am DAMN FED UP. VERY FED UP. FREAKING IRRITATED!!!!

arghhhhs....i just wanna say. WHAT THE F LAHHH!!!!

DAMN IT. i feel so freaking not shuang now. and i totally like. wanna cry liaoos. i want to like bang wall and die lorhs. GRR. some people freaking buay hiao bai....

okayys. i shall start from what WAS happy.

23September2006, SATURDAY

YELLOW RIBBON EVENT + SUPERBAND COMPILATION AUTO SESS

was supposed to meet sheena at 815. but i left house at 815, so i was like late for 10 min. hahaha. and the thing is, before i left house, shihui smsed me to tell me tt ellekay reached already. then i was like, HUH, I HAVENT EVEN STEP OUT OF HOUSE. hahahaha...meeting time was 9, but we told ellekay it was 730 cos we were like pretty sure she wld be late lah. hahaha

reached orchard at ard 9... then saw ellekay's sms tt milubing reached e place already. so me and sheena like ran all e way to civic plaza lahh. then when we reached, din see ellekay and shihui... but milubing began their sound check blah blah blah already. so we stood there to watch...then soon ellekay and shihui came lahhs. so yeppx. hahaha

then while they were checking e stuff blah... nic waved to us... then say he very hot... hahahaha.... sweating like crazy lah. LOL. hmmms. then they finished e thing... sam and wq came down, but nic was still doing stuff on stage lah. so i waited. and waited. and WAITED. haha. cos he was like chatting w this person lah can... diaooooos

then nic finally came off stage! asked him to come over. then we chatted for awhile loh. asked him where they gg after tt, he say duno... then asked him izit he change guitar, he say what...borrow from his dad derrs. then i thot he say the guitar borrow from his dad. HAHA. but actually is he borrow MONEY from his dad to buy guitar lah. yeppx. hahaha

asked him about fir event. everything unconfirmed... wear what not confirm,sing what also not confirm. then he say they gonna sing a fir song. i was like...REVOLUTION! then he say revolution cannot change e music arrangement... then ask him to say he say SECRET cannot say. dao shi jiu noe ler. like abit wth.... hahahaha! :)

then...what always happened, happened AGAIN. LOL. cos i asked why he change guitar or smth. duno lahhs. then he say cos album nid good guitar... then i huh? then he say COS ALBUM NID GOOD GUITAR!!!!! like practically shouting liaoos.... hahahas. paiseh lahh. im like half deaf der.LOL

hmmms...then asked if they gg back mdc after tt. then he say no cos got far east event...then asked him if after far east event got go back, he say shud be have. but he gotta rush off cos got bbq. then i was totally.... ARGHH. WHY MUST YOU TELL ME LAH! then he say cos dun wan u all to waste time there mahhs.... ahh. so nice lah him. hahahaha.

yeahhs then they left... after tt we went to walk walk... then eventually we found a bench outside mos burger. so like 5 of us sat there and chat...until the security guard came to gan us... LOL. then at 10 went back to e civic plaza.

saw milubing at left side of stage... so we went to stand somewhere ard there lah.then after tt they moved to e other side...we stayed at e left side lorhhs. then they sang the yellow ribbon song... w benny shifu.... then they interviewed nic and shifu about yellow ribbon lorhs. hmm yeahhs.

another thing... during sound check... cos nic checking guitar sound or smth. then weiqi like look DAMN BORED lahh.... HAHA. super funny lahhs. he jus got that "my one okay liaoo... why take so long der?" type of look.... LOLs!!

after the yellow ribbon song... they went backstage. took photos w alot of ppl.... all e gongzuorenyuan... then we stood outside and waited. then sam like damn funny... point here point there... then say what call us go eat... blah blah blahhs. duno what he talking. hahaas.then they came out... we managed to take a photo w them. hahas. thanks to their i duno who.... i think is wendy? haha THANKS! :D

then they ran away. hahahaa. they went to left side of stage. nic and shifu were interviewed... and speaking to some i duno who lah. we were like sitting outside doing nothing. hahahas.... picnic-ing. lols. then like super funny....

they finished their interview thingy already. nic went to i duno where... then shifu suddenly walked towards us and talked to us! i was like abit shock diooo.... LOL. then he say he see us in photo before. then ask us for our names. then we say our names... he say he see us on blog before. hahaas... then he say what... "im fat boy... in animal kingdom im fat pig..." he damn nice lah. so friendly! SHIFU ROCKS......! hahahas :)

and then i saw JOCELYN. like abit~ hahahas... she accused me of not studying lah. then i was like. ABIT YOU ALSO HOH. hahahas.... abit the stage so big. very hard to find meh?! LOLs....

uhhuhhs. and then we saw weiqi walking here and there. hahahas. after tt the 2nd part of performance started... at 11... went to e right side of stage lahhs. hahaas. stood at e side... saw amanda, karin, yanwen, zan, yanqing, nic's dad etc.... then they sang xi huan ni and guo huo! sam's intro was like uber funny....

"the nxt song we're going to sing is entitled CROSSFIRE, guo huo."

then we like. HUH. crossfire?? abit.... hahahahas....

but okayys. the songs were DAMN NICE OKAYY. yayys. MILUBING ROCKS!!!! and horhs, i wanna mention tt nic sing the yellow ribbon song until like damn nice. awws. hahaa! really!!!

hmm then we went to wait for them to come out. but they v fast jiu walk away lerrs. nic and wq like din even know lahs. only sam kept waving to us...then until we shouted BYE NIC, BYE WEIQI! then they turned and waved.... lols... after tt they like walk towards the taka building lahhs. we followed... then found them waiting for lift... hahaas

sam like uber hao xiaoo der siaa. he take his phone and act like he wanna throw his phone... so tt the glass door will break... like abit wth. then duno what he trying to say lah.... we were like separated by this glass door...and the stupidest thing is that. we cld actually open the glass door lah hoh? DIAOO.
then sam showed us his shirt... got the words milubing derrs... then we screamed...duno scream what lah. hahahaas.....

then they went into e lift.... nic was quite happy… hahahas.... sam and weiqi also damn funny... initially when sam kept gesturing to us, weiqi was like beside him... then weiqi kept laughing lah. LOL! then after they got into e lift, nic's dad waved to us also... hahaha.... so friendly. :D

hmm after tt we went to macs to eat.... drank milo.... break record liaoos. din eat anything today. the only thing i had was tt cup of medium milo from macs. haha. crapped this whole load of rubbish at macs lah. then we talked about ELLEKAY and ANDY again.... HAHAHAHA.....

after eating, went off to far east... went to queue up lohhs. then me and shihui tried to go find where their bus wld be parked at. and we actually like found the correct staircase. miraculous.... HAHA.....
then we went back to queue lorhs. chatted... biru was like infront of us... hahaas. then we like damn siao derrs! when we first reached e place, they were playing yongqi... then we all sang dao damn loud... like everyone were staring at us can. abit... haha

we uber enthu.... all songs we also sing... hahahaa.... then the hoyu person came to ask us to do survey blah blah blah. the product not bad sia! HAHA. spray liao hair v soft... NICE... hahahas.... then got what lucky draw thingy. all of us got the wrist pouch lohs. lol....

then at like 2... saw j3 and lucify... but think milubing in backstage nv come out. after awhile event started... host was lingzhi. then like abit... whatever lingzhi and superbands say... nobody interested to listen lah. everyone like jus scream scream scream... lols...

when milubing came out... screamed like crazy lahhs. hahahas... then waved... nic got wave back... lols... ohh yahhs. before the event started horh, this person... came to like take photo of us lorhs. she asked biru they all... then biru they all say we also milubing derrs. so all of us took a grp photo... according to tt person, is for music company der... aiya whatever lah.

hmm.then began the auto sess. queued... then like super funny lah! hahahas.... hmms. went on stage, then first was lucify. the others i heck care lah. then misaki looked at me... i waved and say hi... hahaas. then come to j3, jacky was singing ling... cos the bg music playing mantou der ling. lols... not bad sehhs. haha

after tt was soul... HAHAHA. think order was awi, justis, andy, alfred, ishi.... then when ellekay reached andy...


andy: 我們很有緣hoh?
ellekay: ...... =.=
*all of us start laughing*
me: orh hoh... ellekay 你完了....!哈哈!
justis: huh...為什麼會完了??
me: *din hear* huhh?
justis: 為什麼會完了??
minhui: 她的形象被破壞了....
me: erhh. YAH. 有人的形象被破壞了....*points to ellekay*哈哈!


abit damn funny lah! hahaas.... story long long. wan to know, go find ellekay. HAHA

ishi v cute lah. hahaha


me: HELLO ishi!
ishi: hello.... *signing for ellekay*
me: i got bring electric fan leh.
ishi: urh. orhh...
*time to sign my lyric bk... stood infront of him...*
ishi: *stare at me*
me: erhh...hello.做什麼? *cos he keep staring at me*
ishi: 做什麼?
me: erhh. forget it. i got bring electric fan hoh.
ishi: orh okayys....


hahahaha... abit funny lah him. he forget about e electric fan thingy lerrs. so long ago! hahaa....

