!! cos i was like standing infront of weiqi... then i v ganchiong wan ask nic if he gg back mdc. so i stand infront of weiqi and shouted to nic.... arghs. like so bad to wq leh. sorry sorry!!!

me: 等一下有回去嗎?
him: yah i going back... but i may be going from back door... cos got ppl picking me up...
me: huh. BACK DOOR?
him: yahhs....
me: *duno if i shud gv him e letter at tt time. cos scared lost....* erhhs. then 這個怎麼辦?我等一下再給你啦 *turns away to go off stage*
him: but i may be going from back door leh.
me: erhhs. forget it. *turns back and gives him e letter* AIYAH,給你啦!!!! *got the damn irritated look*
him: SORRY SORRY!
me: forget it.... *goes off stage*

after i went off stage he still shouting duno what to me lah. din hear... i was like. HUH? then e security ask us go away... so bo bian lorhhs. haiis....

then after tt we went to find their bus. and we found it lah. but the driver wasnt there...so we stood there and waited lorhs. sang alot... hahaas. hmm then waited for quite long lah. after tt the driver came, and drove e bus to e side. e staircase tt me and shihui found initially. haha. then we waited for them....

after awhile, SAM came... first one siaa. hahaas. then was like what... lucify and whatever lah. who cares. then sam came to e front of e bus. we asked him where wq was. then he pointed to his heart. like abit!!! DUHH. so diaoooos. "weiqi is in my heart" abit... haha. then he duno tk e yellow ribbon do what....

then nic and wq finally came! like phewws. i damn scared nic like ownself run away or smth. hahas. then i wrote on white board... asked nic to go find my letter and read... then he say okayys. cos e letter was in e black plastic bag where they put all e presents lah. hmm yepp.then i was trying to ask him about mdc. then he kept telling me tt e letter in e bag. like diaoo! haha

their bus went off... we RAN to get a cab lah. like wth! i run dao my pants gonna drop can... hahaas... i was like.. "等一下leh!!我褲子要掉了leh!" shouted damn loud. gosh. so paiseh! hahaa. then we like finally got a cab... split 2 cabs... me shihui and minhui, then sheena ellekay and lorita. sheena tt cab took e same route as e superband bus... so they like caught up w them...but we took a diff route loh. sian diaoos

when we reached mdc... the bus jus reached also. but this time they drive until inside then let them alight. bit sian lah. then we walked to recept. waited lorhs... then lucify came out.... then milubing was like sitting at e chairs behind the recept counter. uber funny lah! hahaa.. thn cos got mirror. then sam was waving to us thru e mirror. DIAOO. i think sam's like uber free. hahaa..

then i was telling nic... i thot u say u nida go off? then he say cos got interview... then what interview he also duno.... hmms yepps. then he say after e interview he nida go off liaoos. yeahh then they went in again. asked if they wld come out... sam said i think so.... so we waited... waited for quite long lorhhs.... uber hungry sehhs

until like 6, they finally came out.... then they wanted to go downstairs derr.but they say soul downstairs... so in e end we stayed at recept. then nic like kept wanting to stand at e aircon...cos v hot. then after tt we like. NIC, AIRCON NOT ON LAH! then he huhhh.... then walked over to ANOTHER aircon. diaooos! haha

then nic shouted to sam and wq... BRO, AIRCON IS HERE LEH. TT AIRCON SPOIL! i was like. huh. hello?! tt aircon is NEVER ON. NOT SPOIL. wahlau erh! hahahaas.... then alot of people kept asking him tk photo, sign stuff etc. then i asked if he read my letter. then we began this long discussion about their album etc.... and he STILL refused to reveal the fir song lah! grrr. haha

then got him to sign my book... my LAST THREE PAGES in my ru guo ai book! YAY. i finally finished tt book lerr! hahaha... he wrote....

"Mei Kian... :P Thankz for today! *bleah* "

then i was like. 我要吐血了....then he still got seh smile at me lah. hahahaha.... then me and biru kept complaining tt we wanted to sleep. hahaha. i was saying tt i can like stand there and fall asleep lorhs. LOL. then i kept pai-ing him... duno why also lah. haha. then i damn bo liao lah. go pai his shoes. hahaas...

stayed w him for v long... then chatted lorhs.... talked alot of rubbish. then i was like introducing people to him. hahaha. he damn STM siaa! buay tahan. hahaa.... like 10 secs ago i jus told him shihui's name.... then after tt he was like, what's ur name ah? i can FAINT lorh. hahaha. he still duno M.E.S.S lah. sian diaos. hahaa... i hint him liao he still duno. he say he dun dare to tikam... cos scared say wrong... haha

then i asked him... give me 3 things u want for ur bdae... he say "im perfectly contented with what i have". i say i duno what to give him...then in e end i showed him my tt hp chain... then i say, i give u this one for ur bdae okay? then he say dun wan...cos he dun like to hang stuff, then if give him he nv use jiu v wasted. but i say "then 我的電話掛你的名作什麼?" then he say.... "orh. then give me lorh." like abit... hahaa... then he say 7oct then give him, bt i say scared dao shi cannot communicate. yepp

and by the way. i want to say. ITS THE THIRD TIME YOU'RE TELLING ME UR BDAE OKAY! abit!!! hahaa.... he say like 3 times ler lah! YES, i know EIGHT OCTOBER IS YOUR BIRTHDAY. dont have to keep reminding me!!!! diaoo.hahaha. hen fan leh! everytime mention dao fir he'll start saying tt the nxt day is his bdae. abit...

then cos he busy signing for other people... then i was like... i come find u later horhs. then i go find weiqi... haha. told him about the "on the bus" article. then took photo and signed... then he damn funny... kept writing "tonight". then he wrote "thx for coming tonight" on my book, then added "(it's night time already!)" but when he signing for e nxt person jiu like po gong... he was like "ARGH. i keep writing tonight!" then i was like. "所以你的tonight是凹出來的啦?" hahaha.... forget it if u guys dun understand. cant be bothered to explain. haha

then went to find sam. asked shihui to help me ask sam to sign. he wrote damn short... but aiyahs... cos no time lerrs.... then took photo of him.... yepppx....

after sam... i went back to look for nic. then i was telling ellekay and sheena... "ITS THE THIRD TIME ALREADY".... then he still turn and ask me "what 3rd time?" thn i say "you tell me ur bdae for the THIRD TIME already!" hahaha....

then nic like damn sian.... he kept giving a sian look.... i was like... "你不要這樣sian leh.我會很怕你的leh.已經有人跟我講他們很怕你了...." then he like, huh why... then i say how i know? haha. then i was very scared.... cos he like very sian....

and then... he sign some people der book... then he suddenly like give a damn not shuang look. Like no expression type… thn say "我真的要走了." then he walked out of recept. Everyone shock dio… thn nobody dared to follow... then i like still buay hiao bai lah. i ran after him to give him the hp chain... then he say he made his friend wait v long... from 430 to almost 7....

on e way downstairs... i kept saying sorry to him... then he was explaining to me... saying tt... they're trying to be selfless, they dont regard themselves as idols.... and some stuff.... he was like super serious and stuff... all i cld do was keep saying sorry... i feel like such an useless idiot. arghh. then he was like super not shuang and stuff. he kept explaining to me... haiis.

Then he was like so sad and irritated that… when we walked downstairs, sam like abit block dao our way lah. Then he just like squeezed past without saying anything. Then walked v fast to the car…

我要跟你說.... 你跟我講的,我都明白...真的!

after tt... followed them to the car... at this moment his mood was still okayy... just very affected and sad.... cos he made his friends wait like really long.... when he got into the car, i asked him to cheer up... then he still got the mood to tell me.... "ask everyone go read blog tonight. i'll blog about it"

then weiqi like still kana stuck at i duno where. sam and nic in e car lerrs. then caixia they all stand at e side of e car talking to sam... then weiqi wanna get on e car. but they dun wanna shift away. weiqi was like... "他們不要給我上車leh..." then we still laughed lahhs. i kept asking caixia they all to shift... cos weiqi wanted to board e car... but they say deng yi xia..then after tt, nic and sam got off e car. then sam was like, 我們....要唱歌! then we like HUH....

they walked to the taxi stand there... then peg they all wanted to like celebrate bdae for them. some people freaking buay hiao bai. i duno what to say already. then they asked 3 of them to turn while they prepared e stuff. i was standing behind lah. so when they turned they were facing us.... then some people still got the face to go ask them take photos?!

sam and wq were qt okayy w taking photos... still like v happy and stuff... but i see nic like v bu dui jin already.... he kept looking down... and he looked damn sad.... then i was like super scared lah. he din want to look at anyone lorhs... jus kept staring at e ground. then after that they turned.... then nic suddenly turned around and walked away.

Nic cried… his eyes were like damn red lah.. we din know what to do…. when he walked away.... then we were like shocked... din know what to do lah. then i say dun go disturb him... then sam say cos hes paiseh tt he made his frens wait so long. so he v sad...then i say dun go disturb him, then sam nodded also... haiis. kept saying sorry to sam... then he say not our fault, cos we waited v long for them also... but really. i have to say sorry....

then after tt nic walked back, then he still looked damn sad lah. typed a msg for him... then he dun wan see... he say its okay... then they still like ask them sign board and blah blah blah. i was totally WTF at tt time lorh. then our gang went to say sorry to their friend.... then she said its okay... but we really felt bad for tt....haiis. 對不起!!!

when they all were leaving... nic was still super sad.... i typed a msg for him to see.... "like u always say... SMILEZ! Okay?" and smth else. dont rmb what. yeahhs... then asked him to cheer up... before tt, when he just left recept... i alr kept asking him to cheer up lerrs... pls pls CHEER UP OKAYY? NIC LEE! cheer up hohh.... dont make us sad too.... :(

then they left.... on e way out.... all of us and biru they all... we were like cursing those people lah. i mean like. hello?! people already gan shi jian for so long lerrs. i mean like, whatever they did, could be done in reception, while they were signing for us etc. nic was really angry lerrs...

NICODEMUS LEE. i rather you scold me okay! i say before liao lah!!!! 不喜歡的話要講....then he like keep everything to himself and this is what happens. arghs... i rather u scold me lorh. then i wont feel so bad. i rather you 發火....

I don’t deny that what happened was partly our fault too… but I’ll still think that they have a bigger part to play in this. I mean like, they were originally leaving already… then was like quite okay. But they like made them stay for awhile more, then it made all of us so sad… haiis.

okayy. actually nic said tt he gan shi jian already.... but everyone just didnt want to let him go... he kept saying tt he made his friends wait really long... i understand! i really do lah. but.... as he said... obligations... cos alot of those people who mobbed him today... were not mlb fans... jus some other people lorh. then he cant possibly say no to them...

偶像也有發脾氣的權利...

like hello lah. this is NIC. the super lame nic lorh. [haha] the nic tt always jokes w us and stuff. can POWER until make him cry? i duno what to say already lorh. i stand there i also want to cry liaoo.... he was like quite happy when he left far east lah! cos i think he qt looking forward to his bbq or smth. duno him lah.

i think his mood totally spoil ler lorhs... our mood also lah. haiis....

CAN SOMEONE SCOLD ME!

arghhhh!!!! i feel super bad. NIC!!! SORRY!!!!! i want to like. scream lah! arghhhs!

ohh by the way. nic changed guitar already. :( changed to a red one... wont be using the old one unless necessary i think. yeppx. :D

迷路兵,對不起!!!!!!

i want to bang wall and die lorh.

haiis... i feel so sad now.

can make an idol cry infront of fans... first time? i duno. forget it.

NIC, CHEER UP PLEASE!!! you make me feel super sad. :( will forever be your loyal fan okayys! anything dont like just say.... yeppx.....

wtf lah. some people. grrr. then this morning when chatting w nic... he still tell me tt those people he nv see b4 derrs. then i damn lame... he say... those people... seldom see them horh. etc... then i was like, what's my name? then he diaoo me, then say meikian... hahaa...

i like the happy nic.

and i am SAD. :(

你快樂所以我快樂! SMILEZ!

and i wanna tell those people lorh. 不要太囂張.不要以為你們很厲害. 因為你們完全沒有任何位置!

ARGH.

記得我們10月7日的約定! :)

-update at 9:12am, SUNDAY-

Nic blogged last night.... some extracts from his post.

"Maybe i am just like any other art person...(musicians)..being superbly sensitive and in tuned to mi emotions.. that explains why ba.. Maybe i am just not good at hiding my emotions too transparent..can see when i'm happy or sad..can't realli hide or act.. i can't smile when i can't..."

我知道! he cant hide his emotions.... but he cant like... really say no to people either. duno how to phrase it lah. jus like... ytd i saw him getting more and more sian... and not shuang... but he just didnt firmly SAY out tt he needed to leave already, cos so many people were asking him for photos/autographs...

Don’t smile when you cant! Then we’ll know whats wrong mah. If not we’ll never know. =.=

"gotta noe that some ppl are so afraid of mi...maybe itz becoz of this musical-eccentric side...realli sorry.. I am truly not angry nor upset with you guys... but more of myself becoz i was trapped in between.... just imagine...u wanna make everybody happy...but u can't...u see people so happy just to see you..yet you gotta leave them with an unsigned book or untaken photo..."

NIC! i regret telling you that.... i hope it didnt affect your mood... and dont be angry or upset with yourself! its not your fault either! its just like... 無奈接受 type of thing? its part of being a public figure... its hard to make everyone happy. you cant satisfy everyone.... and we're not afraid of you okay? 你們也是人, so definitely have ur emotions and stuff... after all, u're just another person right? just another human...

"Felt the sincerity in you all...i'm so sorry..

Love,
Nic"

can stop saying sorry? =.= arghhs. bet he took really long thinking about how to blog this. we feel the sincerity in you guys too! 可以不要對我們那麼好嗎?我們受不起... i rather you zhi jie reject me... [auto/photos] then i wont feel so bad...

haiis.

didnt sleep last night. that incident was on my mind for the entire night... tossed and turned in bed, cldnt sleep at all... cld think of nothing but THAT incident. really affected my mood lah. am the type tt can be easily affected by others. seeing other people sad makes me sad too... haiis!

we all heartbreak lahh. sounds stupid actually. cuz we're not even in any way related to them? yet get so affected and upset... just fans yahh... hmm.but perhaps the reason i was sad was because i sort of understand his feelings... like, making people wait so freaking long and stuff. if is me i also will paiseh lorhs...

time to put down everything... time to study hard... exams begin on wednesday... 是時候收拾心情,努力讀書了...

-Dont forget our date on 7OCT!-

after all, u're still the NIC we used to know! :)

im starving. -_-“ but don’t feel like eating anything… was so fed up ytd tt I didn’t eat anything after I got home. Only had like a bowl of noodles at 1230am. Arghhhs.

Anywayys. THANK YOU WEIQI AND SAM. For trying to lighten up the mood so everyone wont be so affected and all… weiqi like damn gao xiao lah.. hahaha… :D thanks…appreciate it! Haha.

-finished updating at 9:24am, SUNDAY-

2006-09-18T02:10:00.000-07:00

09September06- Saturday [PSS Auditions]

went to see pss auditions at tpy hdb hub today...

woke up at 10 plus i think. then awhile after i woke up, ellekay called... and told me tt

WEIQI got go for the pss auditions! he went there to perform w juzb derrs. ARGHH. i was like so uber gekked. hahaha. cos she say pekchoo went to mdc, then saw weiqi... then i like, HUH, WEIQI GOT GO AH? later i confirm go back mdc after event! haas...

hmm then left house at ard 11... was supp to meet maggy at 1130 lahs. but i reached mdc at 1145. oops hahaa... then waited... and waited... saw dean... then after that ZEEWHY finally came at like 1215.abit he told us the reporting time was 12 lorhs. diaoo. then he say what... wendy tell him over email is 12, then over sms she say is 1230. like whatever. then i was like. so must compromise lah! 1215 lah! then abit at tt time alr 1220 ler. hahaha ...

hmms. then i asked him if superband and css will return to mdc together. he said dunno... then i was like, u know why i ask not... cos today WEIQI GOT COME LEH! hahaha... siao liao... then he said smth tt made me even sadder.GRR.

"i got ask sam to come leh..but he dun wan to come..."

PIANGGS. i si gei ni kan ah! grrs. he say he wanna ask sam help him play some unplugged thingy. then sam say dun wan cos mus be as a band derrs. then nic nv come mahhs. then i started going crazy.... hahaha!

