i duno why things are going the wrong way... is it really impossible to keep all my friends? now it feels like i can only make a choice between the two... why does life just have to be like this? im confused...

had guitar lesson on friday. mlb event on sat. guit practice on sun. sighhs. nic changed like alot alot! i cldnt recognise him at all manns. haha. anywayys. i REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE GUITAR! practised alot alot over the weekend. and im getting the hang of it. but comes at a price lah, my fingers are super numb + pain now. ahh wells. i think guit's really damn fun. :)

watching last ep of let it shine... dl from mobtv las wk but didnt have time to watch. let it shine ost's damn nice! yoyo and haifeng damn sweet laa. but ahhs.... xin yu passed away! so sadds.... sighhs.

aiyo. nic got field camp tis week. friday then can come out liaoos. but aiya, okayy la, dunid to say until so sad lidat. haha. he sounded so sian-ed when he told me that. at least you get to come out for new year! so dont complain liao lah okay. hahaha.

all's going too fast. what i've been anticipating for the past few weeks, just went past in like one and a half hours. reached at 3 for sound check... then nic left at 430... time spent with friends were minimal too. haiis. time passes really quickly...

i feel confused... duno what to do... sighhs.

by the way... some good news. managed to get A1 for chinese os. and i passed the first maths test of the year! this nic... suan me!!!!! yao si ahh u. told him i pass maths then he gave me a bu ke si yi look. then he asked me how much i got, i said i passed on the dot, he act fall down! wahlau.NICODEMUS LEE. gen wo ji zhu lorh you. nxt time i pass then u know. bully me.... at least my chinese better than you. HAHA :D