then come to milubing.... i think i freaking dui bu qi sam and weiqi leh. SORRY!!! cos i was like standing infront of weiqi... then i v ganchiong wan ask nic if he gg back mdc. so i stand infront of weiqi and shouted to nic.... arghs. like so bad to wq leh. sorry sorry!!!


me: 等一下有回去嗎?
him: yah i going back... but i may be going from back door... cos got ppl picking me up...
me: huh. BACK DOOR?
him: yahhs....
me: *duno if i shud gv him e letter at tt time. cos scared lost....* erhhs. then 這個怎麼辦?我等一下再給你啦 *turns away to go off stage*
him: but i may be going from back door leh.
me: erhhs. forget it. *turns back and gives him e letter* AIYAH,給你啦!!!! *got the damn irritated look*
him: SORRY SORRY!
me: forget it.... *goes off stage*


after i went off stage he still shouting duno what to me lah. din hear... i was like. HUH? then e security ask us go away... so bo bian lorhhs. haiis....

then after tt we went to find their bus. and we found it lah. but the driver wasnt there...so we stood there and waited lorhs. sang alot... hahaas. hmm then waited for quite long lah. after tt the driver came, and drove e bus to e side. e staircase tt me and shihui found initially. haha. then we waited for them....

after awhile, SAM came... first one siaa. hahaas. then was like what... lucify and whatever lah. who cares. then sam came to e front of e bus. we asked him where wq was. then he pointed to his heart. like abit!!! DUHH. so diaoooos. "weiqi is in my heart" abit... haha. then he duno tk e yellow ribbon do what....

then nic and wq finally came! like phewws. i damn scared nic like ownself run away or smth. hahas. then i wrote on white board... asked nic to go find my letter and read... then he say okayys. cos e letter was in e black plastic bag where they put all e presents lah. hmm yepp.then i was trying to ask him about mdc. then he kept telling me tt e letter in e bag. like diaoo! haha

their bus went off... we RAN to get a cab lah. like wth! i run dao my pants gonna drop can... hahaas... i was like.. "等一下leh!!我褲子要掉了leh!" shouted damn loud. gosh. so paiseh! hahaa. then we like finally got a cab... split 2 cabs... me shihui and minhui, then sheena ellekay and lorita. sheena tt cab took e same route as e superband bus... so they like caught up w them...but we took a diff route loh. sian diaoos

when we reached mdc... the bus jus reached also. but this time they drive until inside then let them alight. bit sian lah. then we walked to recept. waited lorhs... then lucify came out.... then milubing was like sitting at e chairs behind the recept counter. uber funny lah! hahaa.. thn cos got mirror. then sam was waving to us thru e mirror. DIAOO. i think sam's like uber free. hahaa..

then i was telling nic... i thot u say u nida go off? then he say cos got interview... then what interview he also duno.... hmms yepps. then he say after e interview he nida go off liaoos. yeahh then they went in again. asked if they wld come out... sam said i think so.... so we waited... waited for quite long lorhhs.... uber hungry sehhs

until like 6, they finally came out.... then they wanted to go downstairs derr.but they say soul downstairs... so in e end we stayed at recept. then nic like kept wanting to stand at e aircon...cos v hot. then after tt we like. NIC, AIRCON NOT ON LAH! then he huhhh.... then walked over to ANOTHER aircon. diaooos! haha

then nic shouted to sam and wq... BRO, AIRCON IS HERE LEH. TT AIRCON SPOIL! i was like. huh. hello?! tt aircon is NEVER ON. NOT SPOIL. wahlau erh! hahahaas.... then alot of people kept asking him tk photo, sign stuff etc. then i asked if he read my letter. then we began this long discussion about their album etc.... and he STILL refused to reveal the fir song lah! grrr. haha

then got him to sign my book... my LAST THREE PAGES in my ru guo ai book! YAY. i finally finished tt book lerr! hahaha... he wrote....

"Mei Kian... :P Thankz for today! *bleah* "

then i was like. 我要吐血了....then he still got seh smile at me lah. hahahaha.... then me and biru kept complaining tt we wanted to sleep. hahaha. i was saying tt i can like stand there and fall asleep lorhs. LOL. then i kept pai-ing him... duno why also lah. haha. then i damn bo liao lah. go pai his shoes. hahaas...

stayed w him for v long... then chatted lorhs.... talked alot of rubbish. then i was like introducing people to him. hahaha. he damn STM siaa! buay tahan. hahaa.... like 10 secs ago i jus told him shihui's name.... then after tt he was like, what's ur name ah? i can FAINT lorh. hahaha. he still duno M.E.S.S lah. sian diaos. hahaa... i hint him liao he still duno. he say he dun dare to tikam... cos scared say wrong... haha

then i asked him... give me 3 things u want for ur bdae... he say "im perfectly contented with what i have". i say i duno what to give him...then in e end i showed him my tt hp chain... then i say, i give u this one for ur bdae okay? then he say dun wan...cos he dun like to hang stuff, then if give him he nv use jiu v wasted. but i say "then 我的電話掛你的名作什麼?" then he say.... "orh. then give me lorh." like abit... hahaa... then he say 7oct then give him, bt i say scared dao shi cannot communicate. yepp

and by the way. i want to say. ITS THE THIRD TIME YOU'RE TELLING ME UR BDAE OKAY! abit!!! hahaa.... he say like 3 times ler lah! YES, i know EIGHT OCTOBER IS YOUR BIRTHDAY. dont have to keep reminding me!!!! diaoo.hahaha. hen fan leh! everytime mention dao fir he'll start saying tt the nxt day is his bdae. abit...

then cos he busy signing for other people... then i was like... i come find u later horhs. then i go find weiqi... haha. told him about the "on the bus" article. then took photo and signed... then he damn funny... kept writing "tonight". then he wrote "thx for coming tonight" on my book, then added "(it's night time already!)" but when he signing for e nxt person jiu like po gong... he was like "ARGH. i keep writing tonight!" then i was like. "所以你的tonight是凹出來的啦?" hahaha.... forget it if u guys dun understand. cant be bothered to explain. haha

then went to find sam. asked shihui to help me ask sam to sign. he wrote damn short... but aiyahs... cos no time lerrs.... then took photo of him.... yepppx....

after sam... i went back to look for nic. then i was telling ellekay and sheena... "ITS THE THIRD TIME ALREADY".... then he still turn and ask me "what 3rd time?" thn i say "you tell me ur bdae for the THIRD TIME already!" hahaha....

then nic like damn sian.... he kept giving a sian look.... i was like... "你不要這樣sian leh.我會很怕你的leh.已經有人跟我講他們很怕你了...." then he like, huh why... then i say how i know? haha. then i was very scared.... cos he like very sian....

and then... he sign some people der book... then he suddenly like give a damn not shuang look. Like no expression type… thn say "我真的要走了." then he walked out of recept. Everyone shock dio… thn nobody dared to follow... then i like still buay hiao bai lah. i ran after him to give him the hp chain... then he say he made his friend wait v long... from 430 to almost 7....

on e way downstairs... i kept saying sorry to him... then he was explaining to me... saying tt... they're trying to be selfless, they dont regard themselves as idols.... and some stuff.... he was like super serious and stuff... all i cld do was keep saying sorry... i feel like such an useless idiot. arghh. then he was like super not shuang and stuff. he kept explaining to me... haiis.

Then he was like so sad and irritated that… when we walked downstairs, sam like abit block dao our way lah. Then he just like squeezed past without saying anything. Then walked v fast to the car…

我要跟你說.... 你跟我講的,我都明白...真的!

after tt... followed them to the car... at this moment his mood was still okayy... just very affected and sad.... cos he made his friends wait like really long.... when he got into the car, i asked him to cheer up... then he still got the mood to tell me.... "ask everyone go read blog tonight. i'll blog about it"

then weiqi like still kana stuck at i duno where. sam and nic in e car lerrs. then caixia they all stand at e side of e car talking to sam... then weiqi wanna get on e car. but they dun wanna shift away. weiqi was like... "他們不要給我上車leh..." then we still laughed lahhs. i kept asking caixia they all to shift... cos weiqi wanted to board e car... but they say deng yi xia..then after tt, nic and sam got off e car. then sam was like, 我們....要唱歌! then we like HUH....

they walked to the taxi stand there... then peg they all wanted to like celebrate bdae for them. some people freaking buay hiao bai. i duno what to say already. then they asked 3 of them to turn while they prepared e stuff. i was standing behind lah. so when they turned they were facing us.... then some people still got the face to go ask them take photos?!

sam and wq were qt okayy w taking photos... still like v happy and stuff... but i see nic like v bu dui jin already.... he kept looking down... and he looked damn sad.... then i was like super scared lah. he din want to look at anyone lorhs... jus kept staring at e ground. then after that they turned.... then nic suddenly turned around and walked away.