"WHY U NEVER ASK NIC TO COME!!!!"

then he like... give the i dunno type of expression. hahaha. then he say what... u wan them to come u go ask wendy lorh. DUH. if i can ask her i wun ask u liao. hahaha.... then i kept pestering him cos he never ask nic to come lah! then he still come tell me nic go ns liao. outdated sehh u... hahaha.... [ better shut up before zy zhao wo suan zhang...haha]

WAHHS. why sam dun wan to come! so near his house sumore. hahaha...

then i started complaining about the makeup artist for psc. HORRIBLE sia! on tv hor, can see zy der pimple damn clear lorh. and horhs, nic looked damn pale on tv... then zy's reply to that was.... "Nic 不是本來就很 pale 的 lorh?" duhhs. then i spent alot of time thinking about that. nic got very fair mehhs. OKAY MAH. na li you hen pale? hmmm.....

im still sian-ed about sam lorh. hahahaha....

then while we were like taking photos etc. yuyang came... super funny lah. i duno how he walk also lah. then zy like, u dun walk lidat can not? then he go imitate yuyang. pianggs. hahaha... then yuyang v kelian jus walk past us... i was like, AIYO, dun bully people lah u! hahaha... then yuyang asked if wanna wait for him... zy asked him go change pass first, but he still v nice stand there wait for zy lah. hahaa...

hmm then after that they went up to recept lerrs. so we took cab down to tpy lohhs. went to find e place... then wanted to eat so went upstairs to food court. but i veri the dun wan to sit down... so i ended up going outside to look at the backstage from upstairs lah. then saw juzb brods and alfred... but never see WEIQI!~ ellekay say weiqi come lerrs... then i stand upstairs v long to see if he got come out. but dun have...

after tt went into food court again. managed to find seats... but ellekay smsed to tell me tt brods was singing lers. so i heck about eating lah, went out to see...then left maggy and the 2 other zy fans at food court... [duno their names...haha] then wanted to go backstage see wq mahhs, so went downstairs lorh. at tt time was like ard 130 lers. then zy told us his performance at 145, so went downstairs to see wq, shun bian see if css come lerrs...

went downstairs, saw amanda... then went to squeeze w the crowd. hmms. after brods was juzb and weiqi~! yayys haha... sang i duno what... and cowboy... cldnt see lah, cos was at the side. then kept taking weiqi der backview. hahaha... after he came down, shouted WEIQI! but he din hear lahhs. hmmms...

then like after they went in for awhile... soul performing... then weiqi came out w afwan! gosh. i nearly missed them. jus like happened to see this person w brown shirt and white bag coming out. then realised it was weiqi. then squeezed thru e crowd to follow them....

follow people like damn tough can! pianggs. abit like horrs. they walk by the inside way, then i geh kiang go walk the outside way. abit the outside way even more crowded lah! nearly lost them... but cos can see afwan...and he quite obvious, cos wear red shirt... haha. then ran all e way to chase them. until the handphone shop there. then shouted WEIQI! then he turned and said hi.... then say sorry cos they nida go lerrs. they walk like damn fast lahhs...

told weiqi tt ellekay still there... then asked if he got see her. then think he say i duno... then at tt moment ellekay called lah. so i picked up e call, then weiqi like wan say bye to me... so i like v busy... haha... while talking on e phone i waved bye to weiqi... then after he walked away i was like, ellekay u wait ah! then BYE WEIQI~! then ya hello? what thing? hahaha... wq v nice lahhs. :) i think he also know i sprain my ankle bahhs. hmm.

then went back to backstage area. saw biru jiahui kangqi. told them tt weiqi left lerrs... alot of ppl din get to see wq siaas. and the thing is, i was the ONLY person who chased him and afwan to the carpark. so paiseh! hahaha....

then after soul der performance... me ellekay and huihui went in search of weiqi.abit... hahaha. cos i saw the direction weiqi walked to... then ellekay insisted on going there to look around. so lidat lorhs... went walk walk around tpy... hahaha.drank the green tea ellekay bought for weiqi... hahaa. saw terence cao on the way. LOL. he was at some opening thingy....

then we walked back to hdb hub... at the carpark there, saw the yellow bus. inside was css. hahaha. so heng. LOL. then i ran there, then jus anyhow wave. LOL. cos most also ren shi der mahs, then i duno who izit either. so i jus like nv see jiu luan wave. then khim and yuyang saw me, so wave back... hahahas...

then khim veri funny also lah. LOL. i kept looking at her... then she like give me the "i duno what they doing" type of expression. those weird weird expression.... haha. think referring to zy yiyuan they all bah. lols...then i asked her to help me call zy... kept mouthing ZHIYANG but she din get it lah. so in the end i drew ZY in e air. then she like. ORHH... then helped me call zy... hahaha

waved to zy... hahaas. then superband came out, so they boarded the bus, then css alighted. told zy not to sing zao xia for ttyy... if not we kill him ah. hahahas. then i bo liao go say hi to khim lah. haha.

so random. LOL.

after tt we waved and waved and waved to soul juzb and brods! hahaa. so diaoo-ed. too free lahhs. wahahas...

after tt... ellekay went to mdc, then i went back to the backstage area. after awhile sheena came... cldnt contact maggy. so me and sheena stood at the lift and listened to the songs lohs. then we only "surfaced" during zy's performance. hahaha. the others we hid behind der lift. then when zy was performing we went out to the side to scream for him. and the thing is. i had no voice to scream. haha

hmms. oh then before tt... while they were inside the backstage, think they came out for toilet break or smth lah haha... then i uber bo liao...when they came back i started random video-ing them lorh. LOL. asked zy to say hi, then said hi to yuyang and yiyuan also. hahaas... quite funny lah haha. got time then post up the video...

and thenns... zy sang da cheng xiao ai and lydia. then had duet.... yuyang and khim, shan hu hai. then zy and teresa tian tian ye ye. nice nicee... but i really have to say that zy's lydia sounded abit scary. hahaha... =.= pitch too high lah! hear liao will be like. scary. hahaha

mmhms. then after their performance... went to the bus there to wait for them come out. and heng heng again! haha. when we just reached, weijian sinhuey and weilian jus reached also... so yepp saw them.... then we waited for css to come out. yuyang and zy holding this stalk of rose. quite funny lah

hahaha.... then they boarded the bus... told zy tt we going back to mdc lorhhs...then after tt cos got traffic jam. then we wanted to take cab... so we ran... then their bus like still havent drive out of the place lah. then went to wave wave again. hahahaas. act lame jiu you... then their bus left... we had 7 people... so like cldnt squeeze cab lorhs. then ellekay shihui sheena took one cab, me maggy and the 2 zy fans took another. but our cab took freaking long can... cos got traffic jam... and we waited quite long for the stupid cab lah. grrs.

reached mdc FINALLY. abit the uncle took some different long route lah! pianggs. then the moment we reached i said i din wan to get down. haha. SO MANY PEOPLE lah! all the soul fans... scary ahh. justis awi andy like stand at different parts of the place... then i think they stayed for like a whole hour or smth. and when we reached horh, yuyang khim already come down lerrs...

went to ask yuyang to sign for me and cheryl... then took photos lorhs. then yuyang damn funny lah. sign sign sign, then suddenly he looked up and looked around. "erh. khim leh?" haha. blur look... damn funny lahhs. then i was like. erhh... khim ahh... disappear liao. LOL.

and thenns we wanted to go up... but shihui told us tt zy went down lerrs. so we like abit... diao-ed lah. then saw teresa khim they all at the outside there... so we went down also. but din see zy lah. but we saw zy's mum der car. so we like. erhhs. where is the zy ahhs? then blur diaoo... then deon told us tt he was in his mum's car ler. then i like abit stare stare. hahaa. cos abit he board the car then they still not leaving meh.weird derrs.

went to take photo of khim... wanted to take yiyuan derrs. but he busy lah. so dun care him. hahahas.. then zy mum der car drove out... yiyuan damn funny lah! he like wanna ask people drive him out... then initially ask khim der. then khim ask him to ask zy... then zy mum der car already halfway wan to drive away liao, me and maggy went to his car there to say bye lah. then suddenly yiyuan appeared beside us and went "auntie wait wait wait!!!!" then he opened the car door and asked auntie to drive him outside. piangggs. very der funny leh him! hahahas....

the way he was like... auntie deng yi xia!!! was like damn funny lorh! hahahas... think initially yuyang wanted to leave w him or smth der. aiyah, duno them lah. who cares. hahaha...

then someone came to pick khim up... kuek and i duno who lah. hahaa. then while khim was in e car talking to e others kuek veri funny also... jus sit there and smile... hahaha =.=

after tt teresa der mum came to pick her up also.... hmm yeahhs so everyone left lah. hahahas. then ellekay went w huihui to bus stop. we sat outside mdc and SANG. haha. sing mlb der songs until damn loud. and i totally forgot tt soul was still at the vending machines there. haha.

then ellekay said tt she went to ask andy where was wq. diaoo!! then andy like, err, i duno... if i know then i tell u lah. so diaoo can... haha

then ellekay like go for damn long. when she came back we like. "我們等到花兒也謝了 ...." haha uber funny... las time i also told tt to ishi lah. LOL. i shud try telling tt to weiqi/nic/ sam.... v funny leh. hahaas

then cos 5pm got psc repeat. so we went to recept to watch tv... hahaas. watched the opening... then went outa recept cos scared the receptionist come scold us. then jiahui and kangqi came. kangqi kept asking us... if u duno im mlb fan hor, u think im whose fan? then we all say LUCIFY. hahahaas. quite true mah. LOL. then she ask who we think she will like in lucify. then me and ellekay say kuek...hahahas....

then after tt hoiyan came... v funny lah hahahas. talked alot of crapps. then say alot of v funny stuff. HAHAHA.... say what... the brods bryan appear in holland v before. as the contractor for the duno what. then he only appear for one episode cos after tt they dun wan to open the shop liao. pianggs. haha. then say what, afwan go act the shen zhi yi fa thingy ... then damn funny...shihui say shen zhi yi fa, then sirong like, police and thief? HAHA. abit cha damn far lah!!! LOL....

then after tt we went inside to watch the psc again. first is weilian... thn got khairul and the vasantham one. [okay lah. i shud stop calling him the vasantham one. but horh... i really duno his name lah! hahaha....] then zhiyangg. then MILUBING. but the problem w the place is hor. the tv no sound one. hahahas... so we ownself zi high lah. then i was STILL complaining tt the makeup veri jia lat. hahaas. and sam kept giving the not shuang face lah! weird der lah him. hahaas

ANDDS. THEY CUT AWAY THE MEDLEY! wahlau erh! i uber irritated can!!! grrrrrr.... but nic veri funny lah can... the host passed him the mic to say the donation number. then he siam away... cos he duno the number. pianggs. hahaha. v funny leh him. then he still like half laughing lidat. lols... funny lah him... hahahas...

hmm then after that shihui they all wanted to wait for weijian. but to no avail. =.= so after awhile we decided to leave lorhs. go yishun eat dinner.... then like abit damn funny lahs. we went downstairs, wanted to walk out to bus stop... then on e way out, i saw the 341X van lah! pianggs. then i was like shouting. hahaha... "341X LEH!!! UNCLE DRIVE ME HOME!!!!" duno if the uncle got hear sia. if got then PAISEH DAOO... hahaa.... cos the uncle like live behind my block only lah!

haha

then the funniest thing was like... we walked, then the 341x drove past us, then we saw sinhuey inside lah! pianggs. hahaas. shouted for her, then she waved to us... then we saw junyangg come out from carpark. said hi to him.. then they asked him where weijian was. he say he duno... then jiahui came down late lah! after jy boarded the van then she came down... thn she like uber gek. aiyo... dun gek lahhs....

then after that we walked out... kangqi super funny. she shouted smth to shihui... then she like. err that thing, that thing.... that thing.... AIYAH, I LATER SMS U LAH! hahahas... super funny lah her... then we walked out to bus stop... me shihui ellekay sheena maggy took 855 to yishun. sirong took 157... then sheena went to her ahma house, we went to yishun interchange there to eat... eat the las time yilin recommend der chicken rice. hahaha :) and lemon tea! hahaas

hmm then chatted lorhs. din manage to catch psc finale... cos no tv siaa. pianggs. how come when i nid tv dun have tv?!!! grrrrs... but the psc finale veri funny lah. hahahas... like... the way nic sang was super funny. LOL. got the super yong li look lorhs. tt day forget to tell him. hahaas...

we everything also milubing lah. talk talk talk. hahaas. then after tt left e place... maggy and shihui

went to take mrt, me and ellekay went to take bus. talked about THEM... some very sad stuff. haha.

aiyah, i duno lahhs... shud stop chasing idols lerrs. mus study... but i really DUN WAN TO STUDY.

arghhhs.

sian-ed... wed got people see nic at ps, ytd got people see sam at kallang. then today i see weiqi at tpy. but abit mine also not peng qiao derr lah. hahaha... but nevermind. i shall be contented. :)

this is like what... milubing withdrawal symptoms or smth. haha. crapping rubbish. i really think hor, i dunid to have ticket for fir yinyuehui der lorh. abit... all the six performers all i know der lah. HAHA. at most i jus go there tell faye, then she can let me in backstage or smth. haha. daydream too much lerrs.LOL. think qin dun remember me bahhs. laoshi shud be able to rmb... but aiyah, dao shi go airport jie them jiu know us ler mah. hahaas... faye sure noe me... milubing... dunid to say lah. hahaas....

yayyys.MILUBING AND F.I.R!!!! hyper all of a sudden. LOLs. whees

sian-ness. SCHOOL IS REOPENING! arghhhhs. wo bu yao...!!

i want my jie. FAYE!

16September06- Saturday [MLB meeting]

today went to meet E.S.S in e morning... hahaas. supp to meet sheena at 10 lah, but i reached at like 1020. hahaha. okayys anyways. we made our way down to city hall, to meet ellekay and shihui. then we went to this adidas shop in raffles city, cos got sell tt time sam and wq wear der jacket, and nic der cap. haha... went to see, then walked to raffles place...

went to boat quay macs to eat lunch. then shihui went off to her workplace liaoos. so me ellekay and sheena were like sitting in macs and talking crap. haha. sheena was like saying tt, the first time we met ellekay... ellekay say she short so stand infront.... and she felt like damn insulted.HAHA. lols... and then i was like saying about tt time sf2... then i ask nic to turn the pen, then turn the paper etc. damn lame. haha. long story...look at my archives jiu zhi dao lerrs. hmms. then we were talking about teachers. rmb one time vinnie was sleeping i think. then mdm lee ask her dun slp, she say she talking to duno who. damn FUNNY. hahaha

after that went to oub centre there... cos julie roberts got roadshow there. went to find jiejie... then went to buy barley water for jiejie and uncle robert. jiejie insisted on paying me back lah. then i din want, she was like. u wan take not? dun wan take u go away... HAHA. cos i wanted to change my hp strap thingy. then she take away e thing and ask me go away. diaoos.... so in e end i took the money lah, then she helped me to change e strap.... haha thanks :)

hmmms after tt we went into oub centre to walk walk. went to the cd shop, stayed there until 1 plus... then went up to meet amanda they all. damn funny siaas. haha. we were sitting outside the julie roberts stall... then jiejie ask me why i sit in the sun, i was like... erhhs, SUNTANNING. LOLs. then she like diaoo me. hahahas.

hmms then think kangqi called or smth, so we went down to mrt statn to look for her. the funniest thing is, we went down thru the left side to the mrt statn. then after meeting kangqi, we came up thru the right side escalator to the SAME PLACE we were at. wth! hahaha...

okayys. then we did stuff lah... hahaha. got to know some new friends lohhs. haha. some people tt i always see but duno their names... peggy, karin and yanqing. yeppx.and we were like CRAPPING with biru and karin. damn lame. hahahaa.... can crap like everything under the sun. hahaha. then ellekay was like trying to be stamford raffles. HAHAHA....

okayy ellekay was trying to be stamford raffles. tt was before we pointed out that sir stamford raffles had curly hair and didnt wear specs. wth. hahahaha... then say what, cos he stand there v long hor, then got rain, so his hair become straight. HAHA. so diaoo! then sheena damn cham... hahaha...biru kept asking her to help her hold milo, if not jiu shi hold chocolate, or help to pull her pants. hahahas

....and we actually realised smth lah. wth.

Ellekay = E [ENGLISH]
Meikian = M [MATHEMATICS]
Sheena = S [SCIENCE]
Shihui + Sheena = SS [SOCIAL STUDIES]

SO DIAOO. hahahaha! i can totally like imagine...

"Hello everyone, we are M.E.S.S! I'm ENGLISH, I'm MATHS, I'm SCIENCE, and we're SOCIAL

STUDIES!"
What the rubbish. HAHAHAHA.... random topics. too bored lerrs.LOL. and im still trying to figure out how yanqing knew tt we were M.E.S.S? hahaha...ohh yahhs. then before tt... amanda asked us where we were going after tt, then we told her bugis. after tt biru came to ask us also. then when leaving tt time karin asked us also. then ellekay like, how come everyone ask where we going? we very hong meh? then karin totally DIAOO her and walked away. HAHA. so LENG.

ellekay damn siaoo.... kept laughing and laughing. then like do free cleaning for the stone chair? [ bench? whatever lah] cos everytime she laugh then will sit down... say dirty still keep sitting down.

diaoo lehs. hahaha.... and then she laugh until we all dun wan to ren her lerrs. karin was like, count to three, we all take one step away from her.... hahahas... really lorhs! duno she siao what... =.= hahaas

hmm then someone asked karin to go to the juzb acapella concert. can bring ppl there... i wanted to go lorhs! i think afwan hosting... duno lah. but sheena and ellekay dun wan go lorhs. so bo bians... dun wan go alone mahs. wait nobody crap w me. hahahas.... WO YAO QU. hmm the concert shud be finishing soon? its like 9pm now. hahahaas... acapella rocks....

btw, sidetrack abit. hahahas... tt time zy got the jurong east event... then we were sitting w him off stage cos got nth to do. then watching e performance. got this so called acapella performance... but duno why they got instrument der, and it totally didnt sound like acapella. then zy was like, i thought its supposed to be ACAPELLA? then i was like, yeah lorh, doesnt sound very acapella to me. then i jus point blank refused to listen to them lah. haha. as in like i wasnt paying attentn during their performance, cos it wasnt like acapella as they said. whatever. HAHA

went back to stall... asked uncle robert for some leaflets, cos can give to the people there mah. as in like OUR people. hahaha... then we went to give to amanda and yanqing. super funny... amanda was like, u all so fast found job ler ah? then i say i used to work there... then she say, u now go work lah, then ur boss give u money u can come contribute. then i was like. erhs, they closing shop liao. then she still ask me go work... i was like. wth.u go work lah!

hahahaha....

mmhmm. then we wanted to leave already. kept saying bye... then after saying bye we crapped for another five minutes... then we like, erhhs, i thought we were going to leave already? hahahaas....

hmm yeapps so in e end left raffles place... me and sheena went down to bugis cos i wanted to print my fir stuff lahhs.

reached bugis... then like so uber MAFAN. wth... cos got IMF rights, then they block the roads... so mafan! like we had to make one big round to get to bras basah. wth... then went to the shopp... i think the person v sian me siaa. HAHA. always go print stuff derrs. until now i go also paiseh siaa. tt guy like always give me the "why izit u again" type of look... hahaas... then he asked me when fir coming lahs. diaoos. las time ask me about rainie also. lols...

hmms. that's for today lahhs. hahaaa... so sian-ed.... then we were saying tt our exams starting soon.

then karin say, the 23rd and 7oct event hor, is for u to relax derrs. so rights, the other days u study hard, then on those two days mus relax... hahaas....i dont see the point to study for amaths lah. since my overall sure fail anw. =.= whatever

today is 16 sept. EXAMS ARE BEGINNING IN 11 DAYS!!!!! goshhhhh....

shall start studying.....
MUG HARD!!!

ohh and ellekay, thanks for ur trigo notes! :)

BY THE WAY. im now like super sick of adidas already. hahahaha. like EVERY SINGLE TIME i see mlb, they're wearing/using adidas stuff. VERY SIAN LEH. everything adidas. wth lorhhs. so branded der... when i dun even have fake adidas stuff. hahahaa..... now i damn zhu yi adidas stuff lah. when i go out, and when i see someone w adidas stuff i'll be like. WTH. ADIDAS AGAIN. hahahaha.... this is what happens when u see too much of adidas. -_-"

OHH. karin told us that nic cut hair liaoos. supposedly toot hairstyle? HAHA. lets see on saturday. :P

wheees. study! tml got chem test...REDOX. ohh manns. wth....

