2 parts from kor's new song, 其實還愛你. i like the sentences in bold. 不虧是我最崇拜的kor! haha...

每一夜 閉上眼睛我看見了惡夢
你微笑 但是旁邊的人不是我
天空切開一道裂縫
直接割到我心中
不想裝作脆弱 也不想愛得懦弱

我知道他很愛你 你怕他傷心
我假裝每天開心 害怕你離去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最後一句其實還愛你

got alot alot alot of nice songs in the album. some i like alot :
其實還愛你
聖堂之門
記得愛*
梵谷的左耳
我不懂

others also not bad... these 5 are the ones i like most. yeppx! and special mention to 記得愛. its super damn nice! REALLY. like, very very very nice. its a duet between nicky jiu zhe and ahkor. okayy, i've to admit... abit weird havin 2 guys singing love song. hahaha but its really nice larr the 合聲.yeppx! 值得一聽!

hmm yarrhs.... nothing much these few days. jus tt im still being quite unstable. ahh wells. i jus cant seem to想通lahhs. haiis...

jus browsed thru some stuff in my yahoo mail. i found something!

日期: Sun, 8 May 2005 20:42:03 +0800 (CST)
寄件者: "佳瑜 鄭" <XXXXXXXX@yahoo.com.tw>
主題: Re: 給佳瑜
收件者: "美娟" <singapore_joyce@yahoo.com.tw>

加油
撐下去

shall not disclose what was the stuff i told her... cuz its a super long mail. but anywayys. haha, jiayu jie, i appreciate the jiayou! havent touched jiazu for more than a year already. so havent been in contact w any jiazu frenx and stuf. but yeahh, jiayu's super nice lars, she replied like four of my emails. haha. anywayys i blanked out her email. lols. bt those in the jiazu round shud know her mail bahhs. yeppx...

went to coolzone ytd, spent like 20 bucks on 2 magazines and 2 yuzhe cards. now i got yuzhe in my wallet! hahaha. hmm im super poor larrs. left w 20 bucks gotta pay for the qin album next week lorhs.

EVAN YO! ohh yes... nxt week gonna see him liaos! :) :) going w my-fir peeps. but... im still tryin to find someone to chase evan w me larrs. nobody wanna chase. :( sighhs. hope he comes by night flight. then i can go fetch. haha. can someone please go chase evan with me! anyone interested contact me ahhs!

i think i love tangYUZHE like alot alot alot. hahaha. i think he damn got qi zhi, damn shuai, damn good at acting, damn cool and whateverrs. so yes yes yes, TANGYUZHE! my bai ma wang zi. haha. [true enough, the wallpp on my phone now, hes wearing white. so yes hes my bai ma wang zi.]

i must master zui ai hai shi ni on guitar soon. im gonna record and send it to yuzhe!!!

唐禹哲學長，我喜歡你，可以跟你做朋友嗎?

i think i was fantasizing about this yesterday night. haha cuz got people ask chun he say yes mah. then i was trying to fantasize about it. LOL.

ohh i must mention something very serious. i DROPPED my guit on sunday! or rather, it fell lahh. haha. wahhs... i was like sitting at my comp and watching zjyb. then i lean my guit against the cupboard, then i accidentally kicked the guit when i shifted my chair,then it fell down. RAHH. the sound was horrendous okayy! its damn scary. i was like o.O. but i think nothing happened to my guit so i can xie tian xie di. phewws. =.=

i think im being very random. haha. ohh yeahs, today i was late going to class. then ms prav asked if i was marked late. then i said no, she asked me where i was when we were taking the pledge, so i said i was outside 3 faith. then jana and jia like, did you like go to the wrong class? diaoos! i din okayys. i jus like, happened to be there. haha, i think i miss chia too much lars. LOL.

then like on tues. was using comp, then recess ended so gg back to class. then yang was saying we act dun have to clear history of the comp, cuz sch comp got no history. thn i was like, ya, sch comp dun take history wad! then yang started laughing like siao. whateverrs!!! =.=

omg, saw yuzhe's new blog post. super shuai larr the photo! hahaas...
okayy, shall not rant liaoos. i think im wasting time. off to look for evan's photos to make board!! :)

i think this is life.

飛過人間的無常
才懂愛才是寶藏

to all of you out there...