Nic cried… his eyes were like damn red lah.. we din know what to do…. when he walked away.... then we were like shocked... din know what to do lah. then i say dun go disturb him... then sam say cos hes paiseh tt he made his frens wait so long. so he v sad...then i say dun go disturb him, then sam nodded also... haiis. kept saying sorry to sam... then he say not our fault, cos we waited v long for them also... but really. i have to say sorry....

then after tt nic walked back, then he still looked damn sad lah. typed a msg for him... then he dun wan see... he say its okay... then they still like ask them sign board and blah blah blah. i was totally WTF at tt time lorh. then our gang went to say sorry to their friend.... then she said its okay... but we really felt bad for tt....haiis. 對不起!!!

when they all were leaving... nic was still super sad.... i typed a msg for him to see.... "like u always say... SMILEZ! Okay?" and smth else. dont rmb what. yeahhs... then asked him to cheer up... before tt, when he just left recept... i alr kept asking him to cheer up lerrs... pls pls CHEER UP OKAYY? NIC LEE! cheer up hohh.... dont make us sad too.... :(

then they left.... on e way out.... all of us and biru they all... we were like cursing those people lah. i mean like. hello?! people already gan shi jian for so long lerrs. i mean like, whatever they did, could be done in reception, while they were signing for us etc. nic was really angry lerrs...

NICODEMUS LEE. i rather you scold me okay! i say before liao lah!!!! 不喜歡的話要講....then he like keep everything to himself and this is what happens. arghs... i rather u scold me lorh. then i wont feel so bad. i rather you 發火....

I don’t deny that what happened was partly our fault too… but I’ll still think that they have a bigger part to play in this. I mean like, they were originally leaving already… then was like quite okay. But they like made them stay for awhile more, then it made all of us so sad… haiis.

okayy. actually nic said tt he gan shi jian already.... but everyone just didnt want to let him go... he kept saying tt he made his friends wait really long... i understand! i really do lah. but.... as he said... obligations... cos alot of those people who mobbed him today... were not mlb fans... jus some other people lorh. then he cant possibly say no to them...

偶像也有發脾氣的權利...

like hello lah. this is NIC. the super lame nic lorh. [haha] the nic tt always jokes w us and stuff. can POWER until make him cry? i duno what to say already lorh. i stand there i also want to cry liaoo.... he was like quite happy when he left far east lah! cos i think he qt looking forward to his bbq or smth. duno him lah.

i think his mood totally spoil ler lorhs... our mood also lah. haiis....

CAN SOMEONE SCOLD ME!

arghhhh!!!! i feel super bad. NIC!!! SORRY!!!!! i want to like. scream lah! arghhhs!

ohh by the way. nic changed guitar already. :( changed to a red one... wont be using the old one unless necessary i think. yeppx. :D

迷路兵,對不起!!!!!!

i want to bang wall and die lorh.

haiis... i feel so sad now.

can make an idol cry infront of fans... first time? i duno. forget it.

NIC, CHEER UP PLEASE!!! you make me feel super sad. :( will forever be your loyal fan okayys! anything dont like just say.... yeppx.....

wtf lah. some people. grrr. then this morning when chatting w nic... he still tell me tt those people he nv see b4 derrs. then i damn lame... he say... those people... seldom see them horh. etc... then i was like, what's my name? then he diaoo me, then say meikian... hahaa...

i like the happy nic.

and i am SAD. :(

你快樂所以我快樂! SMILEZ!

and i wanna tell those people lorh. 不要太囂張.不要以為你們很厲害. 因為你們完全沒有任何位置!

ARGH.

記得我們10月7日的約定! :)

-update at 9:12am, SUNDAY-

Nic blogged last night.... some extracts from his post.

"Maybe i am just like any other art person...(musicians)..being superbly sensitive and in tuned to mi emotions.. that explains why ba.. Maybe i am just not good at hiding my emotions too transparent..can see when i'm happy or sad..can't realli hide or act.. i can't smile when i can't..."

我知道! he cant hide his emotions.... but he cant like... really say no to people either. duno how to phrase it lah. jus like... ytd i saw him getting more and more sian... and not shuang... but he just didnt firmly SAY out tt he needed to leave already, cos so many people were asking him for photos/autographs...

Don’t smile when you cant! Then we’ll know whats wrong mah. If not we’ll never know. =.=

"gotta noe that some ppl are so afraid of mi...maybe itz becoz of this musical-eccentric side...realli sorry.. I am truly not angry nor upset with you guys... but more of myself becoz i was trapped in between.... just imagine...u wanna make everybody happy...but u can't...u see people so happy just to see you..yet you gotta leave them with an unsigned book or untaken photo..."

NIC! i regret telling you that.... i hope it didnt affect your mood... and dont be angry or upset with yourself! its not your fault either! its just like... 無奈接受 type of thing? its part of being a public figure... its hard to make everyone happy. you cant satisfy everyone.... and we're not afraid of you okay? 你們也是人, so definitely have ur emotions and stuff... after all, u're just another person right? just another human...


"Felt the sincerity in you all...i'm so sorry..

Love,
Nic"


can stop saying sorry? =.= arghhs. bet he took really long thinking about how to blog this. we feel the sincerity in you guys too! 可以不要對我們那麼好嗎?我們受不起... i rather you zhi jie reject me... [auto/photos] then i wont feel so bad...

haiis.

didnt sleep last night. that incident was on my mind for the entire night... tossed and turned in bed, cldnt sleep at all... cld think of nothing but THAT incident. really affected my mood lah. am the type tt can be easily affected by others. seeing other people sad makes me sad too... haiis!

we all heartbreak lahh. sounds stupid actually. cuz we're not even in any way related to them? yet get so affected and upset... just fans yahh... hmm.but perhaps the reason i was sad was because i sort of understand his feelings... like, making people wait so freaking long and stuff. if is me i also will paiseh lorhs...

time to put down everything... time to study hard... exams begin on wednesday... 是時候收拾心情,努力讀書了...

-Dont forget our date on 7OCT!-

after all, u're still the NIC we used to know! :)

im starving. -_-“ but don’t feel like eating anything… was so fed up ytd tt I didn’t eat anything after I got home. Only had like a bowl of noodles at 1230am. Arghhhs.

Anywayys. THANK YOU WEIQI AND SAM. For trying to lighten up the mood so everyone wont be so affected and all… weiqi like damn gao xiao lah.. hahaha… :D thanks…appreciate it! Haha.


-finished updating at 9:24am, SUNDAY-









09September06- Saturday [PSS Auditions]

went to see pss auditions at tpy hdb hub today...

woke up at 10 plus i think. then awhile after i woke up, ellekay called... and told me tt

WEIQI got go for the pss auditions! he went there to perform w juzb derrs. ARGHH. i was like so uber gekked. hahaha. cos she say pekchoo went to mdc, then saw weiqi... then i like, HUH, WEIQI GOT GO AH? later i confirm go back mdc after event! haas...

hmm then left house at ard 11... was supp to meet maggy at 1130 lahs. but i reached mdc at 1145. oops hahaa... then waited... and waited... saw dean... then after that ZEEWHY finally came at like 1215.abit he told us the reporting time was 12 lorhs. diaoo. then he say what... wendy tell him over email is 12, then over sms she say is 1230. like whatever. then i was like. so must compromise lah! 1215 lah! then abit at tt time alr 1220 ler. hahaha ...

hmms. then i asked him if superband and css will return to mdc together. he said dunno... then i was like, u know why i ask not... cos today WEIQI GOT COME LEH! hahaha... siao liao... then he said smth tt made me even sadder.GRR.

"i got ask sam to come leh..but he dun wan to come..."

PIANGGS. i si gei ni kan ah! grrs. he say he wanna ask sam help him play some unplugged thingy. then sam say dun wan cos mus be as a band derrs. then nic nv come mahhs. then i started going crazy.... hahaha!

"WHY U NEVER ASK NIC TO COME!!!!"

then he like... give the i dunno type of expression. hahaha. then he say what... u wan them to come u go ask wendy lorh. DUH. if i can ask her i wun ask u liao. hahaha.... then i kept pestering him cos he never ask nic to come lah! then he still come tell me nic go ns liao. outdated sehh u... hahaha.... [ better shut up before zy zhao wo suan zhang...haha]

WAHHS. why sam dun wan to come! so near his house sumore. hahaha...

then i started complaining about the makeup artist for psc. HORRIBLE sia! on tv hor, can see zy der pimple damn clear lorh. and horhs, nic looked damn pale on tv... then zy's reply to that was.... "Nic 不是本來就很 pale 的 lorh?" duhhs. then i spent alot of time thinking about that. nic got very fair mehhs. OKAY MAH. na li you hen pale? hmmm.....

im still sian-ed about sam lorh. hahahaha....

then while we were like taking photos etc. yuyang came... super funny lah. i duno how he walk also lah. then zy like, u dun walk lidat can not? then he go imitate yuyang. pianggs. hahaha... then yuyang v kelian jus walk past us... i was like, AIYO, dun bully people lah u! hahaha... then yuyang asked if wanna wait for him... zy asked him go change pass first, but he still v nice stand there wait for zy lah. hahaa...

hmm then after that they went up to recept lerrs. so we took cab down to tpy lohhs. went to find e place... then wanted to eat so went upstairs to food court. but i veri the dun wan to sit down... so i ended up going outside to look at the backstage from upstairs lah. then saw juzb brods and alfred... but never see WEIQI!~ ellekay say weiqi come lerrs... then i stand upstairs v long to see if he got come out. but dun have...