18September06- Monday

the technician is supposedly coming soon. lets hope he can fix my comp. :)

2006-09-11T22:16:00.000-07:00

random post...having free period now...

wanna blog about the past weekend! pss event and all. and WEIQI. wahaha... :) weiqi rawks! LOLs... hmms. my post is done already. just that i havent got the time to post it up. and my net doesnt want to work. so yeah. hahaha....

hmms. will try to post up SOON

and SUPERBAND COMPILATION is out! wheee! the songs rawk. hahaas... i think yongqi sounded abit weird though... Brods der HEN XIANG NI was GOOD. hahaa... juzb der kiss goodbye too! yayys...

ahahahas... im crapping rubbish. time to go back to class for chem.SIAN-ED. lalala

SUPERBAND ROCKS. MILUBING ROCKS.

:D

2006-09-06T03:33:00.000-07:00

hello all...

my mood's quite down for the moment... alot of stuff happened etc...

a fellow mlbian just left us... do refer to mlb's blog for more details. din know her but was quite shocked by this news. duno why either... v sad lahs.

so... hope u guys can go to mlb's post and leave some words of encouragement etc for her family and frens. deeply appreciated...

keep her in ur hearts and prayers!

and for those who asked about my ankle. thanks for your concern! im getting better. can walk already. :) thanks thanks...

i feel like crying when i think of mlb lah. about everything in e past, about cindy etc...

im very sad now. haiis....

may God bless all of you out there. do takecare of your health yah. dont take illnesses lightly! take good care of yourself...

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edit... today's thursday liaoos. havent do hmwk! die.... arghhhs

went online this morning, saw nic der new post. his ns deferred to dec/jan... make me so the ku xiao bu de... after reading str away called ellekay and sheena... really veri der ku xiao bu de lorh! arghh. whatever....

hmms... v tired siaa. wanna sleep... hahaha

nothing to blog about. some random topics loh. din go sch for the past 2 days. have got alot to catch up nxt wk...

okayyys. i jus wanna say. FAYE ROCKS. haha! out of the box lahhs. jus missed her alot all of a sudden. hmmmz...

everyone takecares! :)

and i think this is so fated! hahaha....

NICky Lee Jiu Zhe
NICk Shen
NICholas Zhang Dong Liang
NICholas Tse
NICodemus Lee

i seem to be so fated w all the "nic"s lohhs. ahahas... as in like... all the above mentioned i like derrs. hahaas. i think got sumore der lorh. jus tt yi shi cant think of it...
very weird. haha :D

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"才發現,笑著哭最痛"

2006-09-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

-be warned. this will be a LONG post-

02 September 2006, Saturday - auditionSEA event + HTA concert

Met sheena at yishun mrt... then took down to dhoby ghaut to look for e rest...valerie veri der funny...hahaas. train was at amk..then suddenly she called me and asked me where i am. so i was like... "erhhs. on e train?" then i ask her why she ask...then she say jus asking, jiu hang up lerr.abit... hahaha...

reached dhoby ghaut... then went to find shihui. met pekchoo and minhui on e way. went to plaza sing to meet shihui liaoos, went toilet... hahaha... then asked ellekay come find us, and abit we cldnt find each other lah.hahaha... okayy not impt. LOL.

hmm then we went to kfc to eat, and look for valerie... that meal was like the ONLY meal i ate on sat lah. shrooms burger and cheesefries. hmm. haha. ate until 12 plus...then we told valerie they all to leave first. so left MESS and lorita. then we like went walking around to find the pcbunk place...

walked abit... then walk outa plaza sing. then saw this charity thing for yellow ribbon project. then went to donate... after tt, walked towards mrt station then saw the sign for pcbunk. then like we FINALLY found e place. and the most funny thing is... we took escalator down... and we found those THREE people outside the pcbunk place? hahaha...

they all wearing red and white kinda thing... then i asked wq how come they wear red and white... then wq like erhhs. national day mah! then i like... hurrs. abit national day over liao rights... hahaa.. nic wore cap... i like nic der jacket. hahaas. and they like uber adidas lah. whatever. hahaa

then the person in charge came out to look for nic. "erhhs. i duno how to set up ur guitar lehh..." then i started laughing. i duno why lah! hahaha... then we crapped abit. gave sam his TANGERINE. and gave nic his letter...but nic got no bag... so sam kept it lah. then sam say he is the manager... whatever sam! haha...

hmm then they went in to perform... sang xi huan ni! we damn funny canns. like abit... cos they closed e doors mah. then the door got like gaps... so like all of us were trying to either peep thru e gaps, or trying to like plaster our phone/mp3s against the gaps to record e songs. uber funny lah us! hahaha... think alot of ppl think we siao lorhs. LOL

hmm yeah lahhs. then they duno talk wad inside. cldnt hear. so we like went to sit down for awhile. then sang we will rock you i think. duno lahhs. then saw teresa... long time nv see her lerr. haha. [okayy.not say v long. hahaha] hmm then i duno what teresa performed inside lah. cos i think when she was performing mlb came out....

they came out...then i typed a msg on my phone for nic to see. yeppx. then took photo... i think nic looks nicer in white shirt lah! okayys. randomness lah.hahaha... mmhm. thn when we were taking photo...so weird! a whole load of people were taking lah!!! pianggs...

nic: 我覺得我很像動物園leh...
me: erhh. whatever!
*after looking around*
me:er okay.actually,我也是覺得我們很像在動物園......

hahaha. funny lahhs. then we all started laughing. LOL.

then they had to leave already... followed them up lorhs. took escalator...then walked w them to taxi stand... on e way there i think they were like thinking how come we keep following them. i was like trying to tou pai their backview lah. then nic suddenly turn ard and saw me holding my cam. so weird. hahaa... tou pai still kana discover. LOL

then i went to tell wq sorry for keep following them. but i say finish sorry i still continue following. haha. aiyo... paiseh lehhs...sorry lah! but cos everyone follow then i cant like possibly walk away rights. so weird derrs. aiyahh... really sorry lehhs... feel v bad...

then they went taxi stand lahs. typed another msg for nic to see. n im surprised he actually rmbed what i said. but more about tt later on... hmm yeah then i asked him why he wear cap... he like... "erhhs. nice mah...." hahas. this one got relation to smth else... more below...

yeppx then they went off lahs. so we went to mrt station... valerie they all went to mdc, then we went bras basah. cos i wanted to print one more milo box. yahhs. hahaas. then we went to bugis junction to shop shop and pai neos! yayys. hahaa... then got this sell hp der booth. got sell nic tt phone... i wan lorhs! but nv put e price lehhs...

after tt... lorita left, then we took train down to boonlay. for the hta concert.... went boonlay to take shuttle bus. took quite awhile to reach e place....

e place was like FREAKING HOT. pianggs. haha. and we cldnt find e concert area so we went to ask this guy... then he told us e direction... but we walk here walk there still cant find e place. in e end is we ownself see map then find der. diaoos. hahaa....

saw e concert area. v v few people lahs. all the milubing fans only i thinkk. but we din want to go there stand... so we went to the exhibition thingy. chui abit of aircon...then we sat down inside. hahaa. and then we met caixia and shimei... they told us tt got some auntie try to snatch our mlbians der place. irritating lah.

after tt, went to take some photos lorhs. and spray hair! hahaha. so in love w pink hairspray :D then ard 6 went down to concert grounds. we go stand at e side... facing stage der right side. then abit there got nobody... only got us. hahaa....we mus qiang der nobody stand der place. LOL. cos infront got qt alot of ppl lerrs.

then we saw/heard JUZB! hahaa. then we ran to e other side to see them sing. as in like. look at them while they rehearse. haha whatever. then they went away to i duno where... din see anyone interesting lah, so went back to our place. sat down... then sian abit lah. hahaa...

ard 7, daniel ong and michelle came on stage... talked abit, then performance began... quite sian lah. blah blah blah. then got juzb, soul etc. and i nearly freaked out during SOUL's performance. cos when they jus went on stage, the mic no sound lah! alamak. so scary. phewws.

but the performances were good! hahaas

got SI, fiona xie, juzb, soul, van fan, tong en, and sumore... ohhs. i liked the danceworks performance! damn good lah! they can dance until like damn good. power sehhs. and v cute. hahaa! i like lahhs. :) and then there was erhhs. taufik, electriko [how to spell???] and stuff.

juzb sang tong hua and smth else... soul i only remember rising sun... then abit... taufik lah! pianggs. his song hor like DAMN LONG. he was 2nd last performer... mlb was last... piangg erhhs. his song so the uber long lah. i stand until i wan to die liao can...

van fan sang LOVE STORY! then he was like... "這首歌是F.I.R的阿沁幫我創作的..." then when i heard ahqin i screamed. so leng chang.... hahahaha... then when he sang love story i was like happily waving along and singing... then he got come wave to us leh! wahaha... maybe he thinks im a big fan of his or smth. LOL.

hmm then mlb sang the same songs as audition event... nice lah. but really... i think they v cham leh. hahaas. cos when they performing they had to wear jacket... pianggs. i lidat stand jiu hot like anything liaoos. they still nida wear jacket... kelian ahhs....

then after mlb's performance we ran to e other side... the place where they wld come out from. then was like finale liaoos. mlb standing at the side... super cute lah! hahas. then taufik infront of them. kept passing the mic to mlb to sing.. hahaa! so cute.

then like uber funny lahhs. we like randomly scream scream scream... kept shouting their names... then suddenly sam turned around and waved to us leh! goshh. hahaa. din expect tt... then after awhile weiqi also turned and waved... then nic see weiqi turn he turned also. lols.. did thumbs up gesture... he wave ler jiu turn back lerrs...

after tt... when coming off stage lerrs... nic got do back the thumbs up gesture... hahaas. then we went to like stand at e side waiting for them to come out. all the mlbians stood as one row... then we like.. later when mlb come out we altogether say "THANK YOU MILUBING"... yeah lorhs. hahaa. then i think they abit surprised lahhs

after tt they went to wherever the bus was parked... the floor like uber ao tu bu ping can. run until i almost fall =.= but heng nv lahh. hahaas. then nic like walk damn fast... was trying to keep up w him lorhs.

hmm yeah. then after tt we took shuttle bus back to cck mrt. went to macs to buy drinks... then went back to yishun. thankfully ellekay managed to catch the last 39 lah. phewws. haha

mm yeahh tts all for sat bahhs. andds... din eat for the whole day lorhs! only meal i ate was like the kfc which was like my breakfast. hurrs. and stand/walk until shoe spoil. sian diaoos...

03 September 2006, Sunday - PSC Charity Show

woke up at 9 plus... to write letter for nic and make the milo box lahs. then got outa house at 12 plus... went to ntuc to buy sam der TANGERINE... then met maggy at around one. went to breadtalk to buy bread for them... then me and maggy went walking around, then took cab down to mdc.

reached mdc at ard 145. pianggs. uber suayness. hahaa. abit the cab stop on the slope lah, then i cldnt get off... and the magderlin lin dun wan help me open the door. then after i got off the cab i nearly fell down the slope. hahaa...

sat down lorhs. listened to music... then after awhile valerie and minhui came. they went upstairs, then we continued sitting downstairs... yeahhs after awhile biru they all came also... sat there and rotted, tried to do my stupid chem ws. then was saying later can ask ncy how to do lorhs. haha

andd thenns... nic came at around 220 i think? abit damn funny... biru they all sat on e floor mahhs. then i was sitting on e chair... then his cab came in, and stopped on e slope... then i stare at him for damn long lah! hahaha... cos i not sure if is him... cos tt time like quite early lehhs. then i stare v long, then turned and asked maggy... "erhhs. does tt look like nic?" then she say yahhs...

so i like actually stood up, walked over to the place biru they all sitting... then stood there and stared sumore at e cab. then i finally recognised him w his BLACK SPECS, BLACK POLO TEE and BLACK and white necklace. hahaa. then i was like. nic come lerrs. then they like, huhh, where? then i jus pointed to e cab, "in e cab lorh" then i walked away to take my stuff. hahaha...

then he got off the cab lahhs. then asked me izit weiqi they all havent come... abit duhhhh. haha. like, never see them jiu shi havent come lah, they cant possibly like hide behind der pillar or smth rights. LOL. then he went to put down his stuff...then after he asked tt qn, weiqi and sam arrived in a cab. haha

hmms. went to ask him to sign... and yes! im surprised he remembered what i said okayys. about his lyrics thingy... he wrote on my book... "the lyrics gimme sum time ya.. mus type out..." whees. thanks yahhs! man man laiis... not stressing u okayys? :D

then he like lean against the wall and squat down to sign. ask him sit chair he dowan... think they quite tired lehhs. 3 performances in 2 dayys...

then he asked me... "ytd der performance okayy hor? then i say yahhs... good lahhs. thn i started telling him about what happen at audition event... like all of us sticking to the door and stuff. uber funny... hahaa. then he like say... "i duno why they close the door lorhh... cos think initially he thot they wont close e door, then we can see from outside... yeah lorhs

then told him about the soul mic no sound thing. then he say aiya, this kind of thing always happen to us der lorhhs... i think... hahaas. hmm yeahhs. then asked him and wq if got see us at the hta concert. then he say... actually cannot see anything... cos the lights.... etc etc. then wq say, but we got see u all at e back right? meaning the finale lahhs. okayys. at least they saw us.haha

hmmm.. then i uber busy... i passed phone to sam to let sheena talk to him... then they abit talk damn long... so i jus like gave sam my phone and went to talk to nic. hahaa.. then nic was telling me about the hta performance... about electriko der performance... then he like so mean lahs. hahaas. he told me smth... then i kept saying he v bad lahs... but actually i agree w him. hahaa. dun say out.. if not people will scold me... hahaa

and then... got some soul fans... soul der car came out from carpark mahhs. then their fans all beside e car... then nic heard them shout, so he turned... then he like, who's tt? then i say soul lahhs.

then he damn lame... he like go shout SOUL, ISHI! pianggs. hahaa...

hmm yeah lorhs. then sam finished talking to sheena, so passed phone back to me. then i zhi jie passed the phone to nic. then like uber funny... sheena heard nic der voice. then she like, huh, who are you? then nic like, huh, u ask me who i am? damn funny lahhs. hahaha....

hmm yeah lorhhs. then ellekay havent come lah. so after they talk finish i passed phone to wq also.

aiyo... wq veri funny lahhs! hahaa... after talking to ellekay.. he signed my book... then he wrote HELLO ms producer of MILO BOXES! hahaha... so cute rights. LOL. make me sound like some factory owner. maybe i should start some MLBox Pte Ltd or smth. LOL...

then like finally ellekay arrived... i wanted to help her scare wq derr...cos on e phone she told wq she cldnt make it... then rights... i stupid stupid walk over and fell down. and sprained my ankle. pianggs. uber sad case lorhs.

then i damn dua pai... cos i havent go find sam mahhs. then i walk over to sam... [or rather, limped over] then i from like 1 metre away i shouted "SAM! MY LEG PAIN!" hahaha... then sam like "huhh...why ur leg pain...?" thn i told him i fell down... then he wrote on my book... why is ya leg so pain? dont walk too much! whee. sam so nice... haha. thanks sam! :)

then after tt i dua pai one more time... walked over to nic... then some distance away i shouted again ... "NIC! I FELL DOWN!" then nic like... huhh... where u fell down? then i pointed to e place... then he asked me... "which handsome guy did u see?" wth lahhs. duhhhs. then i like uber pekcek, then still like walk everywhere find sam tk photo and stuff.

told sam tt shihui din manage to catch their performance at hta. then told him she live jb derrs... then he like v surprised... i think i got tell all of them lah. then sam like... huhh really...then like feel v ke xi for her... and then nic say cos they overrun lorhhs. yeahhs...

after awhile wq v funny lahhs. he like... everyone! we nida leave soon! in.... now? then i was like... diaooed! hahaa... so funny lah him. then after awhile nic came and went like, weiqi, we're four minutes late already.... then sam still v kelian kana mob... hahaa

sam forever the last one lorhs. hahaa. nic and weiqi went up first... then they walk up ler still happily saying BYE to sam lah! hahaha... super funny... nic still like laughing lorhs...they all run away...leave sam alone downstairs w us. hahaa... wanted to ask sam tk photo derrs...but cos really no time lerrs, then i limped upstairs find nic and wq lorhs

passed bread and nescafe to nic... then nic saw e nescafe.. he like. "huh, why not cafe nova?" veri der qian bian leh. hahaha... then i told nic i going in to watch the psc... then he say duno what lahhs. told him i'll wait for him at recept aft e show. then he said smth about go home... then duno what lah. then i keep huh-ing, then in e end he gave up cos late liao. hahaha

yeppx. then they went in... after tt mr zhiyangg finally came. he came at like 315 lahs. abit... ask him for his reporting he say is 330...but nida go in by 315. then by e time we talk talk talk alr 320 liaoos.

then he still hao yi si come ask if mlb go in lerr.then we say yahhs... then he like, oh, so im the last lorh. wth...

