i announce

im pissed

i wont say who , i wont say why

im jus plain pissed

wasted my time more of. i hope i do get it

if i dont, i may go crazy and murder people. i dont know


princess is not back yet. hope princess will be back soon.hope she will host their event.

xiaoge is on the verge of disappearing. i cant stand people like this.every 2 days say want to jie san.but ok. im good sisters with her. i'll support her thou.like. i sent this letter to all my assistants zhangs, and no one replied? even fen? i dont feel like continuing. but she jus joined. i cant possibly giv up. i have her, and i have jiayu. i dont believe that nobody's with me. there's surely someone supporting me.SURELY.

and the person im pissed off hasnt replied. is she choosing to ignore me? or has she gone off? i dont know. i hope its the latter.

i find myself not looking forward to sunday.maybe my choice wasnt such a good choice after all.but i promised.so what can i do? and i fell out with my mum bcos of that.

my mum tried her bes to be nice to me today.cos i ignored her for the entire day yesterday. its a record.considered i've never been so quiet. i spoke like.10 sentences to meizhen,1 sentence to my dad, and 5 sentences to the television. im amazed with myself.

kevin is upset, cruz is upset, i am upset. kevin is upset cos someone stole his song. cruz is upset cos he missed his exam or sth.duno. im upset cos of that person.

jue dui superstar is stupid. like...who wants to watch people like ru hua on tv singing some stupid song? singapore idol can do better than that, and they better do. havent seen taufik for AGES.like whr did he disappear to? at least we see sly. and taufik's album seems to have disappeared on the cd shop rack, i noticed. well, who cares anw?

i hate to have people buggin me. i hate people who are fakes. i hate liars.

im contributing ALOT to qiaofeng. i dont know why. i think i spend more time there than at my own jiazu.everyone seems to have disappeared? i cant even find someone to talk to.at least bobo cares about me.she knows i love yingqi.so she sent me this picture she took.its really really really dujia.and she sent me this video she took in beijing. was really touched. at least someones cares.

im really not popular in the jiazu circle. is like. today i dont know you,tomorrow i can be very good friends with you. i feel that im damn fake. but i really want to make friends with you.

im damn depressed. i dont know what to do already.

like , im very willing to fail maths. i am so happy that i fail maths. im happy that i got a nice 62.9 for my ppr. im very very happy. satisfied?

im stupid. can i help it?