after tt went into food court again. managed to find seats... but ellekay smsed to tell me tt brods was singing lers. so i heck about eating lah, went out to see...then left maggy and the 2 other zy fans at food court... [duno their names...haha] then wanted to go backstage see wq mahhs, so went downstairs lorh. at tt time was like ard 130 lers. then zy told us his performance at 145, so went downstairs to see wq, shun bian see if css come lerrs...

went downstairs, saw amanda... then went to squeeze w the crowd. hmms. after brods was juzb and weiqi~! yayys haha... sang i duno what... and cowboy... cldnt see lah, cos was at the side. then kept taking weiqi der backview. hahaha... after he came down, shouted WEIQI! but he din hear lahhs. hmmms...

then like after they went in for awhile... soul performing... then weiqi came out w afwan! gosh. i nearly missed them. jus like happened to see this person w brown shirt and white bag coming out. then realised it was weiqi. then squeezed thru e crowd to follow them....

follow people like damn tough can! pianggs. abit like horrs. they walk by the inside way, then i geh kiang go walk the outside way. abit the outside way even more crowded lah! nearly lost them... but cos can see afwan...and he quite obvious, cos wear red shirt... haha. then ran all e way to chase them. until the handphone shop there. then shouted WEIQI! then he turned and said hi.... then say sorry cos they nida go lerrs. they walk like damn fast lahhs...

told weiqi tt ellekay still there... then asked if he got see her. then think he say i duno... then at tt moment ellekay called lah. so i picked up e call, then weiqi like wan say bye to me... so i like v busy... haha... while talking on e phone i waved bye to weiqi... then after he walked away i was like, ellekay u wait ah! then BYE WEIQI~! then ya hello? what thing? hahaha... wq v nice lahhs. :) i think he also know i sprain my ankle bahhs. hmm.

then went back to backstage area. saw biru jiahui kangqi. told them tt weiqi left lerrs... alot of ppl din get to see wq siaas. and the thing is, i was the ONLY person who chased him and afwan to the carpark. so paiseh! hahaha....

then after soul der performance... me ellekay and huihui went in search of weiqi.abit... hahaha. cos i saw the direction weiqi walked to... then ellekay insisted on going there to look around. so lidat lorhs... went walk walk around tpy... hahaha.drank the green tea ellekay bought for weiqi... hahaa. saw terence cao on the way. LOL. he was at some opening thingy....

then we walked back to hdb hub... at the carpark there, saw the yellow bus. inside was css. hahaha. so heng. LOL. then i ran there, then jus anyhow wave. LOL. cos most also ren shi der mahs, then i duno who izit either. so i jus like nv see jiu luan wave. then khim and yuyang saw me, so wave back... hahahas...

then khim veri funny also lah. LOL. i kept looking at her... then she like give me the "i duno what they doing" type of expression. those weird weird expression.... haha. think referring to zy yiyuan they all bah. lols...then i asked her to help me call zy... kept mouthing ZHIYANG but she din get it lah. so in the end i drew ZY in e air. then she like. ORHH... then helped me call zy... hahaha

waved to zy... hahaas. then superband came out, so they boarded the bus, then css alighted. told zy not to sing zao xia for ttyy... if not we kill him ah. hahahas. then i bo liao go say hi to khim lah. haha.

so random. LOL.

after tt we waved and waved and waved to soul juzb and brods! hahaa. so diaoo-ed. too free lahhs. wahahas...

after tt... ellekay went to mdc, then i went back to the backstage area. after awhile sheena came... cldnt contact maggy. so me and sheena stood at the lift and listened to the songs lohs. then we only "surfaced" during zy's performance. hahaha. the others we hid behind der lift. then when zy was performing we went out to the side to scream for him. and the thing is. i had no voice to scream. haha

hmms. oh then before tt... while they were inside the backstage, think they came out for toilet break or smth lah haha... then i uber bo liao...when they came back i started random video-ing them lorh. LOL. asked zy to say hi, then said hi to yuyang and yiyuan also. hahaas... quite funny lah haha. got time then post up the video...

and thenns... zy sang da cheng xiao ai and lydia. then had duet.... yuyang and khim, shan hu hai. then zy and teresa tian tian ye ye. nice nicee... but i really have to say that zy's lydia sounded abit scary. hahaha... =.= pitch too high lah! hear liao will be like. scary. hahaha

mmhms. then after their performance... went to the bus there to wait for them come out. and heng heng again! haha. when we just reached, weijian sinhuey and weilian jus reached also... so yepp saw them.... then we waited for css to come out. yuyang and zy holding this stalk of rose. quite funny lah

hahaha.... then they boarded the bus... told zy tt we going back to mdc lorhhs...then after tt cos got traffic jam. then we wanted to take cab... so we ran... then their bus like still havent drive out of the place lah. then went to wave wave again. hahahaas. act lame jiu you... then their bus left... we had 7 people... so like cldnt squeeze cab lorhs. then ellekay shihui sheena took one cab, me maggy and the 2 zy fans took another. but our cab took freaking long can... cos got traffic jam... and we waited quite long for the stupid cab lah. grrs.

reached mdc FINALLY. abit the uncle took some different long route lah! pianggs. then the moment we reached i said i din wan to get down. haha. SO MANY PEOPLE lah! all the soul fans... scary ahh. justis awi andy like stand at different parts of the place... then i think they stayed for like a whole hour or smth. and when we reached horh, yuyang khim already come down lerrs...

went to ask yuyang to sign for me and cheryl... then took photos lorhs. then yuyang damn funny lah. sign sign sign, then suddenly he looked up and looked around. "erh. khim leh?" haha. blur look... damn funny lahhs. then i was like. erhh... khim ahh... disappear liao. LOL.

and thenns we wanted to go up... but shihui told us tt zy went down lerrs. so we like abit... diao-ed lah. then saw teresa khim they all at the outside there... so we went down also. but din see zy lah. but we saw zy's mum der car. so we like. erhhs. where is the zy ahhs? then blur diaoo... then deon told us tt he was in his mum's car ler. then i like abit stare stare. hahaa. cos abit he board the car then they still not leaving meh.weird derrs.

went to take photo of khim... wanted to take yiyuan derrs. but he busy lah. so dun care him. hahahas.. then zy mum der car drove out... yiyuan damn funny lah! he like wanna ask people drive him out... then initially ask khim der. then khim ask him to ask zy... then zy mum der car already halfway wan to drive away liao, me and maggy went to his car there to say bye lah. then suddenly yiyuan appeared beside us and went "auntie wait wait wait!!!!" then he opened the car door and asked auntie to drive him outside. piangggs. very der funny leh him! hahahas....

the way he was like... auntie deng yi xia!!! was like damn funny lorh! hahahas... think initially yuyang wanted to leave w him or smth der. aiyah, duno them lah. who cares. hahaha...

then someone came to pick khim up... kuek and i duno who lah. hahaa. then while khim was in e car talking to e others kuek veri funny also... jus sit there and smile... hahaha =.=

after tt teresa der mum came to pick her up also.... hmm yeahhs so everyone left lah. hahahas. then ellekay went w huihui to bus stop. we sat outside mdc and SANG. haha. sing mlb der songs until damn loud. and i totally forgot tt soul was still at the vending machines there. haha.

then ellekay said tt she went to ask andy where was wq. diaoo!! then andy like, err, i duno... if i know then i tell u lah. so diaoo can... haha

then ellekay like go for damn long. when she came back we like. "我們等到花兒也謝了 ...." haha uber funny... las time i also told tt to ishi lah. LOL. i shud try telling tt to weiqi/nic/ sam.... v funny leh. hahaas

then cos 5pm got psc repeat. so we went to recept to watch tv... hahaas. watched the opening... then went outa recept cos scared the receptionist come scold us. then jiahui and kangqi came. kangqi kept asking us... if u duno im mlb fan hor, u think im whose fan? then we all say LUCIFY. hahahaas. quite true mah. LOL. then she ask who we think she will like in lucify. then me and ellekay say kuek...hahahas....

then after tt hoiyan came... v funny lah hahahas. talked alot of crapps. then say alot of v funny stuff. HAHAHA.... say what... the brods bryan appear in holland v before. as the contractor for the duno what. then he only appear for one episode cos after tt they dun wan to open the shop liao. pianggs. haha. then say what, afwan go act the shen zhi yi fa thingy ... then damn funny...shihui say shen zhi yi fa, then sirong like, police and thief? HAHA. abit cha damn far lah!!! LOL....

then after tt we went inside to watch the psc again. first is weilian... thn got khairul and the vasantham one. [okay lah. i shud stop calling him the vasantham one. but horh... i really duno his name lah! hahaha....] then zhiyangg. then MILUBING. but the problem w the place is hor. the tv no sound one. hahahas... so we ownself zi high lah. then i was STILL complaining tt the makeup veri jia lat. hahaas. and sam kept giving the not shuang face lah! weird der lah him. hahaas

ANDDS. THEY CUT AWAY THE MEDLEY! wahlau erh! i uber irritated can!!! grrrrrr.... but nic veri funny lah can... the host passed him the mic to say the donation number. then he siam away... cos he duno the number. pianggs. hahaha. v funny leh him. then he still like half laughing lidat. lols... funny lah him... hahahas...