ANDDS. initially when he jus came... i was sitting down... then i told him, i cant stand cos i sprained my ankle. so he like okayys... then wei le go talk to him and tk photo i limped over to his side there.

then he like UBER MEAN.

him: i thought u cannot stand?
me: stand is can stand lah...but cannot walk only...
him: but u already walk here liao right?
me: WAHLAU. told u i sprain my ankle liao, u where not shuang lah! GRRR...

irritating leh him! hahaha... super irritating. then he pronounced vasantham until damn funny. haha.

then sang bdae song for xe. his way of singing bdae song really like damn.... no comment. in the middle still got add "hey" here "hey" there. pianggs. hahaha

then maggy they all followed him upstairs. din go cos leg pain... sat downstairs lorhs. then after tt... ellekay and xe went off... xe went airport to study, ellekay went home to change. then me and maggy sat for awhile...then went king albert park eat macs...

after eating macs... went back to mdc. walked overhead bridge. pianggs erhhs. the overhead bridge horr... walk until damn pekcek... got 2 sumore lah. wth... but actually sprain ankle mus walk more... if dun walk even more pain lorhs. walk ler jiu not pain liaoos... went back to mdc, then waited for zhiyangg der parents to come and pass us e tics lahhs.

mmhm then we like din have enough tics... miscommunication lorhs. so cldnt get tics for ellekay and shihui... then duno what to do... so me and maggy went down to studio first. the collect tics der auntie damn funny lah. hahaha. she asked if we got write name and stuff on e tic... then we havent write...

so stand outside and write... then suddenly she open the door and went mus write bank account oso hor! then maggy like HUH?! then she say joking only lah... hahaha....

went in then sat w ser and hanning... then shihui and ellekay came... pekchoo managed to bring them in... yepp. then after awhile show started lahhs. then got opening... all of them came out lorhhs. then we screamed like crazy for mlb. and i totally like no voice lorh! goshh... but the 3 of them kept waving to us... as in like, i think they randomly anyhow wave bahhs.. cos dun think they can see us...

hmm yeahhs. then the first item quite funny lah. hahaha. the pck and whatever thingy... super cute... LOL. cldnt rmb still got what... hmm. got the singapore poly thing. SUPERSTAR. yahhs. then... we were like being uber enthu during dick lee's performance. haha.he sang home... then i sang damn loud... hahaha...

hmm then YANZI! yayyys. hahaha. pretty yanzi :D sang shen qi and love will keep us alive w weisong laoshi. nice nice nice! yanzi rawks lah!

hmm the mlb zy item... zy sang er shi er, khairul [duno how to spell lah] and the vasantham person sang also... hahaa... then mlb sang PERFECT. whee! haha. nice nice... but sheena say they look v pale and stuff on tv. aiyah, i duno lahhs. then got medley by all of them... cool lahhs. hahaa
hmms... then after tt got some other performance... and commercial break + news time. so i used the commercial break time to write a one page letter to nic. hahaha... random topics again lahs.LOL.

after e entire thing... got finale.. they all wear white lehs! aiyo... so cool. haha. SHUAI leh! esp weiqi... so uber shuai.. hahaa... then cos the finale song... like each of them hv to sing a few sentences lah. when nic singing his face damn cute lah. hahaha...so ren zhen lidat... LOL. and then we like kept screaming for mlb and zy lorhs haha.

oh ya... then during zy der performance... we scream like siao for him he nv look up canns. we scream for mlb they got look up lah. then after tt maggy smsed him... then he say got lights cannot see... then we like... how come other ppl can see u cannot see ah? hahaha....

hmm after e show ended, went back to recept... stood for awhile... then got available chair so went to sit. then got this uber shuai guy from yzu... really damn shuai lah him! then we like... OMG is tt guy leh! cos me and maggy saw him b4... hahaha... then after awhile he disappear, ellekay still like walk ard trying to find him lorh. haha

hmm then zy came out... hahaa. kana mobb lah him. then maggy passed him the neos i think. i jus like sit there nv stand up.. then when he walked over i was like. " I REALLY CANNOT STAND OKAY!"

hahaha... then he veri nice siaa. hahaa. when he leaving ler he still turn back tell me "they" coming out liaoos. haha mlb lah! THANKS ZEEWHY! :)

but horrs. mus say first... dun think we all like siao mlb then dun wan u liao lah. haha. we never okayys! we'll still support u der hor! haha....

after some time... mlb came lerrs. then they went to change pass... went to tell sam tt i got no voice lerr. haha. then walked over to nic... told him i sprained my ankle, then he went like "AGAIN?" then i was like. no lah! jus now lahs... hahaas... thn they v gan shi jian....

they only stayed for awhile... cos wq and sam had to go lerrs. wq going back to sch, sam going back to camp... yeah lorhhs. then while wq and sam were leaving, i turned around then shock dio... a whole bunch of people were crowding around nic lorh! until i cldnt even see him lah! gosh... so kelian ... then i walked over... he sweat like siao ahhs. then ask him go home rest cos sure v tired lerrs...

yeahh lahhs. then followed them downstairs. leg uber pain... but still walk damn fast w them... asked nic about e fir thing. thn he like, the event on oct 7 right? then i say yahh... thn he told me about his bdae AGAIN. okayy okayy. i'll sing bdae song for u okay? dun remind me lerrs. hahaha...

told him my leg v pain... then he ask me walk slower... then i was like uber agitated. "u all walk so fast! then i walk slow how to keep up?!" hahaha...

then they went down lahhs. took duno who der car.. then when they walking to the car... nic like suddenly turn ard and went... "TML GOT SCH AH! erhhs. tml holiday liao hor?" then i was like. ya lah ya lahs... tml holiday ler lah! hahaha... cos in e afternoon i alr told him tt holiday start lerrs. LOL.

then their car drove away... then my leg pain, so i jus like stand there nv move lah. then suddenly their car uturn back...then wq wind down the window and shouted BYE BYE! haha... so cute... i think he tt night v hyper or smth lorh. LOL. then he take photo w me smile until v nice... hahaas

andd thenns... went to take cab home... ard 12 then reach home... then abit monday i got exam lahhs.... sianned...

ohya... smth to add... on sat i asked nic why he wear cap... then on sun i considered asking a super qian bian qn... "why u never wear cap today?" hahaha... but tts like such a CRAP qn. so i din ask. hahahaha....

04 September 2006, Monday - Chinese Prelim Paper

thot i wld be late... left house at 7 plus... cos leg pain cldnt walk properly. then called chenlaoshi to tell her i wld be late. in e end i reached sch at 720... hahaha. walked to class... then jw they all helped to arrange e tables... thanks! haha... then they said they found a lizard in victoria's table. wth lahhs

then memorised gong han and si han ge shi.... then like 740 liaos, cheryl and ade still not here lorhs. smsed them... then cheryl reached on time lah thankfully. but ade was late... like 5 min late lahhs.

and thenns... started paper... did gong han... cldnt really concentrate cos felt like sleeping lorh. BUT. got motivation der okayys! hahaha... cos on sunday i asked the 3 guys to sign my pencil case. then when i was doing the exam i was like... everytime i feel like sleeping i go look at their signature on my pencil case...then will be like. i mus prove to nic tt i got study! so i'll start writing again. hahaha...

but really horrs.. 2 hours for zuowen plus yingyongwen quite long siaa. sit until wan to sleep... like... i was daydreaming throughout half e time. and even thou i daydream alot, after i finish my zuowen still gt like 15 min to slack. hahaas... i think i wrote rubbish for my zuowen... heck lah.

yeppx. then after tt.. stayed in class to listen to mlb der songs during break. then at 1030... paper 2... the li jie wen da like uber sian diaoos. alot i dun understand lah. some uber crap thingy... heck liaoos. my last few qns all write rubbish... then write damn short...

after paper finished, went off to tk cab home... went home to sleep. then after tt at night go see the "tie da" for my ankle... pianggs. uber funny lah! HAHA. actually not say v pain... then like... the person help me like put some oil and stuff. then like supposedly v pain rights... but while he was doing i was listening to mlb songs... then i started smiling to myself. HAHA....

i think i siao liao lorhs! LOL. cos i brought my mp3 in case wait v pain...then got stuff to distract me mah. but horrs... not pain derrs lorh. then the person ask me if pain, i say no.. then he still say i v noe how to endure pain. i always lidat der lah.las time also lidat. hahaa... not the type to scream like siao even if pain der... LOL. at most i jus like bite myself or smth. HAHA. then while he doing the thing.... i was listening e songs and smiling to myself. cant help it lah, everytime i think of milubing i start smiling to myself can. hahahaas

came home... talked to ellekay and sheena on e phone. v sian lorhhs...haiis. then we talked about some stuff... then v sad lahh... aiyah whatever. haha

hmms. updates for the past few days... went to see doctor todayy... ankle's getting better! YAY.

hahaa. went out to northpoint to look for ellekay and sheena jus now. went to eat... then made this thingy at gift a name. we each made one... mine's nic, ellekay der's weiqi, then sheena der's sam... hahaa. hp accessory. then got significance derrs...

mine other than the name got 1 guitar... ellekay der is duckie... sheena der is pacifier. haha... theirs is becos of bu xiang zhang da derrs. mine is jus guitar lorh. and the guitar v cute... yays. hahaa

yeppppx! so uber bored. jus took like 2 hours to blog this? haha... nida go sch tml... arghhs. i dun wan! i got mc der lorhs... doc gave me mc for today and tml lahhs...

advice... if u sprain ur ankle, walk more... go walk a few times overhead bridge or smth. hahaa.. walk more then wont be so pain lerrs. better than whole day sit in bed... even more pain ahhs. after walking ard northpoint for like 1 hour plus now my leg not pain ler lorh. hahaha....

forever my 第一吉他手- NIC! :)

這些日子,我真的開心過了! 這些快樂,都是你們帶給我的... 謝謝你們給我那麼美好的回憶.我不會忘記! 你們... 會嗎?

"我不願去相信,我們之間,隔著海洋的距離"

2006-08-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE

im DAMN BORED lahh. hahaha... so decided to come and blog... nothing to do sehhs. anyways...

today was teachers' day celebration!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :)

super funn...hahahaas... first we gathered in e hall... then the teachers came in. ms choo and mrsgoh etc were like damn funny lah haha...and mrs cheong was wearing sn uniform!gosh. hahaa... then they recited teachers pledge etc. then we did the exercise thingy...after tt went back to class...

went back to class and slacked for awhile, then miss khor came to class for awhile. after ttwe went up to staff rm to look for teachers... ade cheryl and eve had stuff to give. then i jus like standat the side and rot, cos i din prepare anything...now i feel damn bad leh! cos like...chinese rep then nvprepare anything for chen laoshi... arghhs... i really forgot about it...

then i saw mr tan, so i went like. HI MR TAN! Happy Teachers' Day! erhhs... no present lah,sorry. then he was like, nevermind, its okay... hahaaas... i wished alot of tchrs happyteachers day..but all never give present... like v bad leh haha... okayys. chen laoshi, ms praveena, mskhor, mrs christina tan, ms lee, and some more... i owe u all first lah can? nxt year give double. hahaha....

took photo withmrs tan and ms khor using my phone...others... still got ms praveena, chenlaoshi, ms jeya etc etc... but all w chia cos took using her cam. yeppx. cos my phone not enough

memory...and i stupid stupid forget to bring cam... =.=

STOMP HOTTEST FEMALE TEACHER!

tada.... MS NICOLE KHOR! :D

SN MOST CARING TEACHER!

tada.... MRS CHRISTINA TAN! :)

yayys hahaha.... i think i look super weird in the pic w mrs tan...cos she so xiao zhi i so dua jia... haha

whatever lahhs. LOL...

okayys. then after that, we went to hall again! to watch CAPTAINS BALL MATCH. so funny lah! pianggs. hahaha... teachers against students... cant remember who played... only remembered a few... mdm lee, ms praveena, ms khor, mr foo, mrs tan [pe], wang hsu hui laoshi etc... super funny...

hahaha! ms praveena damn pia...i think she fell like 10 times in the entire match. really!!!and ms khor like damn scared of ball or what. LOL....

mdm lee quite good... and MR FOO. wahhs... good to have someone tall to defend.then he always hit the ball away. haha... GREAT JOB TEACHERS! :) mrs tan also good...[feihua] okayys hahaha.... and the ball kept going out...heng our position was on the stage... if not kanahit jiu you...

then we played bombing game lorhhs. haha. our class damn lame.kept starting... then after awhile jiudie diao... then did kallang wave during the uhh...3 minute break. haha

actually. i duno the results for the match leh?? haha okayys maybe i wasnt paying attention. LOL. but

dunid to see results lah, see them play entertaining enough liao. wahahas....

hmm then after that, made our way down to the track... already 10am liaoos. did the exercise thingy again... then end lerrs. the people damn cham lahhs. mrs tan, mr phee and the sports leaders etc. they had to like stand in the rain and show us the moves for the exercise. XIN KU NI MEN LE:) yeppx yepp then overall quite fun lah! v happy sumore... hahas...

after tt went back to class and slacked abit. then went w ade cheryl and eve to staff rm again... found a couple of teachers... then left cos got cca celebration in canteen... yeppx...

oh yahhs... before tt... went to staff rm, then saw ms praba and ms fazi. super funny... ms fazi did this damn cute pose for chia to take lah. hahahaha... and then i was telling ms praba...

me: u know... i think im going to fail my argumentative lah!
her: if you dun score well its okay, should be can pass... [smth lidat lah]
me: aiyah, i really think i'll fail lorhs! cos right... i do already, then i blanked out! i was like, i think im outof point lehh....
her: yah...thats what u always say....
me: REALLY lah! i really think i'll fail!!!

hahaa... cos las time... like 2 times! i told her i wld fail my essay. then in e end i got damn high marks lah. pianggs.haha. las year eoys... after the exam i was like, ms praba! die already... i sure fail myessay this time...then she like aiyo...then when paper come back i got 3rd highest in class. 21... haha... damn bai chi...this year oso got paper lidat... not boasting lah, but i think horrs... ms fazi derstandard and my standard like... abit different. haha. as in maybe i think this is damn out of point but she thinks its okay bah. but hurrs. i still think i'll fail my argumentative! hahaha....

i shall concentrate on eng chi and chem for eoys... since only need to pass 3 subjs... eng shud be

okayys. chi have to work abit harder bah. dun blank out during paper jiu hao.haha. then chem... have to study formula...study like siao! if not... die lah....

anyway hor, i got back my ppr already. and im like damn surprised. i improved by 1 mark okay! hahaha... but still nv pass overall... i improved by one mark for both overall and L1R5. not bad rights... at least never drop.... haha....

hmmm! going to be busy for the nxt few days. but im going to start mugging for CHEM. i duno why chem also...but im suddenly very interested in chem. cos i have a nice teacher? haha... okayys.

yeppx..

tml going out w xe and all. to celebrate xe's bdae! :) then saturday... whole day milubing... first the auditionSEA event, then the home academy one. but the auditionSEA one can only wait outside bahhs. since cant go in or smth. yeppx. and then sunday, president star challenge charity show... going w maggy and ser... duno if xe going... got tics from zy ders. cldnt get tics for shihui and ellekay ... cos tt day went to ask nic then he say they 3 only 10 tics, for family members. yeppx...

go support zhiyangg and milubing! :)

i miss F.I.R!!! FAYE AHH!!! tt day went to dl and watch the yin yue ai qing gu shi. really made me laugh like crazy... esp the 3rd and 5th ep... LAUGH LIKE SIAO... qin really damn entertaining lorh! and the way laoshi act... so not laoshi lah! hahaas.. faye v pretty in e 3rd ep... yayys.

hahaas... FAYE ROCKS!!! miss her larhs. still got like...one month 7 days. so sian-ed...