有時,我會選擇逃避. 或許,逃避會讓我更好過一點.

but i jus want all of you to know. it's really not a problem with you. it's a problem with me. im not one tt opens up, so im not one tt makes friends easily. but believe me, i appreciate everything u guys did.

i'm happy, cuz i've managed to get back some feeling for them.... managed to find some gan dong du in them, like finally. yes, and im glad for that.

another thing... i was being really pissed with someone. but i guess im alright now. i dont wanna say this straight in your face, so PLEASE STOP MEDDLING IN MY AFFAIRS.

wells. i realise that soothing piano music can cool me down. i think i need more of that. any recommendations?

it's not easy being a friend. definitely not.

RAHH. i really duno what to say. i mean, what do you expect me to say???

我只能說,我喜歡安靜.









copied this from peg's blog cuz im plain lazy larrrrr.


ATTENTION!!

headline for today.. there will be a new restaurant opening in mid-april. Not only is the food there super nice, it has a nice atmosphere as well. and i can guarantee you that it is worth it to patronize..

restaurant name: EIGHTEEN CHEFS
location: EASTPOINT #01-36 (alight at Simei station)
wad you can found there: mainly cheesebake rice, pasta, fish&chips, italian fastfood, ice cream and coffee.
targetting at: upper secondary and tertiary students. (and of cux we welcome ppl of other ages to visit as long as u love good food)
Cost: affordable and there's also a special price for students.

highlight: the chef has a stint at THE FIFTEEN RESTAURANT(which is James Oliver's restaurant) and is a well-known character who has produce 3 talented musicians who has made a name out for themselves in the Superband competition and he is my shifu.. hahas. =P

ermms yuppp! please support our shifu. haha :D









i was being very very very emo yesterday. i duno why! rahhs. cuz the day b4 ytd, i was reading the umag article of flh. then aaron was talking some very sensible/emo stuff. then i started thinking of e article ytd... and it led to me being emo and all. yeah, felt better after typing a whole chunk of my feelings out.

and thens... looked thru some stuff i had... suddenly felt that i was so blessed to have everyone around me. yeah, then i messaged some people, told them what i felt. u guys know who you are yah? on my part i hope everyone around me can be friends too... i know it takes time, but i hope it'll work out some day, and not stay this way like, forever.

hmm, have been practising you're beautiful for the past few days. until my fingers all po pi already. =.= but yeah, im not gonna give up until i master that strumming thing! and im still kinda blur on the tempo and all. but i think can ask shifu at the nxt lesson bah. shud be quite easy to adapt cuz i can change e chords n stuff already. guit lessons really rock! :) ohh and we did recording at shifu's house last week. recorded pu tong peng you. the pitch was super low, so it sounded kinda weird lahhs. but anywayys, it turned out pretty good. hehhs. shifu was saying tt it was v good cuz we all pitched correctly. :DD

i wanna play guit for like my whole life. hahaa. its super fun really. and yeah, i like music, so YUPP. guit really rocks! :D

3 more days to our dearest ahkor's birthday! nxt fri is the release of the album already. damn excited lah hahas... i wanna hear e entire song of sheng tang zhi men. ROCKIN' ON, AH QIN! duno how's e qu feng like for this album though. havent got much info due to my stupid down com. rahhs. everyone please support okayys! REAL HUANG HAN QING's album! :D

some other emo stuff... i can feel myself drifting away from them... like what sheena said, i can feel myself moving on and away. but i guess its jus a stage in life. cant stay there, bound to move on. but wells... i know im drifting away from them, esp that, even that. im not gonna mention the "that" lahh, but i jus want all of you out there to know that i really cherish e times we've spent together. thanks for bringing joy and laughter to me throughout this whole period of time. i'll be nothing without you guys. thanks!

lastly... got back results ytd! i failed overall by a miserable 0.2 marks. =.= ARGHHS. so the super yuan wang! but nevermind, i passed my maths! :D failed lit, chem and bio. shucks... gotta work hard in chem... i dun mind failing bio though. hahaas. as for lit, aiya, i dun understand tt stupid macbeth larhhs. wells... at least i improved as compared to las year. so its good already! but im gonna work harder next term. esp on maths! mus show people i can do it. hehhs. MY GUANG RONG SHI KE!

[regarding the guang rong shi ke... read qin's blog for more! i was like damn inspired by tt post...]

havent done any lyrics composing recently cuz i've been too busy. thinking about whether i shud ask for advice. kinda weird lerhs.... aiyah whateverrs. im gonna work hard on chinese so i can write better stuff, compose better songs!

rights... cheers all!