hmm then after that shihui they all wanted to wait for weijian. but to no avail. =.= so after awhile we decided to leave lorhs. go yishun eat dinner.... then like abit damn funny lahs. we went downstairs, wanted to walk out to bus stop... then on e way out, i saw the 341X van lah! pianggs. then i was like shouting. hahaha... "341X LEH!!! UNCLE DRIVE ME HOME!!!!" duno if the uncle got hear sia. if got then PAISEH DAOO... hahaa.... cos the uncle like live behind my block only lah!

haha

then the funniest thing was like... we walked, then the 341x drove past us, then we saw sinhuey inside lah! pianggs. hahaas. shouted for her, then she waved to us... then we saw junyangg come out from carpark. said hi to him.. then they asked him where weijian was. he say he duno... then jiahui came down late lah! after jy boarded the van then she came down... thn she like uber gek. aiyo... dun gek lahhs....

then after that we walked out... kangqi super funny. she shouted smth to shihui... then she like. err that thing, that thing.... that thing.... AIYAH, I LATER SMS U LAH! hahahas... super funny lah her... then we walked out to bus stop... me shihui ellekay sheena maggy took 855 to yishun. sirong took 157... then sheena went to her ahma house, we went to yishun interchange there to eat... eat the las time yilin recommend der chicken rice. hahaha :) and lemon tea! hahaas

hmm then chatted lorhs. din manage to catch psc finale... cos no tv siaa. pianggs. how come when i nid tv dun have tv?!!! grrrrs... but the psc finale veri funny lah. hahahas... like... the way nic sang was super funny. LOL. got the super yong li look lorhs. tt day forget to tell him. hahaas...

we everything also milubing lah. talk talk talk. hahaas. then after tt left e place... maggy and shihui

went to take mrt, me and ellekay went to take bus. talked about THEM... some very sad stuff. haha.

aiyah, i duno lahhs... shud stop chasing idols lerrs. mus study... but i really DUN WAN TO STUDY.

arghhhs.

sian-ed... wed got people see nic at ps, ytd got people see sam at kallang. then today i see weiqi at tpy. but abit mine also not peng qiao derr lah. hahaha... but nevermind. i shall be contented. :)

this is like what... milubing withdrawal symptoms or smth. haha. crapping rubbish. i really think hor, i dunid to have ticket for fir yinyuehui der lorh. abit... all the six performers all i know der lah. HAHA. at most i jus go there tell faye, then she can let me in backstage or smth. haha. daydream too much lerrs.LOL. think qin dun remember me bahhs. laoshi shud be able to rmb... but aiyah, dao shi go airport jie them jiu know us ler mah. hahaas... faye sure noe me... milubing... dunid to say lah. hahaas....

yayyys.MILUBING AND F.I.R!!!! hyper all of a sudden. LOLs. whees

sian-ness. SCHOOL IS REOPENING! arghhhhs. wo bu yao...!!

i want my jie. FAYE!


16September06- Saturday [MLB meeting]

today went to meet E.S.S in e morning... hahaas. supp to meet sheena at 10 lah, but i reached at like 1020. hahaha. okayys anyways. we made our way down to city hall, to meet ellekay and shihui. then we went to this adidas shop in raffles city, cos got sell tt time sam and wq wear der jacket, and nic der cap. haha... went to see, then walked to raffles place...

went to boat quay macs to eat lunch. then shihui went off to her workplace liaoos. so me ellekay and sheena were like sitting in macs and talking crap. haha. sheena was like saying tt, the first time we met ellekay... ellekay say she short so stand infront.... and she felt like damn insulted.HAHA. lols... and then i was like saying about tt time sf2... then i ask nic to turn the pen, then turn the paper etc. damn lame. haha. long story...look at my archives jiu zhi dao lerrs. hmms. then we were talking about teachers. rmb one time vinnie was sleeping i think. then mdm lee ask her dun slp, she say she talking to duno who. damn FUNNY. hahaha

after that went to oub centre there... cos julie roberts got roadshow there. went to find jiejie... then went to buy barley water for jiejie and uncle robert. jiejie insisted on paying me back lah. then i din want, she was like. u wan take not? dun wan take u go away... HAHA. cos i wanted to change my hp strap thingy. then she take away e thing and ask me go away. diaoos.... so in e end i took the money lah, then she helped me to change e strap.... haha thanks :)

hmmms after tt we went into oub centre to walk walk. went to the cd shop, stayed there until 1 plus... then went up to meet amanda they all. damn funny siaas. haha. we were sitting outside the julie roberts stall... then jiejie ask me why i sit in the sun, i was like... erhhs, SUNTANNING. LOLs. then she like diaoo me. hahahas.

hmms then think kangqi called or smth, so we went down to mrt statn to look for her. the funniest thing is, we went down thru the left side to the mrt statn. then after meeting kangqi, we came up thru the right side escalator to the SAME PLACE we were at. wth! hahaha...

okayys. then we did stuff lah... hahaha. got to know some new friends lohhs. haha. some people tt i always see but duno their names... peggy, karin and yanqing. yeppx.and we were like CRAPPING with biru and karin. damn lame. hahahaa.... can crap like everything under the sun. hahaha. then ellekay was like trying to be stamford raffles. HAHAHA....

okayy ellekay was trying to be stamford raffles. tt was before we pointed out that sir stamford raffles had curly hair and didnt wear specs. wth. hahahaha... then say what, cos he stand there v long hor, then got rain, so his hair become straight. HAHA. so diaoo! then sheena damn cham... hahaha...biru kept asking her to help her hold milo, if not jiu shi hold chocolate, or help to pull her pants. hahahas

....and we actually realised smth lah. wth.

Ellekay = E [ENGLISH]
Meikian = M [MATHEMATICS]
Sheena = S [SCIENCE]
Shihui + Sheena = SS [SOCIAL STUDIES]

SO DIAOO. hahahaha! i can totally like imagine...

"Hello everyone, we are M.E.S.S! I'm ENGLISH, I'm MATHS, I'm SCIENCE, and we're SOCIAL

STUDIES!"
What the rubbish. HAHAHAHA.... random topics. too bored lerrs.LOL. and im still trying to figure out how yanqing knew tt we were M.E.S.S? hahaha...ohh yahhs. then before tt... amanda asked us where we were going after tt, then we told her bugis. after tt biru came to ask us also. then when leaving tt time karin asked us also. then ellekay like, how come everyone ask where we going? we very hong meh? then karin totally DIAOO her and walked away. HAHA. so LENG.

ellekay damn siaoo.... kept laughing and laughing. then like do free cleaning for the stone chair? [ bench? whatever lah] cos everytime she laugh then will sit down... say dirty still keep sitting down.

diaoo lehs. hahaha.... and then she laugh until we all dun wan to ren her lerrs. karin was like, count to three, we all take one step away from her.... hahahas... really lorhs! duno she siao what... =.= hahaas

hmm then someone asked karin to go to the juzb acapella concert. can bring ppl there... i wanted to go lorhs! i think afwan hosting... duno lah. but sheena and ellekay dun wan go lorhs. so bo bians... dun wan go alone mahs. wait nobody crap w me. hahahas.... WO YAO QU. hmm the concert shud be finishing soon? its like 9pm now. hahahaas... acapella rocks....

btw, sidetrack abit. hahahas... tt time zy got the jurong east event... then we were sitting w him off stage cos got nth to do. then watching e performance. got this so called acapella performance... but duno why they got instrument der, and it totally didnt sound like acapella. then zy was like, i thought its supposed to be ACAPELLA? then i was like, yeah lorh, doesnt sound very acapella to me. then i jus point blank refused to listen to them lah. haha. as in like i wasnt paying attentn during their performance, cos it wasnt like acapella as they said. whatever. HAHA

went back to stall... asked uncle robert for some leaflets, cos can give to the people there mah. as in like OUR people. hahaha... then we went to give to amanda and yanqing. super funny... amanda was like, u all so fast found job ler ah? then i say i used to work there... then she say, u now go work lah, then ur boss give u money u can come contribute. then i was like. erhs, they closing shop liao. then she still ask me go work... i was like. wth.u go work lah!

hahahaha....

mmhmm. then we wanted to leave already. kept saying bye... then after saying bye we crapped for another five minutes... then we like, erhhs, i thought we were going to leave already? hahahaas....

hmm yeapps so in e end left raffles place... me and sheena went down to bugis cos i wanted to print my fir stuff lahhs.

reached bugis... then like so uber MAFAN. wth... cos got IMF rights, then they block the roads... so mafan! like we had to make one big round to get to bras basah. wth... then went to the shopp... i think the person v sian me siaa. HAHA. always go print stuff derrs. until now i go also paiseh siaa. tt guy like always give me the "why izit u again" type of look... hahaas... then he asked me when fir coming lahs. diaoos. las time ask me about rainie also. lols...

hmms. that's for today lahhs. hahaaa... so sian-ed.... then we were saying tt our exams starting soon.

then karin say, the 23rd and 7oct event hor, is for u to relax derrs. so rights, the other days u study hard, then on those two days mus relax... hahaas....i dont see the point to study for amaths lah. since my overall sure fail anw. =.= whatever

today is 16 sept. EXAMS ARE BEGINNING IN 11 DAYS!!!!! goshhhhh....

shall start studying.....
MUG HARD!!!

ohh and ellekay, thanks for ur trigo notes! :)

BY THE WAY. im now like super sick of adidas already. hahahaha. like EVERY SINGLE TIME i see mlb, they're wearing/using adidas stuff. VERY SIAN LEH. everything adidas. wth lorhhs. so branded der... when i dun even have fake adidas stuff. hahahaa..... now i damn zhu yi adidas stuff lah. when i go out, and when i see someone w adidas stuff i'll be like. WTH. ADIDAS AGAIN. hahahaha.... this is what happens when u see too much of adidas. -_-"

OHH. karin told us that nic cut hair liaoos. supposedly toot hairstyle? HAHA. lets see on saturday. :P

wheees. study! tml got chem test...REDOX. ohh manns. wth....