"其實你很愛他,對我的懲罰.
說你沒有想他,是可憐我吧"

2006-08-27T10:29:00.000-07:00

MILUBING gathering today!

super tired... ytd made nic's present until 430am lorhhs. but cant blame people cos i was like busy blogging... only started on the present at 2 plus.hahaas.... did the compilation album... then went to do the guitar thingy... initially din plan to do der, cos thot tt printer no ink.then in e end decided to try...and succeeded...hahas.heng nv take too much time doing tt....

this morning... met shihui and sheena at 10. ellekay late again! hahaha.... cos she left her stuff at home... she told me to buy straits times cos got nic... then me shihui and sheena sat at macs for awhile...wrote another letter, cos the prev letter din write happy bdae. then went to fetch ellekay from interchange. bought straits times...had such a hard time finding the article.thought we kana cheated. hahaha....

then finally found it... about huayu cool derrs. the pic damn nice lah! the content not bad...at least its something new... :)

"My dream is to write rock music with a western influence but with chinese lyrics."

hmmmz.... interesting? haha.... look forward to ur future compositions then! :)

okayys... lalala... sat at macs... wrote letters, then planned out our stuff. after tt me and ellekay went to buy scrapbook, sweets and hair spray... went back, then me and sheena went to develop photos. took damn long lah. like half an hour. when ellekay and shihui only took like less than 15 min. hahaas....

after developing photos, went back...then started on the scrapbook. SUPER GANCHIONG. cos by the time we got started, it was already like 1pm liao.and our meeting time was like 2 plus... damn sian diaoos... then we rushed like crazy lah. basically i jus piak-ed all the photos onto the pages... had quite a hard time choosing photos lohhs. realised tt we had damn few nic photos lah! arghs...

piak-ed all the photos in...then chose some of our own stuff...us, then photos of presents we gave them.... then the heading for all those is "some of our RANDOM, OUT OF THE BOX rubbish" hahaa... since he said tt random blah blah blah thingy.... yeahhs...

rushed dao siao...then had to do cover for the compilation album.... cut out the pic...then pasted it on, added some words on top.then wrote the tracks in the content thing...then damn funny lah! we din know how to write chen mo de gao yang der gao... then had a damn hard time trying to figure out... then in the end shihui asked her fren...hahahas....

the book included our profiles also... some crap stuff about us... then got our individual photo w nic.

we were like saying... we think tt out of the whole book, the nicest is those 4 profile pages lah! damn

funny lah hahaas...

after tt... still got some captions for photos not done...but v v late liaos. so we RAN all the way to the cc... but the others havent reach.... so we did it there.... after awhile, the others reached

ah. then rights... everyone went up first... we stayed to finish the scrapbook. so like...left our gang plus shimei and caixia i think

then ellekay was writing on the book... then i was like looking around. suddenly i saw this 4 people walking towards us. then i went like. urhhs. v shu horrs.... ISNT THAT WEIQI?!!! then i shifted sideways abit and saw nic. i think i damn over react... hahaa....

me: ARGH. THEY COME LIAO!!! FASTER KEEP FASTER KEEP!!!

then we like started ganchiong-ing and whatever. then we jus threw the scrapbook into the box... then i see them coming liao, i faster take the box and walked away... then sheena was like, DUSTBIN!!! then i walked to the dustbin there...then i was like, uh, throw into the dustbin meh?

hahaha....

i was holding the box... then they came to the lift lah. nic and sam were looking at us with the.... uhhs...what u all doing type of look... hahas. then the lift came liaos, sam asked us to go in....

sam: why u all dun wan to go in?
me : [still holding the box and refusing to face them] urhhs... PREPARATION IN PROCESS. never mind u all go up first! :)

then sam like give the hurrs look... then i still like act act...hahahas. i turn my head and said hi to them, then the other side they were trying to stuff the box into the plastic bag. damn funny... hahas.

then i was like, the lift here right, how come u all dun wan to go up? [from my position cannot see the lift door] then sam was like point at the thing and say tt it went up lerrs. diaoo-ed.haha

finally stuff the things inside liaoos.. then i held the box and walked over... lift came, so they went in first. damn funny seh! weiqi duno doing what lah, then he like stray away from us... then lift came liao, sam nic and amanda went in... then weiqi walked towards the lift, but the lift door close liao. so is like... he yan zheng zheng stand infront of the door and see the door close. then he totally got the SIAN DIAO type of look.super funny lah! then sam opened the door for him... then we all like burst out laughing... haha. then sam inside also laughing... LOL.

they went up...then we took the nxt lift lorhhs.were the last to enter... so paiseh lidat. everyone stare at us... then like no place to sit. haha. so in the end we went to join.... i duno who der fren... hahaas. but after tt they call us gather infront. so we shifted lorhs.

started QnA session and stuff. then someone asked abt their fav colours. sam der was urhhs. black? i cant rmb... then weiqi say sui bian i think. nic say black white and PINK.

hahas... cos the designer or whatever tts called...keep making him wear pink? haha i cant rmb what he said lah. LOL

then we showed them the nic huayu cool article in straits times. they din know... nic like abit shock dio or smth lahhs. then sam took the npp and walked away to read. then nic started saying all these stuff about chinese... uber CHIM der lorh him....then sam came back w the npp. n started complaining about the reporter.

"the article say my name is sam ONG... my name is sam WONG lorh, not sam ONG"

hahahas.... funny lahhs... LOL.

then weiqi started telling us about smth damn funny lah! he say duno if u all know... last time new paper or smth got this article. then they say, nic wrote his compositions, and we used to sing it ON THE BUS... then after he said tt i went , YA.... then like suddenly leng diao! cos like nobody say they know tt article, only i went YA. then i was like. UH.... i think have lah?

hahaha....

then he said... actually rights... what we told the reporter was... nic wrote his compositions, and we used to sing it IN THE PAST.... PIANG. SUPER FUNNY lahhs... then we all started laughing... the way he say quite funny lorhs. hahahas.... lame dioos....on the bus and in the past cha like freaking yuan right. LOL

yeah then i bo liao lah. nothing to do, so ask them qn also lorhs. in class also not so enthu lah. hahaha... asked them... "are you guys planning to include english songs in ur album?" then i think they say mus see warner or smth lah. cos havent really discuss mahhs.... but they do hope to, cos nic der compositions are in english...yepp yepp

hmm then after the session... biru came in with nic der cake. sang happy bdae song for him... then as i predicted... he was like, huh, so early ah? hahaas... really abit too early lah. but dao shi no time lerrs mahhs.... the cake v nice siaas. got NIC on top. as in the words? hahaas

then took photos and blah blah blah. then he said his bdae gan yan... uber chimo again... and super serious leh. aiyo...nxt time talk dun so serious leh, i see him talk so serious i also scared laa. say what... "im one year older, which means i have one year lesser to live" wahlau. i hear this then i went like OI.... so pessimistic lidat....

yeahhs...then 3 of them took photo w the cake...after tt they cut cake for everyone to eat. we dua pai lehh...hahaa... we sat at the back of the room...cos went to arrange the stuff inside the box. then jus sit there...

we damn dua pai lah. hahas. first sam came to approach us i think. then we say we dun wan cos we jian fei... then after tt weiqi came... he say still got alot so ask us to eat. but i say we jian fei... then i really like damn sabo myself can!!!! cos i thot alot of people eat sure wont have any cake left... so i told him, okayys lah, u all eat lorhs. if later got left i bao all lah. then he actually like rememebered!!! goshh. hahaas... long story. tt one later... hahas.

then after tt nic came...i say we jian fei, then he like, bu yong jian lah! then i say got stuff to give him...then shihui holding the box. the guitar we put on the cabinet between me and shihui. i totally forgot lah! then i told him got stuff to give him, then he pointed and went like. tt one izit? then i stare stare... realised the guitar was there, then i went like SHIT. duno how to fan ying... so i jus took the thing and said... urhhs. okay lorh, u see liao jiu give u lorh. hahaas. then he took and walk away liao i called him back... said tt later give him altogether... yepps. hahas.

so dua pai lahh us. but in the end we took the cake from nic. hahas. i din eat though... shihui they all ate bahhs. then came the damn sabo myself part... leftover cake...left the words IC. then kangqi came over asking us to eat... then weiqi lah! PIANGGS. he walked over to kangqi and went "jus now meikian say she wan to bao all the leftover cake..." then i totally... WTH... I NEVER LAH! I DUN WAN THE CAKE LEH! then kangqi put the cake on the table for us....

pianggs. hahahas... then we left the cake there while we went to take photos and blah. then nic came behind to sit. so asked him to go to our corner, then gave him our present. he browsed thru the scrapbook infront of us... then he miss diao the page tt ellekay valerie and sheena mo fang their imag photo... then i turn back for him he like diao-ed the pic lah. hahaas

then he saw the photo tt got our shoes plus their board der shoes... hahaas. like abit interesting... lols... hmm yeah lorhs. then ask him to see the other stuff, he say he'll go home and see... oh then when i gave him i told him, this is the reason why i take so many photos... cos ytd he asked me why i take so many photos mahhs. and this is totally peng qiao der lorh! no relation der.haha

hmms... then he sat at the table in the corner. wanted to ask him qns... then like paiseh leh. din want to ask infront of so many people. thn he keep asking me to ask...then i dun wan...then he tried to grab my book.. pianggs.hahas. he was like, aiyah, i help u read lah! then he grab my book...then i went like. I DUN WAN!!! then i si si hold on to the book. hahahas...

some other people came to talk to him...then blah blah blah. talk talk talk. then got talk about their management still being mdc, then warner blah blah blah.... yeah then after tt i started video-ing him, then he talk finish liao suddenly like come wave wave infront of my cam and ask me to continue asking qns... so i jus like ask rubbish qn lah. ask if they going to report at mdc nxt wk etc...

then after i ask liaoos. he like blur blur duno about the dhoby ghaut event or smth. then walked away to ask weiqi or smth. then jiu disappear diao. hahas.

after tt... v funny lah. cos we inside, then sam outside. then shihui like ask him come in. then they 2 hors... point here point there ask each other to go their side. hahaas... sam v funny lah.then in e end he came in...then we say we wan take photo w him. he was like, how come u all wear black? peng qiao der ah? then i say we bakat hao derrs. hahas.

then he was like. how come u 2 wear same shirt? [me and ellekay] then i say.. bakat hao der lorhs. thn think he ask izit buy tgt... we say no...hahaas.. then when he initially ask why we all wear black, he like pull his shirt and look down, cos i think he duno what shirt he wearing...then he see he wearing white then he like give the, uh, i wearing white ah? type of look. hahaas....

yah lah, then after tt biru ask us go eat...then he ran away. =.= we slacked around lorhhs... then decided to eat the cake...then nic came in w a plate of beehoon. but cannot eat inside... then biru told him mah, he was like. aiyah, heck care lah. aiyoos... hahas. then biru say u wan to eat hor, u ask them to crowd around u lorh. hahas.... i dun mind der. lols...

then he went out... we brought the cake outside to eat...siao der lah. then we like cheer and whatever. damn lame... ate the cake...then after tt biru came and said tt initially she wanted to split der cake w amanda der. but we already like eat alot lerrs. and sumore is like... zhi jie use spoon scoop derrs. so in the end we cut 2 big pieces for biru and amanda... sorry ahhs! we din know u guys wanted to eat...

then sam came out... talked abit, then he went toilet bahhs. weiqi came out also.. then after awhile, nic like walk out w his bag. then he ask us to enjoy the cake... then i stare at him, he was like, no i not leaving yet, not going home... i think cos he dun wan people to see the present in his bag? the present they prepared for a lucky fan...hahas

okayys.after eating we went inside.. played some games lorhs... v lame...hahas.the passing msg game... from nic down to the fans. then in the end the ending msg became "the nic is full of crap"... pianggs. hahahaha! abit weiqi horrs... damn sad case der leh. everything also can lose...

hahahas... he was the 1st person to hear the msg from nic. then abit from him jiu wrong liao.... -_-"

after the games... they said some stuff to us... then sang abit lah. weiqi say if we wanna do gathering or whatever feel free to post on the blog... then nic was like, nxt time we go canoeing... then weiqi like, cannot lah, wait my group all... [capsize] hahaas... v funny leh him... cos all the games he

lost lorh. even the clap game... play until left 2 ppl from nic [our] group, and 1 from sam group. then sam like, doesnt matter who win or lose... cos WEIQI LOSE LIAO. hahaha! so mean...

then abit before starting games weiqi and nic still like wan to join tgt and sabo sam der grp... in e end weiqi ownself lose... abit sad leh. hahahas....

yahhs. after the games... then 6 liaoos. they had to leave already.... busy running around asking them to take photos with us. cos M.E.S.S mus take tgt... but din manage to take 4 of us plus 3 of them... sam and nic had to leave already... so like super ganchiong. then nic v funny lahhs, squat at the corner and pack his bag... lols...

and when taking overall grp photo... they came up w super crap stuff for us to say lah! hahahas... what...

"weiqi eat beehoon!"
"we rock the house!"
"nic is full of crap..."

wth...LOLs!

asked nic to keep the stuff properly... and read the letters...then he told me he read ytd der letter liaos. really, he isnt as blur as he seem to be sehhs... even thou he got stm... but all the stuff i told him for the past few days he all got remember....

then nic walked to the door... i duno what to do... so i jus walk up to him, say happy bdae and shake his hand lorh. then abit... after i shake liao suddenly everyone come shake his hand... hahaaas...

followed them to the lift... then i was thinking scarli they leave weiqi outside again...then funny sia.

hahahas... yepp then they went into the lift lahhs. waved... then the lift door closed...then suddenly opened again... hahaa... the lift noe tt we she bu de them lah. LOLs.

they went down...then we took the nxt lift down. walked w them to outside... then they waited for cab...they v gan shi jian lerrs... nic meeting someone for dinner... yeahhs then waited w them... sam horrs... he said bye to us, then he suddenly step onto the road lah! cos wanted to flag cab...but he wasnt even looking at the cars... he was looking at us can. then we like SAM, BE CAREFUL!!! then he step back up again... scare us sehhs

ohh before we left the place, we told nic we'll study hard derrs. then suddenly he shouted MUST STUDY HARD AH! GOT O LEVELS THIS YEAR! then i went like, huh, what's with the o levels?

hahahas... abit... =.=

hmms. then finally flag daoo cab liaos. they boarded the cab...then the cab uncle damn funny lah. he

was looking at us and thinking how come so many people... super funny... LOL

ohyahs.. told nic tt on 10aug we waited super long for them but din see them... he say he forget what time they came out, but they definitely came out from reception... i damn sian diao... i say we din see them, then he like... bu ke neng lehh... we came out from recept der... i was thinking... aiya, not fated lorh...then i told him i wait until i sick..then he say sorry...

yeah then after they left, went to northpoint... went toilet first, and we like met amanda in the toilet. hahas. shihui still wants to take photo w her lahhs. diaoo-ed. lols. then went to develop photos...then sheena and ellekay had to leave. so me and shihui went to macs to sit for awhile... ate dinner...left at 8 plus....

i think we 4 damn funny... shihui kept mixing up me and ellekay. keep calling me ellekay and calling her mk. pianggs. hahaa. then ellekay wanted to call sheena shihui or smth. diao. then we change name.. so now im ellekay.... hahahas...

chase milubing really can lose weight. every time run run run... thot today dunid to run...but in e end... late then we ran all e way from macs to cc... pianggs. hahaas...

and now im like quan shen suan tong. my shoulder aching like siao. feel super crippled. cos now like cannot raise my arm for too long...shoulder muscle ache... and i dun even know why lah. tts like.. -_-" lorhs. and wear the new sports shoe until i leg pain sehhs...

damn tired... today whole day felt tt my eyes damn sore... not enough sleep bahhs. but like dun really feel like sleeping also... duno lehhs. hahaas...

miss them liaoos. LOL. see them for consecutively 3 days lorh. until now... talk until nothing to talk liao. las time like got stuff nv tell them still can look forward to the nxt time. now horrs... nothing to say lerr leh. no more rubbish to crap... think nxt wk go find them... jus sit there and stare at them jiu hao lerrs. dun wan to talk liao. cos like everytime mob them then other ppl no chance... like v bad...

still need to do li jie wen da... sian lehhs... promise nic to study hard liaoos. mus jiayou jiayou...

kept saying sorry to nic about ytd... long story sehhs... but really feel bad about it... jus now say sorry to him again and again. he said nvm... but i still feel damn bad lah! aiyos... then i say nxt time if u dun like mus tell me... dun keep quiet... haiis. sorry lehhs! but he remembered what happened... i thot he wont remember...

arghhs... too milusiao lerrs... everyday think of nothing but mlb lorhs. hahaas... get back to normal life

lerrs... i want oct to come...but i dont want end of sept to come... can skip der not? hahaas...

i dont like exams.

v sian lehhs.... think tml mdm lee lesson start thinking about mlb again. every monday lidat derrs...

hahaas... i must master TRIGO! study study study.....

hate studying.... -_-"

yahhs... sam v bad leh. aiyo... hahas...cos think they playing the game...then got the maths thing or smth. cant rmb lerrs. then weiqi wrong... so sam was like, see, this is a ntu student... hahaas... oh and sam say he nv study ler, cos he dun like studying... but studying is IMPORTANT!

and the way he say super funny. lols...

they called numbers for people to go up... then call 39, someone said ABSENT. then weiqi was like, where is the class monitor? LOL... then when ending liao sam was like, bao gao wan bi, lin qi yuan blah blah blah. bo liaoos lah. hahaas

entertaining leh them... lols...

okayy okayys. no more stuff on mlb. go do LI JIE WEN DA!!!!

"如果沒把握,不要說你愛我"

today! MILUBING :)

2006-08-26T11:43:00.000-07:00

yayys :D

hahaha! went for the pss promo event todayy... super funny lah hahahas....

first, reached mdc at ard 945... to wait for mlb and ncy to report. then...sam came at ard 10! OMG lahh. tt was like so early. he was like trying to siam away or smth. but still kana call by us. LOL. then went to ask him to sign stuff blah blah blah. then at tt time... only me shihui sheena were there...ellekay was late...

then i was like super ganchiong. haha! i was jumping around and ganchiong-ing for ellekay and all. then i asked sam what time they supposed to report. then sam said 1030... then i HUH, NIC TELL ME 11 LEH! cheat me.... hahahas... then sam was like... trying to save nic... "Nic thought is 11 lahh...." hahaha.... sam so nice... LOL!

then sam said tt wq will be coming soon. then i go ask him stupid qn... "u all come separately izit?" then after i asked him then i went like, okayy duh u all come separate... HAHA. so diaoos lah.

asked sam about milo box... if they got see the stuff inside ytd...then sam was like, oh... yahh... milo bars... hahaas... then he asked me izit i print alot of the milo box...then i say uhhs... i have one, then gave u guys 3 lohhs... hahaas... then he wrote on my book about milo box....

WQ : Hello! Thx for ur creative Milo Boxes ya? Really cool idea! Pls take care k? =)
NIC : Milo box jia you! =) more & stay happy! [seriously, i duno what he was trying to say.haha]
SAM : Thank you for the MILO BOX! It's cute...! & the goodies too. Haha.

wq and nic der was written ytd...sam der was today... cos din go talk to him ytd...yeah lorhs hahas.

then sam super funny lah!!! hahahas... he signed shihui's magazine... then cos in the pic, wq was on the left, then nic then sam. and he actually blur blur go sign on wq's pic lah! pianggs... after tt went to tell him, then he was like. erhhs.... hahahas... then he go like edit edit...

me: i tell u... he'll help u edit until nice nice derrs... i know what he wan to do. draw arrow! not first time liaooo... haha

i like so bad lah. hahahas... then sam was like, aiyo, i like so bad...hahahas... cos he drew a cross at wq's pic... hahaas... then his signature he dot dot dot then draw a arrow to his pic. damn funny lah him... hahahas.but las time also have b4 lorhhs! xe's board or smth...then he write wrong also. sad case seh him. hahas

then i was being super ganchiong cos ellekay wasnt here yet...then duno say what...then sam v nice... he said, nevermind... i can stay here and wait for wq and nic... yeah lohhs hahas...

then wq came... the moment his cab reached, i started ganchiong-ing again!!! cos i hung my phone ard my neck, then i sorta forgot. so i was digging my pocket for my phone...then i was going... ahh ahh ahh!!! WHERE IS MY PHONE! then finally realised tt it was hanging ard my neck... hahas. so faster take out and called biru. then i jus walked towards wq and hold out the phone, then say "Biru..." hahas...

then while wq was like talking to biru... i walked away lah, go find my board for wq to sign and all. damn busy... cos got like 2 boards plus one magazine... then walk back... wq still talking on the phone. so yahhs... waited... then asked him to sign lorhhs....

ohhs and sam said tt for the new board... his pic made him look damn fat. hahahas...then we say is becos of the clothes... then he was like. uhh okayy. haha!

after awhile...nic finally came lah! haha. i think i was being damn mean or smth.LOL. when he havent get off the cab... i alr stand at the stairs and wait for him... sorta jus standing outside the cab lah.

then i was like holding my board in this sian-ed way. cos v hot and tired...when he got off, i held out my board, then held out my marker without smiling or saying anything. then he saw the board... he like, wahh... then he looked at me, like abit shock dio...

nic: .... why u so fierce....?
me: i where got fierce...??! sign lah...

hahaas... so bad lah me... LOL. then he like veri der nice also...people all sign at the blank blank place... he sign at the words there...when he gave me back i was like. uh, where did u sign? how come i dun see it ah? then he pointed... then i went like, wth... abit people all sign at the blank blank place u sign there...re sign leh.

then he was like. hurrs... okayys... then he signed tis damn big one. "big enough?" then i was like. YAH. very big. hahahas... ohh then i wanted to prove to him tt he shud sign at the blank place, so i actually like went to dig for sam and wq's boards and showed him. haha

almost forgot to give him the letter... he was signing stuff, then i suddenly went, OH YA, LETTER! then i ran away to take letter. hahas... then passed to him the letter... asked him if he got read ytd's letter..

me: oh ya, i got letter to give u....
him: ohhs... the ytd outdated one right....

i shock dio leh! i din think he wld remember what i said! haha. cos ytd i told him, the letters were written 2 wks ago. so the content like abit outdated... so... yah.hahas. then i totally din expect tt he wld still remember what i said! so miraculous.hahaas

and he was like DAMN LAME. he sat on the stairs to sign stuff... i veri nice go tell him the floor got ants... but hor, the ants pangseh me can. wahlau erhs. jus nw got alot lorh! then the auntie sweep liao all gone. wahlau erhhs....

yah as i was saying. he damn lame.... cos i forgot if i gave him the letter alr... so i asked him... "erhhs, i give u letter liao not?" but after i asked i suddenly remembered tt i gave him alr. then he damn boliao. he looked at me with this damn serious expression. "havent leh." then i stared at him w the wth look. then he started laughing. then i was like. "wo bu yao gen ni jiang hua liao." then i turned away. hahaas... WAHLAU. LAME!!!! he damn can go gao xiao liaoo....

really qi si ren... today i keep talking until now i abit no voice liao.hahaas. and shout too loud sumore. LOL. ohh...then cos ellekay havent come...then i was sweating like madd... so i was being damn ganchiong...
i was like, argh..HOW HOW HOW!!! ellekay havent come leh!!! aiyo die... v hot leh! sweat liao take photo not nice!!!!
then he was signing stuff for me i think. then he started to act ganchiong like me. piangggs. hahahas... lame dioos... then before he left i asked him to write in my book....then he wrote blah blah blah... relax la! hahahas...

before tt...when sam jus came... i damn ganchiong...sam kept asking me to relax... then i was like. ARGHH. still got people havent come leh.HOW TO RELAX! hahaha... i think he abit freaked by me liaoo.LOL

then nic was like damn mean.... hahas... i passed the orange marker to him...then i told him, be careful, cos this pen will lou ink... dun draw dao urself, jus now sam already dio liaoo.... then he like take the pen and do the action trying to draw on me.... plain LAMENESS. haha!

then they had to go up... i was like damn ganchiong again. cos i havent take photo w sam and wq... so i was screaming and whatever. haha! sam going up the stairs lerrs... then i was like. ARGH. SAM!!!! SAM!!! then he din hear... until i chase him up the stairs then he heard...finally managed to take photo w him lorhhs...phewws...

chase them up to recept... sam went toilet...the other 2 wanted to go in w/o him... then duno what wq say lah, then they waited for sam. then i was saying tt my pens all damn suay... first draw on ishi der shirt, then draw on sam... hahaas...then think nic was listening bahhs....

tou pai-ed nic.. hahas. ohh then when we were downstairs... i was talking to him mah. then i nothing to do, so i randomly hold up my cam and take him... i was like... ohh, u know hor, the fir thingy horrs.... then i pressed the button and take. hahaha.... super funny lah. LOL

after they went in... went downstairs to wait for ncy... bought sweets for him. he super funny sehhs. got some dean fans i think. then he was like, take photos w us...then going to leave lerrs. then he turn back to them, "u all wan to take photo?" then i was like. pianggs. got hear superstar request fans to take photos der not? hahahas...then he was like whateverrs...

and AGAIN. SAME SHIRT!!! pianggs. i think he's like damn poor or smth. hahaha.... i was like complaining lorhhs. forever wear the SAME SHIRT der lehhs. then we followed him upstairs... cos as maggy says... we mus be his bodyguard... if not wait he kana kidnap we cannot jiao dai to auntie uncle mah. haha. then i was like. errhhs... shudnt it be us 2 who will kana kidnap? hahas....

then he was trying to explain why he wore the same shirt.... say what... cos the tonight event mus wear this shirt...initially now want to wear another shirt derrs. but cos tonight mus wear tt one...so now also wear lorhh...

our explanation was.... so in conclusion, u're lazy to change right? u know, u dunid to explain so much der leh. all of the above can be concluded in two words. LAN DUO. [lazy] hahahaas....

yeah lah then he went in too... after tt me ellekay sheena shihui maggy took cab down to tpy... saw the performance area... wahlau erhs. damn small can! and there was like what... stalls infront of the stage? there was practically no space for us to stand can. so in the end we gave up... went to foodcourt to eat...

ard 1pm, went down to the place again to wait... was standing behind dean fans... waited a whole hour... waited until i damn sian-ed sehhs. then finally cuifang and i duno who came out... talk talk talk. then FINALLY, mlb's performance!!!

sang shenbian and baiseliehen. nice nice nice!!! but seriously. THE SOUND SYSTEM WAS HORRIBLE. really!!!! freaking horrible okayys. cldnt hear anything initially.... damn soft after tt. then they sang halfway, sam was like telling the person, "louder abit can? thanks..." hahas...after tt nic also say... the sound system freaking horrible. cldnt hear sam's guitar at all....

but baiseliehen was nice. OMG lah, i realised... I DAMN LONG NEVER HEAR NIC SING LIAO. as in like, LIVE SINGING. gosh lorhs! so so so long!!! so today was like damn shuang for me. haha. then we shouted MILUBING, POWER LAH! 2 times... haha. first time nic got look over...then he like abit shock dio or smth. then 2nd time sam looked over... LOL

ohh then cuifang got ask if got anyone from malaysia... then we started to sabo shihui. hahaha.... we shouted...then cuifang they all came over and see... shihui was like trying to hide herself. haha.then cuifang asked her who she support...then we all shouted MILUBING!!!!! hahaa....

the event made me damn tired...scream scream scream...then i was trying to take pics...all blur der lorhhs. sian-ed. and nic has a weird jacket. ahh whatever. LOL. then stand until leg pain...shoe too hard.... hahaas....

after mlb's performance, straight away PIA to backstage to wait. stood for damn long...waited for the rest of the performance to finish.... jason sang yongqi... no comments... =.= zy sang jiang nan and some wanglihong song. duno what song lah. cldnt hear...

finally finish event lerrs... me and shihui went to look for their bus... and really found it lah! hahas...damn happy sehhs. then me and maggy waited at the bus...while shihui went back to call the others there. and thankfully... i remembered tt i had white board... so i took it out, and we used tt to communicate! hahas....

after awhile... they came out! first was jason and weilian blah blah blah. din take notice of them. heck lah.hahas. then saw zeewhy. asked if he going back to mdc... he said yahhs.... i was ganchiong-ing again... hahas... i was like, erhs, how come no mlb!! then turned out they were behind... phewws....

saw sam...then wanted to pass him the milo i bought in the morning... but someone went to ask him sign stuff or whatever. then i was like. ARGH. cldnt see wq... then the next person i saw was nic liaoos. so i was like. uhs,MILO! then wanted to pass to him...but he was busy holding his guitar and all. then he say he no hand take...then i was like, huh....HOW! then he see me so kelian he took his guitar w one hand and took the milo. haha thanks man :D

then they got onto the bus... everyone all at the left side trying to communicate w them... then we went over to the other side... nobody there lah! damn funny.hahahas... then we were trying to catch nic der attention.... used the white board to write stuff... told him tt we were going back to mdc to wait for them, and asked them to wait for us... yeah lohs.hahas

then i tried to tell him to drink milo... then he like...huhs... then he leaned closer to the window and did the "i cannot hear" gesture. then i was like. wahlau, as if lidat can hear.... then cldnt find tissue to erase stuff on the white board, so i wrote on the small small space below? haha. then wanted to write cya... then no tissue! so ellekay used her hand to wipe. haha

then he kept giving us the.... act shock dio type of expression? haha i duno him lah. crappish. then we ran all the way to the road to take cab... can die lorh! wahlau. the cab dun like us leh. we run here run there...then finally got one cab. and the cab was like infront of their bus! hahaha! so while we got on their bus cannot drive away. LOL. no lah, cos got traffic jam... so we cld get on lorhs...

had like duno how many people. so had to split 2 cabs... then i was like screaming and whatever. "can take der take first!!!!" then like jus jump into the cab....? hahas... we asked the cab uncle to follow their bus... so we waited at the side cos they were still stuck behind. then yeahhs... followed their bus all e way back to mdc....

followed them to radio gate... then cos the bus nid to duno what. then stop at the gate there. then jus nice nic sit behind... so sorta his part of the bus was still outside... haha. then wrote "wait for us!" on the board... then waited for him to turn ard... then he saw us and the board..then give tt act shock dio type of expression again... hahas...

then the bus drove in, and they got off... was like waving... then wq waved back...then the whole bunch of us shouted MILUBING!!! then they turned around... and waved... hahas...then they walked towards recept. nic was like pointing towards recept. then we damn pia! we ran [or rather, sprinted] all the way to recept lah! esp ellekay... siao der lah. hahaha

ran up to recept... after awhile zeewhy came out... went to crap rubbish. hahaas. then i was like, how come teresa become so the fir ah? then his reply was... influenced by me mahh.... i was like, uh rights...more like u recommend her the song to sing der rights.hahaas... cos today teresa sang ci niao and ni hen ai ta...

then he said he was late by one hour. whatever lah. hahaha. then he rushed off... din follow him downstairs cos i was like desperately in need of aircon. hahas. then said bye to him...think he was thinking how come i never follow him downstairs. haha sorry lah! i dehydrating liaoos... nid aircon... LOL

aft awhile...wq came out... asked him tk photo... then think ellekay asked him about the nxt wk event or smth? or whoever. i cant rmb. then he said nxt wk they will have this event at dhoby ghaut w teresa. then aft tt got the whatever whatever opening thing. hahaha.... he said he wld blog about it later on....okayy good. at least we're guaranteed one blog post for this week. haha

after tt.. someone was like. sam come out liao! then i wasnt veri interested actually. cos always alot of people mob him... dun like to squeeze w people... so i jus like walk over... then somehow i saw nic standing at the recept counter...then i was like. erhs! then i went over... haha...

some people went to take photo of him... then i nothing to do mah, so after they take finish i was like. "i also want." he was like. u take so many photos for what? aiyo... then i said... nxt time do board can use mahh... then he duno say what lah... what nxt time the photos can make into collage or smth. i din listen properly. hahaas...

asked him about the milo...he said they drank it liaoos. then asked wq to bring 2 packets home. wth.hahaas... cos his stuff too heavy he cant carry... asked him if got read the letters... he said havent... yeah lorhs. hahas...then stood infront of him for the rest of the time thinking of random topics to say. LOL....

and we managed to persuade him tt his chinese improved alot... hahas. then he was like... "xie xie... xie xie da jia..." LOL! lame dioos. hahaas...then talked alot of crapps...

and then i was like... so now u mus speak chinese okay! then for every 10 english words u speak u mus treat us one packet of milo. then he like yah yah. then i said... ON ah! then he said ON lah. then after tt i was like... really ah? then he said... i joking with u only... pianggs. lame dio... haha

most jing dian thing i got from him today...

him : "Random is good... it proves that its out of the box...."
me : which means u're creative right? whatever lah
him : i din say that lorh. creative is a perception.... [blah blah blah]
me : uhh. OKAY. STOP. *pov: aiyah we not interested lah*

hahaha! so diao-ed!! i think i damn bad...haha cos i was like saying tt he damn random. then came the top... then after saying all these, he said smth to someone else. then i was like. that's like another random comment right. haha.... he totally diaoo me lerrs. lols. learn from peifen derrs.. haha! cos tt time 933 interview...then nic say wq say alot of fei hua. then wq was like...dun believe him...not true...then peifen said : that's also fei hua. hahaha... :)

after tt... he super ganchiongg... cos their bao mu alr downstairs waiting for them... then he had to rush off already. then super funny lah! he was like, SAM! wendy downstairs waiting for us already! then sam said "oh no!" then ellekay go say " WO MI LU LE!" hahaha damn funny lah! then we all started laughing... LOL leh...hahahas....

he also like damn random. i was standing beside him...then i din ask him do anything... he signing for someone else... then after his bao mu called. then he like sign halfway, then look at me and went " my bao mu waiting for us downstairs lerrs...ya...our bao mu..." then i blur diaoo... i was like. huh, tell me for what? haha damn weird laa. -_-"

then maggy asked him to sign her book....then she gave him, he looked at her and waited for her to tell him her name. then she said "M-A-G"... then his reaction was.... huh. MSG?! then we all started laughing lah! piangs... damn funny lorhs! laugh like siaoos... then he say her name veri stylo. whatever hahaha.... -_-

yeah so after tt they rushed off... then on e way down... run again... wahlau... sian-ed. chase them can really lose weight... asked him about his song derr lyrics... then he said when he free he'll type and post up. yeppx. ran downstairs w them... then after they got into cab... we all jiang haoo... then we shouted tgt...

"BYE BYE SAM AND DAI YAN JING DER SHUAI GE!" [the handsome guy w specs]

then they shock dio! hahaha.... sam was like closing the cab door halfway, then he hear us shout he like stopped... then nic was like giving us the abit shock dio expression. sam also... hahaas...

dai yan jing der shuai ge came from weibin der...the old 933 interview...then weibin called him dai yan jing der shuai ge mah. hahahas... so we go say tt also... lols

after tt went to bugis w ellekay... find present.. then shop shop... plan what we wan to do tml... reached home at 11 plus... whees....

not really looking forward to tml sehhs. so many things to do. kee siao ah. wait i go there start ganchiong-ing again. then later they'll start asking me to relax... hahaas

okayys. think on the bright side. lets look forward to tomorrow. hahaha :D

2006-08-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

23 Aug 2006, Wednesday

have five and a half jianbaos to pia, so not going to post much

anywayys. went out with sheen today to sun plaza... to look for someone's present...haha.

yeah then we went to kfc to eat. then while sitting there... crapped load of rubbish lah. then sheen came up with MLS...

Meikian = M
LeeKeat= L
Sheena = S

MLS = MILUSIAO!

hahahaha.... :) damn cute lah. we going to record our debut track this saturday... at MDC TOILET.

hahaha.damn funny lah! then we mus learn instrument from MILUBING. so next time we go participate superband, mus tell them... u know, our shifu is MILUBING leh! hahahaha....

then on our debut album u'll see...

Recording Studio : Mediacorp Studios, Reception TOILET

pianggs. hahahahas!

shihui... u can come be our manager... or background vocal.. then can beatbox leh. not bad hor, can learn from weiqi... hahahas

funny lahhs.... so crappishh. then ellekay say i today veri leng... i not leng lorh! zai leng also bu hui bi ni leng... hahahas...

looking forward to sat... can crap and crap and crap! :) so fun. hahaha!

whees. lalala. its weird how adults complain that kids are noisy when they themselves arent much better hurrs. got this entire bunch of aunties uncles behind my block now. and they're seriously FREAKING NOISY. sit inside toilet also can hear them can? wahlau erhs. now sitting infront of comp can totally hear them laughing and all. wth...

off to listen to SHENBIAN! wahahaas... think they singing shenbian on sat... YAYYS.

hope we do get to see them lahhs. scared wait alot of people siaas.

waiting for saturday to come :D 2 and a half days!

presents presents! now i have to worry. what to give on sat and what to give on sun! abit blurr liaoos.

hahahas....

got time zaii blogg bahhs. maybe tml night... hahaas...

oh and in case u guys dont ALREADY realise... u can see fir's adver at many many mrt stations! only

know of a few for now... if u know of anymore feel free to tag and add to the list lah. haha :)

YISHUN, TPY, BUGIS

so far i only know of these few lerhs... cant blame me, long time never go out lerrs. hahahas....

yepp yepp. off to pia the stupid jianbaos and the english assignment.

till then!