18September06- Monday

the technician is supposedly coming soon. lets hope he can fix my comp. :)









random post...having free period now...

wanna blog about the past weekend! pss event and all. and WEIQI. wahaha... :) weiqi rawks! LOLs... hmms. my post is done already. just that i havent got the time to post it up. and my net doesnt want to work. so yeah. hahaha....

hmms. will try to post up SOON

and SUPERBAND COMPILATION is out! wheee! the songs rawk. hahaas... i think yongqi sounded abit weird though... Brods der HEN XIANG NI was GOOD. hahaa... juzb der kiss goodbye too! yayys...

ahahahas... im crapping rubbish. time to go back to class for chem.SIAN-ED. lalala

SUPERBAND ROCKS. MILUBING ROCKS.

:D









hello all...

my mood's quite down for the moment... alot of stuff happened etc...

a fellow mlbian just left us... do refer to mlb's blog for more details. din know her but was quite shocked by this news. duno why either... v sad lahs.

so... hope u guys can go to mlb's post and leave some words of encouragement etc for her family and frens. deeply appreciated...

keep her in ur hearts and prayers!

and for those who asked about my ankle. thanks for your concern! im getting better. can walk already. :) thanks thanks...

i feel like crying when i think of mlb lah. about everything in e past, about cindy etc...

im very sad now. haiis....

may God bless all of you out there. do takecare of your health yah. dont take illnesses lightly! take good care of yourself...

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edit... today's thursday liaoos. havent do hmwk! die.... arghhhs

went online this morning, saw nic der new post. his ns deferred to dec/jan... make me so the ku xiao bu de... after reading str away called ellekay and sheena... really veri der ku xiao bu de lorh! arghh. whatever....

hmms... v tired siaa. wanna sleep... hahaha

nothing to blog about. some random topics loh. din go sch for the past 2 days. have got alot to catch up nxt wk...

okayyys. i jus wanna say. FAYE ROCKS. haha! out of the box lahhs. jus missed her alot all of a sudden. hmmmz...

everyone takecares! :)

and i think this is so fated! hahaha....

NICky Lee Jiu Zhe
NICk Shen
NICholas Zhang Dong Liang
NICholas Tse
NICodemus Lee

i seem to be so fated w all the "nic"s lohhs. ahahas... as in like... all the above mentioned i like derrs. hahaas. i think got sumore der lorh. jus tt yi shi cant think of it...
very weird. haha :D

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"才發現,笑著哭最痛"









-be warned. this will be a LONG post-

02 September 2006, Saturday - auditionSEA event + HTA concert

Met sheena at yishun mrt... then took down to dhoby ghaut to look for e rest...valerie veri der funny...hahaas. train was at amk..then suddenly she called me and asked me where i am. so i was like... "erhhs. on e train?" then i ask her why she ask...then she say jus asking, jiu hang up lerr.abit... hahaha...

reached dhoby ghaut... then went to find shihui. met pekchoo and minhui on e way. went to plaza sing to meet shihui liaoos, went toilet... hahaha... then asked ellekay come find us, and abit we cldnt find each other lah.hahaha... okayy not impt. LOL.

hmm then we went to kfc to eat, and look for valerie... that meal was like the ONLY meal i ate on sat lah. shrooms burger and cheesefries. hmm. haha. ate until 12 plus...then we told valerie they all to leave first. so left MESS and lorita. then we like went walking around to find the pcbunk place...

walked abit... then walk outa plaza sing. then saw this charity thing for yellow ribbon project. then went to donate... after tt, walked towards mrt station then saw the sign for pcbunk. then like we FINALLY found e place. and the most funny thing is... we took escalator down... and we found those THREE people outside the pcbunk place? hahaha...

they all wearing red and white kinda thing... then i asked wq how come they wear red and white... then wq like erhhs. national day mah! then i like... hurrs. abit national day over liao rights... hahaa.. nic wore cap... i like nic der jacket. hahaas. and they like uber adidas lah. whatever. hahaa

then the person in charge came out to look for nic. "erhhs. i duno how to set up ur guitar lehh..." then i started laughing. i duno why lah! hahaha... then we crapped abit. gave sam his TANGERINE. and gave nic his letter...but nic got no bag... so sam kept it lah. then sam say he is the manager... whatever sam! haha...

hmm then they went in to perform... sang xi huan ni! we damn funny canns. like abit... cos they closed e doors mah. then the door got like gaps... so like all of us were trying to either peep thru e gaps, or trying to like plaster our phone/mp3s against the gaps to record e songs. uber funny lah us! hahaha... think alot of ppl think we siao lorhs. LOL

hmm yeah lahhs. then they duno talk wad inside. cldnt hear. so we like went to sit down for awhile. then sang we will rock you i think. duno lahhs. then saw teresa... long time nv see her lerr. haha. [okayy.not say v long. hahaha] hmm then i duno what teresa performed inside lah. cos i think when she was performing mlb came out....

they came out...then i typed a msg on my phone for nic to see. yeppx. then took photo... i think nic looks nicer in white shirt lah! okayys. randomness lah.hahaha... mmhm. thn when we were taking photo...so weird! a whole load of people were taking lah!!! pianggs...


nic: 我覺得我很像動物園leh...
me: erhh. whatever!
*after looking around*
me:er okay.actually,我也是覺得我們很像在動物園......


hahaha. funny lahhs. then we all started laughing. LOL.

then they had to leave already... followed them up lorhs. took escalator...then walked w them to taxi stand... on e way there i think they were like thinking how come we keep following them. i was like trying to tou pai their backview lah. then nic suddenly turn ard and saw me holding my cam. so weird. hahaa... tou pai still kana discover. LOL

then i went to tell wq sorry for keep following them. but i say finish sorry i still continue following. haha. aiyo... paiseh lehhs...sorry lah! but cos everyone follow then i cant like possibly walk away rights. so weird derrs. aiyahh... really sorry lehhs... feel v bad...

then they went taxi stand lahs. typed another msg for nic to see. n im surprised he actually rmbed what i said. but more about tt later on... hmm yeah then i asked him why he wear cap... he like... "erhhs. nice mah...." hahas. this one got relation to smth else... more below...

yeppx then they went off lahs. so we went to mrt station... valerie they all went to mdc, then we went bras basah. cos i wanted to print one more milo box. yahhs. hahaas. then we went to bugis junction to shop shop and pai neos! yayys. hahaa... then got this sell hp der booth. got sell nic tt phone... i wan lorhs! but nv put e price lehhs...

after tt... lorita left, then we took train down to boonlay. for the hta concert.... went boonlay to take shuttle bus. took quite awhile to reach e place....

e place was like FREAKING HOT. pianggs. haha. and we cldnt find e concert area so we went to ask this guy... then he told us e direction... but we walk here walk there still cant find e place. in e end is we ownself see map then find der. diaoos. hahaa....

saw e concert area. v v few people lahs. all the milubing fans only i thinkk. but we din want to go there stand... so we went to the exhibition thingy. chui abit of aircon...then we sat down inside. hahaa. and then we met caixia and shimei... they told us tt got some auntie try to snatch our mlbians der place. irritating lah.

after tt, went to take some photos lorhs. and spray hair! hahaha. so in love w pink hairspray :D then ard 6 went down to concert grounds. we go stand at e side... facing stage der right side. then abit there got nobody... only got us. hahaa....we mus qiang der nobody stand der place. LOL. cos infront got qt alot of ppl lerrs.

then we saw/heard JUZB! hahaa. then we ran to e other side to see them sing. as in like. look at them while they rehearse. haha whatever. then they went away to i duno where... din see anyone interesting lah, so went back to our place. sat down... then sian abit lah. hahaa...

ard 7, daniel ong and michelle came on stage... talked abit, then performance began... quite sian lah. blah blah blah. then got juzb, soul etc. and i nearly freaked out during SOUL's performance. cos when they jus went on stage, the mic no sound lah! alamak. so scary. phewws.

but the performances were good! hahaas

got SI, fiona xie, juzb, soul, van fan, tong en, and sumore... ohhs. i liked the danceworks performance! damn good lah! they can dance until like damn good. power sehhs. and v cute. hahaa! i like lahhs. :) and then there was erhhs. taufik, electriko [how to spell???] and stuff.

juzb sang tong hua and smth else... soul i only remember rising sun... then abit... taufik lah! pianggs. his song hor like DAMN LONG. he was 2nd last performer... mlb was last... piangg erhhs. his song so the uber long lah. i stand until i wan to die liao can...