24 Aug 2006, Thursday

WHEE. am so so so so looking forward to saturday lah! cos can see all my frenx again liaoos.

hahas... fun fun... then hv to look for present for that person lahhs.

and im suddenly very interested in guitars. LOL.

milusiao convo later... to discuss about sat and sun.

nothing to blog about... hahahas.

oh... ytd wanbao... say what...laoshi go woo jie, then kor is di san zhe... WHAT - THE - RUBBISH!

wahlau erhhs. freaking crap.... why will laoshi want to woo jie anw. and why will jie want to be with laoshi =.= some people hor, report stuff also dun make sense der leh. then laoshi say he v irritated w this news... even nv die of the tumour in his stomach also will die of this... hahas...

really lah! think before reporting can. plain RUBBISH.

faye-qin lian! wahaha....

:)

2006-08-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO ALL

first, sorry for the lack of updates. haha. think people are getting sick looking at the fir/mlb thingy. so yepps, here to update...reason why i havent been updating...my comp's driving me crazy that is...

think my comp has some virus or whatever. every single time i come online, it disconnects by itself in like 5 minutes time. and 5 minutes isnt even enough to do whatever i need to do. check mail and whatever. so i havent been checking mail for like half a week.

so basically, i'll advise that, if you see me on msn dont talk to me lah. if not my thing disconnect then u'll have to wait like ages for me to come back on again. cos after disconnecting there's absolutely no way of connecting it back. until i restart the comp. and it takes so much time i normally just give up lah. so yeppx...

some news update...

PSS 2 promo event on saturday... at tpy hdb hub. people present... pss top 4, css top 4, and superband champion. not entirely sure about the pss part. for css i can confirm zy and dean. then superband is mlb lah.... yeppx. starts at 2pm! if you're free u can make ur way down to support zy and mlb. and others. hahaha :)

then... mlb gathering on sunday! poor biru is having a freaking hard time collecting money etc... passed her the money on sunday already, but me and sheena still went down ytd. haha. too free lah. went down to pei them...then bought milo for them :) there was this person.. duno who the hell it was lah. cos she din come down and pay, then biru wanted to strike off her name. then tt person actually asked her dad to come and talk to biru.then duno talk what crap... made biru so stressed and all. haiis. some people also like... -_-" der lorhs.

and uh yes. the gathering. hahaha. think everyone also blur lahhs... haiis. nic himself also duno what happening on tt day... hope everything goes well on sunday leh....

arghhs... its....13 days to 4sept lah! OMG lorhhs. thats like... CHINESE PRELIMS!! so fast... haiis.then its like 34 days to 25sept or smth. if i never count wrong. who cares lah. aiyah, exams starting on 25 sept i think. exam schedule still not out!!! arghhhs... emaths exam on 29sept. gosh lahhs. its one month plus 8 days away!!!!!!

lets hope hope hope it doesnt go beyond 7oct. cos i'll really like DIE. my fir how! haiis.

im missing all of them all of a sudden. its... another 3 days to seeing mlb. another... i duno how many days to seeing fir. cant be bothered to count lah.

and ellekay, i still think you're super free. HAHA. okayy okayys... dont kill me. LOL.

how how how! i cant think of a present for THEM. wahhhs.... super desperate to find a good nice cheap sincere present. hurrs....

jus now was telling yilin... haha... saying tt nxt time fir auto hor, we dunid to have ticket... we jus tell laoshi, then they'll auto chop first row for us. hahaha! true lorhs... las time laoshi still ask us to chuang jin qu... diao-ed. then jie say we go borrow other people der pass. duno what kor say lah. damn funny... hahaha...

ahh wells. i really need to finish the freaking jianbaos. and that stupid zuowen. damnit.

life is so boringggg. and... debb chris and yang are off to leadership camp tml! then i'll be left all alone. hahaa. cca left me and MYSELF. then class left janice ade cheryl and chia. sian sian siannns...

phone kana confiscated by my mum today. blahh. fed up lah. then went to complain to my dad and finally i got it back. that was like what... half a day without my phone. and i was thinking if there was anyone contacting me urgently... but dont have.heng. haha cos my class people der chinese wksheets all w me! din go sch today, so like... was thinking if they wld contact me to ask about the wksheets....

cant wait for weekend to come. but still, i dont want weekend to come. how! :(

jus now too free...did another board for mlb. haha. now i got like so many boards for them! but nevermind. haha. can ask sheena they all help to hold. lols... going down to bugis to print on friday i think. still looking for people to go with me siaas... now come to think of it, i think the board looks super sucky lah. aiyah whatever!!!

will be free tml aftn... so can do sumore and salvage it. hahaas

im hungry.

till then :)

OMG... :D

2006-08-16T01:15:00.000-07:00

nothing can express my happiness now. REALLY. NOTHING!!!

OH MY GOSHH... im so the uber damn happy now lah!!! super happy... super excited... and cant wait for october to come!!!

shall announce the news here... FIRST HAND NEWS :D

MILUBING WILL BE GUESTS FOR F.I.R'S YIN YUE HUI ON 7 OCT!!!!

OMG lah!!!! im going to see the 2 bands i like most on the SAME STAGE. AHH!!! im so kee siao-ing now. esp just now when i just saw the album. OMG LORH. damn happy!!!!!

see see see!!!!

GET HIGH with F.I.R
featuring 迷路兵
音樂會.簽名會入場券

AHHHHH!!!!! im so the freaking hyper now. HYPER!!! yeshh!!!

damn happy lorhs! and im happy for mlb as well... perform with F.I.R leh, sure you qian tu! hahahaas... and they're going to perform with my beloved fir okayys. think it'll be quite abit of help to them.... cos fir's like experienced and all. and the best thing? they dont have to worry about speaking chinese. HAHA. really lah, my jie study english in university der leh :)

AHHH... im still so hyper now... i wanna call warner ask for somemore details. but first... have to think of what to ask first. hahaha.... i hyper until i cannot think properly lerrs....

when yilin told me ytd i still like not say v happy... cos mus double check and confirm first mah. but now really confirm lerrs.. so im like SUPER HAPPY. wahahah! YAYY....

I LOVE MILUBING AND F.I.R!!!

this is SO COOL! hahahaas... im just plain typing rubbish lah. too hyper. and yep, MLB is the special guest i mentioned in the prev post lah....

AHHHH... I AM HAPPY!!! :)

see lah, make me happy. now i got even more stuff to tell him lerrs. got like one whole truckload of stuff to tell him/them liaoos. hahahaas...

think there'll be a gathering soon :) yayy. i miss THEM and THEM!

ohh. i think zy will be jealous. [haha... if you're reading this... dont jealous lah, give other people a chance also mah. haha]

but worrying... im just afraid that mlb fans will buy fir's album for the sake of the ticket to go for the yin yue hui... and not even listen to their music... very scared of such a situation. cos i dont want fir's effort to go unrecognised... 我不想要他們的音樂這樣被糟蹋... haiis.

think none of the mlbians know about this news yet... im not going to reveal it anywhere. this is the only place. i do hope there're other mlb fans that will appreciate fir's music, buy their album, realise that mlb will be the guest, and eventually spread the news out. im not revealing it as i really wanna see if fir's music is really being appreciated...

yepppx.

according to past experiences... the ticket will only admit one, and it will be free seating definitely. yepx. the cd's selling at $18.90 at sembawang music centre. sorta hope it'll be like last year's.... k union derrs. damn fun leh that one... go early early... still can chop place der. that was my first time chasing them lah. memories... haiis. still remember jie kept waving and posing for me! and looking at my board...

all the sweet memories i'll never forget....

F.I.R ROCKS. ROCK ON! :D

i love love love F.I.R!!!! :) :) :)

oh and i think they're coming in oct. so dont have to ganchiong yepps :D

F.I.R!!!!!

-edit-

was saying this before the competition ended...

"I want milubing to win... because i want them to be in WARNER!"

hahaha true enough...

anyways, i just called warner! haha. aileng jie not free again. i think melissa quite irritated with me liaooo. hahaha. everytime call and look for aileng jie. then when she ask me who i am i always say im fir der fan. damn diaoos... hahahaas... v long nv talk to aileng jie lerr worhhs

okayy not the zhong dian. the zhong dian is... she very funny... i think is melissa bahh? actually i also duno who is that lah. but who cares. hahaha.

i asked her... do you know of a definite date that fir will come?then she said that they cant reveal it now... so i said okay nevermind... then she was like, but i can tell u the date for the yin yue hui... its on the 7th... then i stare stare abit. "october 7?" then she say yah oct 7...then i was like uhh okayys... sorta weird. hahaha. cos initially she say cannot reveal, then she tell me the yin yue hui date. bit weird lah! hahaha.

oh then she say we'll know the details if we buy the album. so it was quite obvious that i havent buy. hahahas. she say tt all the details on the ticket or smth... yeppx :D

now thinking... maybe they'll come before that? haha.duno lehhs... sian ahh... oct 7...still got like 2 mths lorhhs

then the first qn i asked her was... u know right... now the fir album got one new thing right... then she started telling me about the tickets to the yin yue hui. then i was like yah.. then right...the thing put featuring milubing hor, is mean that they'll be performer for the yin yue hui izit? then she said yahhs, they'll be special guest... hahaha

i sounded damn bai chi... ask alot of stupid qn sumore. i actually went to ask her, u know, now milubing under warner right, will they have any events recently? when i obviously knew that warner was not in control for their events, i actually went to ask this stupid question. BLAH. make me so paiseh now. hahaha.

then she said cos now their management still mdc... so they duno also... only when album out lerr then they're in charge... then i was like paiseh to the extent that i wanted to dig a hole and hide liao. so i faster say ok thanks... then hung up... SO PAISEH. arghhs. hahaha

paiseh paiseh paiseh.... until now still paiseh-ing lah!!!!

arghhhhs.....

so freaking pathetic....

oh and the channel 8 7pm show like damn funny. hahahas. duno what show tt is... happened to watch abit ytd... :P

whatever. randomness again. hahaha.

and i realise that whenever i talk to melissa i tend to cham cham english and chinese lorh! hahaha. when i talk to aileng jie always talk in chinese der... talk to her always cham cham der. duno why lah. LOL.

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2006-08-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

I've realised... all the posts on this page... revolves around nothing but MILUBING. haha. so now i shall talk about something else other than MILUBING! but okayys. still on the people i love though. hahahaa :D

the people in question?

F.I.R!

yayys. hahaha. received an sms from yilin today... they going to have yin yue hui in oct... will have special guests! yays haha. but all not confirmed yet. tml going cd store to check it out... if confirm then i'll post up again lah. feel like calling warner all of a sudden. but i duno what i wanna ask also. LOL. force them to tell me everything about F.I.R lorh. hahaa.

but the sad thing... they're coming in oct!!! that's so freaking LONG. awws. and im damn scared it'll clash with exams. cos oct will mean it'll be somewhere around the quan qiu hua yu period, UNLESS, they're not coming for quan qiu hua yu? i duno lehhs... im actually hoping that they wont come. haha. because...if you realised... quan qiu hua yu is stupidly placed on 28 OCT. and chinese os just HAPPEN to be on 30 OCT!! like goshh....

arghhs... so the pathetic canns! but chinese dunid to study so actually its okay lorh. hahaas. but just scared my mum wont let me chase lah. HAVE TO CHASE! F.I.R is my life okayys. so long never see them... how can dont chase!

i miss my jie. FAYE! i havent seen her for AGES. like... zhun zhun seven months ler okayys! awwws. that was so the freaking long ago lah. hahaha. they left on 15 january... today is 15 august... haiis!

listen their songs then miss them so much siaa... today suddenly felt like listening to their songs over and over again. duno why... hahas. miss them too much lerrs :)

okayys. after talking about my beloved F.I.R.... i still wanna go back on the topic of MILUBING. hahahaha....

nic finally blogged lah! and his post has only one sentence. "I MISS SUPERBAND!" abit =.= lorh. hahas. bo comment lah him. hahaas. then wq blogged also! yays. hahas. then he said smth about his first day in school and all. walking into wrong classroom and stuff. i was like, wah, first day jiu so happening liao, what will happen for the rest of the time in ntu? hahaha

and im still waiting for nic to post up his lyrics for that song. Life is what im asking for. actually, i dont think he's ever going to post up lorh. hahas. but abit sian lah! can hear cannot sing along... cos i tia boh the lyric lahhs... LOL

ohh and wq said they wanna have an outing... hope can have the outing soon lorhhs. yayys. hahaha. i was thinking maybe after the 26 aug event. cos at tpy hdb hub mah, then hor, after that we can all walk to the shelter together. [think too much. haha] sounds impossible. but whatever. hahaha

i wanna go back to that shelter! holds so many memories lah. as in... i want them to hold another gathering at that shelter... quite hopeful actually. cos right...some people horr... that time take photo with them hor, he happily talking to wq lorh.. haha. he was telling wq that nxt time can go back to the shelter cos quite cooling. haha. then initially i thot he talking to me lah! then i din know what to say. hahaha

but one thing's definite. sure wont go kallang der. so i dunid to worry. hahaha... :D

okayys... change of topic lah. haha. today played badminton during pe! yays... love badminton lah. its like the ONLY sport i can play. LOL. fun :D then.... we were playing singles... then for some reason they sabo-ed me and chia into playing first. duno why. then i totally din know the rules. so jus anyhow play. hahaha...

then nxt was ade and cheryl. ade was playing at the side i played at... then i was saying... ade, you represent me and nic okay! so CANNOT LOSE! hahaha... but in the end she lost. and i lost also. so... hahaha.

then we played doubles! me and ade against cheryl and chia. then our side rep nic... their side rep sam... hahaha. then nxt to us jiawei was playing with jan... then they play until super ji lie.. duno why. hahaas....

yeahhs...

okayys. done with the 6 important people. now to the next important person. haha

Date : 18 AUGUST , FRIDAY!
Event : SAJC Songwriting Competition Finals
Venue : SAJC Cultural Centre
Time : 6pm
Admission Fee : FREE! :)

Just received an email from rebecca... According to her... We should bring some boards and stuff to support mr zy. but horr... so paiseh leh! hahaha. like then he'll outshine all the other contestants. then it'll seem so weird cos like only he got so many supporters. ahh weird. =.=

SAJC is located at potong pasir... If you'r interested, contact rebecca.... :)

ahhh... so the dont feel like going. hahaha. how come nowadays all lidat lah! left me and maggy.. piangg erhs. so the pathetic...

and there's a change of date by the way!!!! it's on friday now... so so sorry for the prev post... cos actually zy told us it was on saturday... so yep its on 18 AUGUST. take note! :)

uhhuhs... now off to edit calender and the prev post. and eat dinner. [it's 1155pm] haha. okayys.

smilez! :D

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big big edit!

A tear just to sooth your pain
Then I wanna see you smiling
Forget me till I’m back again

nice isnt it? i think im like super lagged. haha. cos it was only after the interview with nic then i realised the meaning of the lyrics. okay. i admit lah horh. LAGGED. haha whatever.

love this part of the lyrics... :)

and okayys. i think im suffering from i duno what... every single time i think of mlb i start laughing to myself. hahaha. i think now everyone thinks im siao liaoos. can jus like sit there, then start laughing to myself for no reason. but really lah.. haha. i think i listen to their interviews too much lerrs. until i kee siao... LOL

cos their interviews all like damn funny lah! esp the thursday one. like super uber LAME dioo... esp chongqing... make me laugh like siao lah. then today was like waiting for cab and listening to the interview. then i sorta burst out laughing. then i was trying to stop laughing cos the ppl waiting for bus will probably think im siao. LOL lahhs! hahahaas. sot liaoos...

as i said before... and as i've told them before... they never fail to make me smile. REALLY. hahaha... okayy its laugh more like. ahh whatever. hahaha.

and right. i thought of something random when i was on the bus just now.

i should take more photos with nic and his hair before he "goes in and becomes BOTAK" as according to weiqi. hahaha. his hair style lerr so nice... [never style tt time i no comment lah] yeah hahaa... but according to some mlbians... they only have to cut their hair really short for the first 3 mths? so i guess its okay lah. but still. hahaha...

now listening to the 933 interview...

peifen : reason for leave, CUTE.

laugh like siao again =.=

i think im so RANDOM.

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junli....

2006-08-13T00:16:00.000-07:00

-updated at 825pm!-

another milubing download! :)

Channel U Newsclub Interview 13.o8.o6 [audio]

yayys. hahaha. the way nic said his chinese name was like urhhs... hahaa. sound so hesitant. lol. then sam looked so empty! cos normally he'll be sitting infront of drums or smth. then today he was just sitting there and saying "I'm sam". ahh so weirdd. haha.

then when they talk nic still provide background music derr.hahahaas.. they sang fen shou ba. VERY NICE! :) yays. hahaha

oh right.. mus shen ming first. this is only AUDIO. which means, only the sound... no image. yeppx. hahahaha. so dont ask me for video...cos i dont have it... this audio hor, is i put my mp3 beside my tv and record derr. hahaha

yeppx. enjoy! :)

-finished updating at 833pm!-

"其实看见迷路兵。。。我觉得很开心。因为我在他们身上看见很单纯的友谊。更重要的是，我真的看见了他们对音乐的热忱。

热忱和梦想的寿命有多久呢？我不知道。不过，有友谊相随的梦想，应该会走得更远吧。

我真心祝愿他们的梦想会实现。你们要加油哦！"

read this on junli's blog. yes! he totally expressed what i've been wanting to say. shit lah, think my chinese standard getting lower liaos. "单纯的友谊" i took like so long to try and express it. i kept saying tt its their brotherly type of thing tt makes me like them. hahahaha. aiyah whatever.

yepx... we all like them for their music dont we. :) their passion in music and all. and again, i wanna say this lah! hahaha.

WE LIKE YOUR MUSIC. and its enough to express everything i wanna say.

yayys. hahaas... im off to do a new mlb blogskin... when im supposed to be doing jianbaos now. ahh whatever. hahahas. i feel like some crazy psycho. LOL. im just plain typing rubbish lah!!! so lame... hahahas

wheez... still listening to nic's songs. hahaas. listen not sian der lorhs! duno why also... can put the 4 songs on repeat mode for like 4-5 hours without sian-ing. haha. still rmb tt day...when he jus posted up the 2 songs. till im back again and take me as i am. i went out with maggy...and i put the 2 songs on repeat mode for like 2-3 hours! gosh. hahaas.but seriously the songs are nice lah :)

irritated now. cos my right speaker spoil lah. pianggs. cannot hear properly. hahaas... keep having the zzz sound.

ahh. missing them. and all my friends!

random post again. haha.

the 3 people!!! faster appear leh! i wan give u ur last milo box lah!!! wait keep at my house too long will collect dust lorh. and the stupid milo bar. hahas. okay lah, mus admit first... cos tt day after waiting too hungry, so we ate 2 of the milo bars. LOL. but nevermind, can buy again. hahaha. and the four letters lah! aiyo. now got four...the next time i see them jiu become 8 liaoos....

lalala. bored again. i dont wanna do jian bao lahhs!

pattern duo duo, POWER LAH! :)

nic's chinese improving by leaps and bounds lerrs. hahaha. :)

i want the compilation album!!!!

NIC!!!

2006-08-12T00:14:00.000-07:00

NIC! yayys hahaha! :) call in interview with nic just now. so cute. wahahaas... below are the dl links. same files... just tt one's one uploading.com and the other's on ysi. ENJOY :)

NIC 933 call-in 12.o8.o6 [UPLOADING.COM]

NIC 933 call-in 12.o8.o6 [YSI]

MILUBING!

and now 933's on milubing craze. playing all their songs in the competition. LOL.

-updated at 9:46pm!-

decided to edit this post instead of posting a new one cos i've been posting too many new posts today and yesterday. hahaha...

im feeling okay now. after listening to the 933 thing... think they were late becos of recording for the 933 jingles and such. ahh nevermind. i still think we're just not fated. whatever. haha

still feeling bored. haha. all i do online is refresh their blog again and again and again. i read their blog until i dream also can dream of their blog lah! damn funny... haha. just now was sleeping... then dreamt tt nic updated. so i jumped out of bed and on the comp... but in the end dun have also lah. cheat my feeling ah. hahaha

reading jiahui's blog now. sian-ed. how come they all never link her hurr! hahas. ohh and junli read out my sms today leh. hahahas. but i type so much he only say tt i said thanks for playing the mlb stuff. whatever. haha at least he read lah. LOL.

but seriously have to thank junli lah! so nice... hahaas... thanks thanks thanks :)

music is seriously my life. plus singing. hahaha. so pathetic when i cant sing! still remember a few incidents when i got sore throat or whatever. then totally cldnt sing for a couple of days. like today and yesterday. but my voice is okay now. so can sing liao. hahaha. dont sing well, but singing is an interest to me... :) "i sing to satisfy myself, not you" haha. that's what i always say to people who dont like my singing! haha

LOVE MUSIC! LOVE FIR! LOVE MLB!

they were seriously the ones who taught me how to appreciate music. and i do love their music. :) MUSIC ROCKS MY LIFE!

yin yue feng fu wo sheng ming. :D

-finished updating at 10pm-

arghhs

2006-08-11T22:42:00.000-07:00

i think i sound really pissed on the tagboard reply. ahh whatever. i dont mean to be pissed. im just in a bad mood that's all. what with all the homework not done, still being sick and all. just fan-ed....

it's weird how such trivial matters affect me so much. every single time it happens, i dwell on it for like at least three days. trivial to others perhaps, but really important and all for me.

i really dont blame them for not coming out or whatever. really. i mean like, how on earth are they supposed to know we were there? im just pissed at myself for not arriving earlier and all. its not their fault. but really, i was sick! so cant really blame me for trying to blame the whole world on it right? even yesterday... after waiting for them i came home sneezing like crazy. until yesterday morning i had this bad flu plus cough and wasnt even able to go to school. please understand, this isnt enjoyable.

and the reason why im pissed isnt even because of them. its because of someone i totally hate! and that person... she brings bad luck to us can? everytime see her definitely bad things will happen. arghhs. damn her. I HATE HER OKAY! the people who were with us on thurs will know who... shes a freaking idiot lah. GRR

sam blogged... random post lah him... =.= commented... hope they'll read the comments and at least know that we were there. the last milo box yet to be given to them... wonder if there'll be a chance soon...

mlb isnt my whoever. just my idol, so i dont have the right to blame them for anything. after all... who knows if they'll remember? a month from now.... life will be different. even if they dont remember, we have no choice but to let go already.

knowing i should let go, but reluctant to....

exams are coming.... in two month's time. time to work hard....

really think of quitting school after sec. so pointless when im failing almost every test. haiis. any magic formula to pass tests? just a pass will do... dont even have to care about passing with "flying colours" already. worried about maths... duno how im going to survive failing maths...

in conclusion... no, not blaming them. just irritated with myself. yepp.

haiis

2006-08-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

-edit-

EDIT! I just remembered something. have to place this at the top of my post so that everyone will see. haha...
if you guys take a look at my calender... the last item on the calender, SAJC songwriting competition.. if you guys are free do go down and support our campus superstar okay? according to him we'll be voting too. or whatever. hahaha. and since its free, so people, if you're free, do go down and support superstar okay? wahahas...

Event : SAJC Songwriting Competition
Venue : SAJC
Time : 6pm
Entrance Fee : FREE! :)

not sure of the exact location in SAJC. but i think if you just make ur way there u'll find it somehow. hahaha. and i duno where is SAJC. so dont ask me. haha.

good luck superstar! haha

not sure who's going to be there... like judging and all... remember i went for the talk in sec one, and the speakers were lee weisong, lee si song etc. but of course i do hope that some major composers or smth will be there. hahaha...

still remember the talk in sec one. horrifying! i was like the only sec one out of like thirty people cos i didnt manage to get someone to go with me. so traumatising. hahaha. then i think the seniors were all staring at me or whatever. LOL. then in the end i still had to ask caijie for help when going home cos i was damn lost. hahaha

okayys.. try to drag lots of people there then. to support campus superstar lahh. :)

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duno what to think now... to like or not to like? to support or not to support? i duno already... haiis...

feel so empty now. where is my motivation! mlb and fir!!! fir... havent seen them for half a year already.. i miss my jie! :( mlb...havent spoken to them for thirteen days. so bored lahhhs

this is random post. cos i've got nothing to do lah. haha. being bored. and im up waiting for that someone to blog. haiis. i miss them!

8 sept will be such a significant date. its the day that someone will be going into army! haiis. sad lahs. then will have lesser chances to see them already. what with all the stuff going on. camp, studies etc. even for us... studies... exams...

cant help being pissed. but still... cant help missing them. how? arghhs... yue xian yue shen... this cant be happening to me!!!

social studies graded assignment on monday. hv to remind myself to bring textbook... and all the jianbaos yet to be done all thanks to that someone. and all... the homework yet to be done. work yet to be revised. not knowing if there're anymore tests. whatever.

that someone. that special someone that made me feel special for a couple of days i guess. but perhaps not anymore.

after all, we're just normal people. some may be blessed with more talents, but we're still normal i guess. as i always think... what singers are? just normal people blessed with a better vocal than the others. no big deal really. so people dont have to envy even if we do know idols/singers. they're just normal people blessed with more talents that's all. and the talents do come at the price of hard work! so yeah....

im bored. someone entertain me? haha. not that sick already. but still having flu. haiis....

changed blog song already. what do you guys think of the song? i cant really figure out all the lyrics... but this song is definitely nice...

as i was saying today... being upset with them isnt a reason to deny good music. i'll continue to support them for their music, even if not for them. cos its really true that he/they make good music isnt it? :) like i told the person from mediacorp radio... even if its a band on the streets, if they do good music, i'll support. why not? music lights up my life. its the most comforting to hear good music.... and i really hv to thank fir for bringing me to music. they were really the ones who taught me how to appreciate music and all. LOVE fir!

i dunno how to play music, even though i hope to learn it. but i do know how to appreciate music. and that'll be enough for me.

music is my life! really. i can like...die without music.haha

"音樂是我的...好啦，男朋友！但它不是人喔．．．哎呀．．．音樂是我的　．．．男朋友！"

haha to find out what's with the above sentence... go look at fir's blog! its from a clip posted up by them. super funny lah my jie. LOL. :D love my jie!

詹飛兒，陳老師，黃阿沁．．．they rawk my life! :)

haha i thought up of these three names today. i duno why lah. just happened to pop into my mind somehow. hahas. huang ah qin sounds cute. LOL. chen lao shi sounds weird though. lols... no comments about zhan fei er. lol. or will 詹小飛sound better? haha but i think already got people lidat call her ler. so i dun wan to copy. :P

im still plain bored after typing this whole chunk. how? hahaha....

ohh and we were thinking up some captions for some mlb pics just now. haha. post them up next time bahhs... :)

perhaps there was effort and time wasted, but the friends i made in this competition are enough to cover up all the losses :) thanks guys! whether it be css, superband, whatever... all of you guys out there! thanks for everything! :)

still sian-ed. haha.

life's what im asking for. and life isnt going the way it should

2006-08-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday was DISASTROUS

first, i was sick. initially not THAT sick, but now im VERY sick. all thanks to SOME PEOPLE!
second, we spent five hours at mdc doing nothing. listening to radio. sumore is our own mp3 radio
third, IM PISSED!

haiis...i really feel like some idiot. they really make my life miserable! they turn my life upside down... every single time spent on waiting for them. and they pangseh-ed us 3 times lerr! that's official... and two times unofficial! if they pangseh us one more time... i really dont want to go liaos.

feel dejected, depressed, irritated, pissed, whatever. but i dont have the feeling to cry either. cos im still super sick now. flu, cough, headache, almost sorethroat.... im so gonna die liaooos. and the thing is... i was sick, i still went to mdc to wait five pathetic hours for them. and never even get anything in return.... haiis.

i feel so pissed. and sorry to all those people we jio-ed along. but before tt we alr say tt its not confirmed... so.... yeah.

but really... not their fault so cant blame them either. i duno who to blame. myself? if i had agreed to the 4pm thingy. and if i had reached earlier.... then we wouldnt have missed them. arghhs... i really duno now. headache...

left mdc at 1030. took cab home... remembered tt we didnt have chance to tell them smth. now me and ellekay are like... really pissed or whatever. i duno lerrs.

haiis....

life's what im asking for. and life isnt going the way it should!

next blog song on the list: life's what im asking for

ytd der interview... sam sang the 933 song until damn nice... haiis.
then as for nic... i HAVE to agree with something. "my chinese not good, but when i speak in english i can talk alot of crap" I AGREE!!!! blah. whatever.

the interview was funny... but not funny enough to lift our spirits...

and damn. got tummyache....GRR

feeling so down and all. and still sick...

MILUBING!!!! NI MEN ZAI NA LI?!!!!

i damn feel like screaming now. NIC!!! arghhs.... this is so not worth. i rather they not be superband. then life wont be so busy. then life wouldnt be going the wrong way.

i feel like some bai chi now. arghhhs!!!!!

they better not blog and tell us they left mdc at 11 ytd. if not i'll really like die. DIE.

but anyway... even without them, we had a good time bahh. [before we knew]
so yeahhs... got to know some new friends. :)

ellekay.valerie.shihui.sheena.pekchoo.herfriend.jiahui.
kangqi.thetwopeoplewhoidunotheirnames

ten people! plus me eleven. haha. we had a good time even without them lah. so i guess... over jiu over. FORGET IT LAH! aiyah. haha.

make me happy please.

alone w you

2006-08-09T18:20:00.000-07:00

Alone With You

aiyo... DAMN CUTE LAH THIS SONG! hahahah! this is another song by NIC! :) aww so nice. LOL. professional leh him... piangg erhs... hahaas. he keep saying the song very corny. hahahaas. ahh whatever. :D

you mesmorised
With your sweet tender
So innocent smile
Yes I remember
Your eyes stole my heart when
I was alone with you

Dream of your lips
With mine together
That one single kiss
Would seem forever
Oh how much I wish that
I'll be alone with you
I'll be alone with you

I wait for your letters
I wait for your call
Do I mean anithing to you
Or nothing at all
So please tell mi dear
The way to your heart
My tears are about to start

I'm so in love
My darling angel
You're sent from above
Don't fly away now
Don't say goodbye I want
To be alone with you

So please stay with me
And I will promise
We'll live life so free
Love everlasting
Coz I'll give the world just
To be alone with you

itz damn cock..wuahaha
-_-"

nic 10/08/2006, 05:31

LOL. this comment was left by him... and he was still awake at 6 plus!!! what the .....

he like super entertaining lah. hahahaas.

"gd nite ppl...laugh if u want..the nic u duno..keke...old man..entertainment ma..chut pattern...*wuahaha*"

LOL....

actually i got nothing to say. just wanna post this up. hahahaa. have been super busy for the past few days! superband on saturday, maggy's bdae on sunday, school on monday, school and out with maggy on tues, project and out with ellekay on wed. and ALL the hmwk to be done today! GOSH. arhhs....

and me and ellekay realised smth... the place we went for for gathering... damn gross lah! hahaas. got so many ants. and we saw a worm sumore. eee... and ytd night i saw a worm on the floor of my house. so fated. but not fated with mlb leh? WHY HURR?!!!!

blah. im plain bored. i've got chinese project and seven jianbaos to finish. plus three letters for mlb. so gonna die. ahhhhh....

life's so pekcek.

and its even more pekcek without the six people i love. FAYE IAN REAL SAM NIC WEIQI! hurrs! so sian diaoos.

oh and when me and ellekay were at mdc ytd...we kana interview by this person from wad...mediacorp radio...she asked us who we were waiting for and all. then ellekay damn funny. she say super soft... "superband...milubing..." then the person like, why u speak so soft? hahaaa... damn stupid lah. i cant remember what i said lerrs. only know i talked a whole load of CRAP. she ask then i answer lorh. then when she asked for our names... ellekay say her ellekay lah, then i said mk. hahaha. like duh. so easy to recognise is us lorh! WTH. hahaas. hope mlb dont hear the thing if they decide to reveal it on air siaa... if not i die... hahahaas

national day was fairly boring. didnt even watch ndp lah. hahaas. felt so boring to me. i slept thru half the show, spent my time at the comp for the other half. so boring. arhh. but the fireworks were quite nice lah. LOL. that's like the only thing worth watching as my mum says. but actually... not for me also. hahaaa...like duh, fireworks look the same lah!

that day we were doing this worksheet thingy for mdm lee... then there was this table thingy. had to fill in the values and all. then the values were the same. so the qn asked what we observe from the table...
my answer : SAME lah! SO OBVIOUS!
yang's ans: same lorh. duh

hahaha. then i was like saying my ans to jenny. then mdm lee was like, what so obvious... obvious oso mus explain okay...
me: piangg eh. same jiu shi same, still can explain wad?! tell me why are they the same leh
yang: erhh... because the numbers look the same?
me: yeah. and they're the same numbers. so they're the SAME! YAY! :)

end of story. haha. i left the answer as it is and handed it up to mdm lee. LOL. and the mdm lee ahh... damn bo liao leh her. hahaas. she like suddenly come lean on my chair and see what we doing. then when i turn around and saw her i was like. WAH. teacher, dont lidat scare me leh! then she say what... if you never do any evil why should you be scared of me... blah blah blah. i was like totally -_-" her liao. hahahaas

then actually throughout the entire maths lesson i was reading nic der blog post. hahaha. the milubing's ah nic one. then i keep telling anyone who would listen tt ah nic sounds so cute. LOL. then i was like hua chi-ing or whatever lah. hahahaha

aiyo.. the song damn nice hahaaa...

off to do my chinese project.really can die siaa....

songs

2006-08-08T00:54:00.000-07:00

Cant blog much cos im supposed to be out now! anyways... FINALS was a blast! we had really great fun. and great time embarassing ourselves as well. whatever. haha. i love milubing! and milupa miluma milujie milumei and all. they're so nice! ohh and milufriends. LOL. they're all damn nice lahh

i miss them so much! and my past four days havent been shun li at all. because i havent talk to lee shun li for one week. hahaa. actually, is 9 days lorh. hahahas. whatever! uber suayness for these few days. lets hope my luck goes better tomorrow.

ahh wells. just wanna recommend some songs to you guys.

they're composed by our very own NICODEMUS! hahaas. really really nice. esp the second one. i like lahh! LOL. go listen okay! :) and leave some comments at their blog bah...

MLB BLOG!

the songs....

Take Me As I Am

Till I'm Back Again

yeahhs please support okays!

haha THANK YOU for reading :) and appreciating the music!!!

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cant talk much as usual. haha am supposed to be writing letters for mlb now. dunno when then got chance to give them... haiish.

just wanna mention smth tt happened at the gathering lah. have been wanting to post it up but keep forgetting. lols.

after jon's "that's the idea" hoh, nic also lidat der lorh. hahaha. showed him the slanted pic he took for us using my phone.. and his reply was...

him: you see ah, this one hor, crop can already! crop then very nice liao right?
me: -_-" wth... win liao lorh. win liao....

really lah! diaoos. i also know can crop! -_-"

rubbish lahh. LOL...

oh and their yongqi for grandfinals was so so so nice. ahhhs. listen dao cry. lols. very nice lah! even though its not that nice. haha whatever. but the way they sang it v nice. yay. hahas :D

happy belated bdae to yang and maggy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!! :)

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