van fan sang LOVE STORY! then he was like... "這首歌是F.I.R的阿沁幫我創作的..." then when i heard ahqin i screamed. so leng chang.... hahahaha... then when he sang love story i was like happily waving along and singing... then he got come wave to us leh! wahaha... maybe he thinks im a big fan of his or smth. LOL.

hmm then mlb sang the same songs as audition event... nice lah. but really... i think they v cham leh. hahaas. cos when they performing they had to wear jacket... pianggs. i lidat stand jiu hot like anything liaoos. they still nida wear jacket... kelian ahhs....

then after mlb's performance we ran to e other side... the place where they wld come out from. then was like finale liaoos. mlb standing at the side... super cute lah! hahas. then taufik infront of them. kept passing the mic to mlb to sing.. hahaa! so cute.

then like uber funny lahhs. we like randomly scream scream scream... kept shouting their names... then suddenly sam turned around and waved to us leh! goshh. hahaa. din expect tt... then after awhile weiqi also turned and waved... then nic see weiqi turn he turned also. lols.. did thumbs up gesture... he wave ler jiu turn back lerrs...

after tt... when coming off stage lerrs... nic got do back the thumbs up gesture... hahaas. then we went to like stand at e side waiting for them to come out. all the mlbians stood as one row... then we like.. later when mlb come out we altogether say "THANK YOU MILUBING"... yeah lorhs. hahaa. then i think they abit surprised lahhs

after tt they went to wherever the bus was parked... the floor like uber ao tu bu ping can. run until i almost fall =.= but heng nv lahh. hahaas. then nic like walk damn fast... was trying to keep up w him lorhs.

hmm yeah. then after tt we took shuttle bus back to cck mrt. went to macs to buy drinks... then went back to yishun. thankfully ellekay managed to catch the last 39 lah. phewws. haha

mm yeahh tts all for sat bahhs. andds... din eat for the whole day lorhs! only meal i ate was like the kfc which was like my breakfast. hurrs. and stand/walk until shoe spoil. sian diaoos...


03 September 2006, Sunday - PSC Charity Show

woke up at 9 plus... to write letter for nic and make the milo box lahs. then got outa house at 12 plus... went to ntuc to buy sam der TANGERINE... then met maggy at around one. went to breadtalk to buy bread for them... then me and maggy went walking around, then took cab down to mdc.

reached mdc at ard 145. pianggs. uber suayness. hahaa. abit the cab stop on the slope lah, then i cldnt get off... and the magderlin lin dun wan help me open the door. then after i got off the cab i nearly fell down the slope. hahaa...

sat down lorhs. listened to music... then after awhile valerie and minhui came. they went upstairs, then we continued sitting downstairs... yeahhs after awhile biru they all came also... sat there and rotted, tried to do my stupid chem ws. then was saying later can ask ncy how to do lorhs. haha

andd thenns... nic came at around 220 i think? abit damn funny... biru they all sat on e floor mahhs. then i was sitting on e chair... then his cab came in, and stopped on e slope... then i stare at him for damn long lah! hahaha... cos i not sure if is him... cos tt time like quite early lehhs. then i stare v long, then turned and asked maggy... "erhhs. does tt look like nic?" then she say yahhs...

so i like actually stood up, walked over to the place biru they all sitting... then stood there and stared sumore at e cab. then i finally recognised him w his BLACK SPECS, BLACK POLO TEE and BLACK and white necklace. hahaa. then i was like. nic come lerrs. then they like, huhh, where? then i jus pointed to e cab, "in e cab lorh" then i walked away to take my stuff. hahaha...

then he got off the cab lahhs. then asked me izit weiqi they all havent come... abit duhhhh. haha. like, never see them jiu shi havent come lah, they cant possibly like hide behind der pillar or smth rights. LOL. then he went to put down his stuff...then after he asked tt qn, weiqi and sam arrived in a cab. haha

hmms. went to ask him to sign... and yes! im surprised he remembered what i said okayys. about his lyrics thingy... he wrote on my book... "the lyrics gimme sum time ya.. mus type out..." whees. thanks yahhs! man man laiis... not stressing u okayys? :D

then he like lean against the wall and squat down to sign. ask him sit chair he dowan... think they quite tired lehhs. 3 performances in 2 dayys...

then he asked me... "ytd der performance okayy hor? then i say yahhs... good lahhs. thn i started telling him about what happen at audition event... like all of us sticking to the door and stuff. uber funny... hahaa. then he like say... "i duno why they close the door lorhh... cos think initially he thot they wont close e door, then we can see from outside... yeah lorhs

then told him about the soul mic no sound thing. then he say aiya, this kind of thing always happen to us der lorhhs... i think... hahaas. hmm yeahhs. then asked him and wq if got see us at the hta concert. then he say... actually cannot see anything... cos the lights.... etc etc. then wq say, but we got see u all at e back right? meaning the finale lahhs. okayys. at least they saw us.haha

hmmm.. then i uber busy... i passed phone to sam to let sheena talk to him... then they abit talk damn long... so i jus like gave sam my phone and went to talk to nic. hahaa.. then nic was telling me about the hta performance... about electriko der performance... then he like so mean lahs. hahaas. he told me smth... then i kept saying he v bad lahs... but actually i agree w him. hahaa. dun say out.. if not people will scold me... hahaa

and then... got some soul fans... soul der car came out from carpark mahhs. then their fans all beside e car... then nic heard them shout, so he turned... then he like, who's tt? then i say soul lahhs.

then he damn lame... he like go shout SOUL, ISHI! pianggs. hahaa...

hmm yeah lorhs. then sam finished talking to sheena, so passed phone back to me. then i zhi jie passed the phone to nic. then like uber funny... sheena heard nic der voice. then she like, huh, who are you? then nic like, huh, u ask me who i am? damn funny lahhs. hahaha....

hmm yeah lorhhs. then ellekay havent come lah. so after they talk finish i passed phone to wq also.

aiyo... wq veri funny lahhs! hahaa... after talking to ellekay.. he signed my book... then he wrote HELLO ms producer of MILO BOXES! hahaha... so cute rights. LOL. make me sound like some factory owner. maybe i should start some MLBox Pte Ltd or smth. LOL...

then like finally ellekay arrived... i wanted to help her scare wq derr...cos on e phone she told wq she cldnt make it... then rights... i stupid stupid walk over and fell down. and sprained my ankle. pianggs. uber sad case lorhs.

then i damn dua pai... cos i havent go find sam mahhs. then i walk over to sam... [or rather, limped over] then i from like 1 metre away i shouted "SAM! MY LEG PAIN!" hahaha... then sam like "huhh...why ur leg pain...?" thn i told him i fell down... then he wrote on my book... why is ya leg so pain? dont walk too much! whee. sam so nice... haha. thanks sam! :)

then after tt i dua pai one more time... walked over to nic... then some distance away i shouted again ... "NIC! I FELL DOWN!" then nic like... huhh... where u fell down? then i pointed to e place... then he asked me... "which handsome guy did u see?" wth lahhs. duhhhs. then i like uber pekcek, then still like walk everywhere find sam tk photo and stuff.

told sam tt shihui din manage to catch their performance at hta. then told him she live jb derrs... then he like v surprised... i think i got tell all of them lah. then sam like... huhh really...then like feel v ke xi for her... and then nic say cos they overrun lorhhs. yeahhs...

after awhile wq v funny lahhs. he like... everyone! we nida leave soon! in.... now? then i was like... diaooed! hahaa... so funny lah him. then after awhile nic came and went like, weiqi, we're four minutes late already.... then sam still v kelian kana mob... hahaa

sam forever the last one lorhs. hahaa. nic and weiqi went up first... then they walk up ler still happily saying BYE to sam lah! hahaha... super funny... nic still like laughing lorhs...they all run away...leave sam alone downstairs w us. hahaa... wanted to ask sam tk photo derrs...but cos really no time lerrs, then i limped upstairs find nic and wq lorhs

passed bread and nescafe to nic... then nic saw e nescafe.. he like. "huh, why not cafe nova?" veri der qian bian leh. hahaha... then i told nic i going in to watch the psc... then he say duno what lahhs. told him i'll wait for him at recept aft e show. then he said smth about go home... then duno what lah. then i keep huh-ing, then in e end he gave up cos late liao. hahaha

yeppx. then they went in... after tt mr zhiyangg finally came. he came at like 315 lahs. abit... ask him for his reporting he say is 330...but nida go in by 315. then by e time we talk talk talk alr 320 liaoos.

then he still hao yi si come ask if mlb go in lerr.then we say yahhs... then he like, oh, so im the last lorh. wth...

ANDDS. initially when he jus came... i was sitting down... then i told him, i cant stand cos i sprained my ankle. so he like okayys... then wei le go talk to him and tk photo i limped over to his side there.

then he like UBER MEAN.

him: i thought u cannot stand?
me: stand is can stand lah...but cannot walk only...
him: but u already walk here liao right?
me: WAHLAU. told u i sprain my ankle liao, u where not shuang lah! GRRR...

irritating leh him! hahaha... super irritating. then he pronounced vasantham until damn funny. haha.

then sang bdae song for xe. his way of singing bdae song really like damn.... no comment. in the middle still got add "hey" here "hey" there. pianggs. hahaha

then maggy they all followed him upstairs. din go cos leg pain... sat downstairs lorhs. then after tt... ellekay and xe went off... xe went airport to study, ellekay went home to change. then me and maggy sat for awhile...then went king albert park eat macs...

after eating macs... went back to mdc. walked overhead bridge. pianggs erhhs. the overhead bridge horr... walk until damn pekcek... got 2 sumore lah. wth... but actually sprain ankle mus walk more... if dun walk even more pain lorhs. walk ler jiu not pain liaoos... went back to mdc, then waited for zhiyangg der parents to come and pass us e tics lahhs.

mmhm then we like din have enough tics... miscommunication lorhs. so cldnt get tics for ellekay and shihui... then duno what to do... so me and maggy went down to studio first. the collect tics der auntie damn funny lah. hahaha. she asked if we got write name and stuff on e tic... then we havent write...

so stand outside and write... then suddenly she open the door and went mus write bank account oso hor! then maggy like HUH?! then she say joking only lah... hahaha....

went in then sat w ser and hanning... then shihui and ellekay came... pekchoo managed to bring them in... yepp. then after awhile show started lahhs. then got opening... all of them came out lorhhs. then we screamed like crazy for mlb. and i totally like no voice lorh! goshh... but the 3 of them kept waving to us... as in like, i think they randomly anyhow wave bahhs.. cos dun think they can see us...

hmm yeahhs. then the first item quite funny lah. hahaha. the pck and whatever thingy... super cute... LOL. cldnt rmb still got what... hmm. got the singapore poly thing. SUPERSTAR. yahhs. then... we were like being uber enthu during dick lee's performance. haha.he sang home... then i sang damn loud... hahaha...

hmm then YANZI! yayyys. hahaha. pretty yanzi :D sang shen qi and love will keep us alive w weisong laoshi. nice nice nice! yanzi rawks lah!

hmm the mlb zy item... zy sang er shi er, khairul [duno how to spell lah] and the vasantham person sang also... hahaa... then mlb sang PERFECT. whee! haha. nice nice... but sheena say they look v pale and stuff on tv. aiyah, i duno lahhs. then got medley by all of them... cool lahhs. hahaa
hmms... then after tt got some other performance... and commercial break + news time. so i used the commercial break time to write a one page letter to nic. hahaha... random topics again lahs.LOL.

after e entire thing... got finale.. they all wear white lehs! aiyo... so cool. haha. SHUAI leh! esp weiqi... so uber shuai.. hahaa... then cos the finale song... like each of them hv to sing a few sentences lah. when nic singing his face damn cute lah. hahaha...so ren zhen lidat... LOL. and then we like kept screaming for mlb and zy lorhs haha.

oh ya... then during zy der performance... we scream like siao for him he nv look up canns. we scream for mlb they got look up lah. then after tt maggy smsed him... then he say got lights cannot see... then we like... how come other ppl can see u cannot see ah? hahaha....

hmm after e show ended, went back to recept... stood for awhile... then got available chair so went to sit. then got this uber shuai guy from yzu... really damn shuai lah him! then we like... OMG is tt guy leh! cos me and maggy saw him b4... hahaha... then after awhile he disappear, ellekay still like walk ard trying to find him lorh. haha

hmm then zy came out... hahaa. kana mobb lah him. then maggy passed him the neos i think. i jus like sit there nv stand up.. then when he walked over i was like. " I REALLY CANNOT STAND OKAY!"

hahaha... then he veri nice siaa. hahaa. when he leaving ler he still turn back tell me "they" coming out liaoos. haha mlb lah! THANKS ZEEWHY! :)

but horrs. mus say first... dun think we all like siao mlb then dun wan u liao lah. haha. we never okayys! we'll still support u der hor! haha....

after some time... mlb came lerrs. then they went to change pass... went to tell sam tt i got no voice lerr. haha. then walked over to nic... told him i sprained my ankle, then he went like "AGAIN?" then i was like. no lah! jus now lahs... hahaas... thn they v gan shi jian....

they only stayed for awhile... cos wq and sam had to go lerrs. wq going back to sch, sam going back to camp... yeah lorhhs. then while wq and sam were leaving, i turned around then shock dio... a whole bunch of people were crowding around nic lorh! until i cldnt even see him lah! gosh... so kelian ... then i walked over... he sweat like siao ahhs. then ask him go home rest cos sure v tired lerrs...

yeahh lahhs. then followed them downstairs. leg uber pain... but still walk damn fast w them... asked nic about e fir thing. thn he like, the event on oct 7 right? then i say yahh... thn he told me about his bdae AGAIN. okayy okayy. i'll sing bdae song for u okay? dun remind me lerrs. hahaha...

told him my leg v pain... then he ask me walk slower... then i was like uber agitated. "u all walk so fast! then i walk slow how to keep up?!" hahaha...

then they went down lahhs. took duno who der car.. then when they walking to the car... nic like suddenly turn ard and went... "TML GOT SCH AH! erhhs. tml holiday liao hor?" then i was like. ya lah ya lahs... tml holiday ler lah! hahaha... cos in e afternoon i alr told him tt holiday start lerrs. LOL.

then their car drove away... then my leg pain, so i jus like stand there nv move lah. then suddenly their car uturn back...then wq wind down the window and shouted BYE BYE! haha... so cute... i think he tt night v hyper or smth lorh. LOL. then he take photo w me smile until v nice... hahaas

andd thenns... went to take cab home... ard 12 then reach home... then abit monday i got exam lahhs.... sianned...

ohya... smth to add... on sat i asked nic why he wear cap... then on sun i considered asking a super qian bian qn... "why u never wear cap today?" hahaha... but tts like such a CRAP qn. so i din ask. hahahaha....

04 September 2006, Monday - Chinese Prelim Paper

thot i wld be late... left house at 7 plus... cos leg pain cldnt walk properly. then called chenlaoshi to tell her i wld be late. in e end i reached sch at 720... hahaha. walked to class... then jw they all helped to arrange e tables... thanks! haha... then they said they found a lizard in victoria's table. wth lahhs

then memorised gong han and si han ge shi.... then like 740 liaos, cheryl and ade still not here lorhs. smsed them... then cheryl reached on time lah thankfully. but ade was late... like 5 min late lahhs.

and thenns... started paper... did gong han... cldnt really concentrate cos felt like sleeping lorh. BUT. got motivation der okayys! hahaha... cos on sunday i asked the 3 guys to sign my pencil case. then when i was doing the exam i was like... everytime i feel like sleeping i go look at their signature on my pencil case...then will be like. i mus prove to nic tt i got study! so i'll start writing again. hahaha...

but really horrs.. 2 hours for zuowen plus yingyongwen quite long siaa. sit until wan to sleep... like... i was daydreaming throughout half e time. and even thou i daydream alot, after i finish my zuowen still gt like 15 min to slack. hahaas... i think i wrote rubbish for my zuowen... heck lah.

yeppx. then after tt.. stayed in class to listen to mlb der songs during break. then at 1030... paper 2... the li jie wen da like uber sian diaoos. alot i dun understand lah. some uber crap thingy... heck liaoos. my last few qns all write rubbish... then write damn short...

after paper finished, went off to tk cab home... went home to sleep. then after tt at night go see the "tie da" for my ankle... pianggs. uber funny lah! HAHA. actually not say v pain... then like... the person help me like put some oil and stuff. then like supposedly v pain rights... but while he was doing i was listening to mlb songs... then i started smiling to myself. HAHA....

i think i siao liao lorhs! LOL. cos i brought my mp3 in case wait v pain...then got stuff to distract me mah. but horrs... not pain derrs lorh. then the person ask me if pain, i say no.. then he still say i v noe how to endure pain. i always lidat der lah.las time also lidat. hahaa... not the type to scream like siao even if pain der... LOL. at most i jus like bite myself or smth. HAHA. then while he doing the thing.... i was listening e songs and smiling to myself. cant help it lah, everytime i think of milubing i start smiling to myself can. hahahaas

came home... talked to ellekay and sheena on e phone. v sian lorhhs...haiis. then we talked about some stuff... then v sad lahh... aiyah whatever. haha

hmms. updates for the past few days... went to see doctor todayy... ankle's getting better! YAY.

hahaa. went out to northpoint to look for ellekay and sheena jus now. went to eat... then made this thingy at gift a name. we each made one... mine's nic, ellekay der's weiqi, then sheena der's sam... hahaa. hp accessory. then got significance derrs...

mine other than the name got 1 guitar... ellekay der is duckie... sheena der is pacifier. haha... theirs is becos of bu xiang zhang da derrs. mine is jus guitar lorh. and the guitar v cute... yays. hahaa

yeppppx! so uber bored. jus took like 2 hours to blog this? haha... nida go sch tml... arghhs. i dun wan! i got mc der lorhs... doc gave me mc for today and tml lahhs...

advice... if u sprain ur ankle, walk more... go walk a few times overhead bridge or smth. hahaa.. walk more then wont be so pain lerrs. better than whole day sit in bed... even more pain ahhs. after walking ard northpoint for like 1 hour plus now my leg not pain ler lorh. hahaha....

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