im like in a uber sadness mood now. just read ellekay's blog.... im like so jealous! haha. should have gone back to mdc after the event okay! i REGRET.wahhs... and they had 933 interview ytd okay! like hurrs! cld have made it hao bu hao... cry like siao ah....

anyways. haha. im totally like MELTING. lols! these 2 days keep reliving the moment when nic smiled and returned the thumbs up gesture. awwww... super cute lah! HAHA. im like siao lerrs... then jus saw ellekay's blog... she say nic rmb me when she gave him der note. YAY! hahas. im like super uber very happy. LOL. he say he got stm.. but nvm... duno how to spell nvm lah. noe me can ler.LOL. but he sick until v cham leh. aiyo. i v xintong... i wan to like go find him RIGHT NOW. and give him nin jiom sweets or whatever. so heart pain lorhs! then from ellekay blog... she say she asked him then he say he v giddy ah. haiish.

nic ah nic... sleep earlier lah! dont you shi mei shi come online and blog... cos tt day he told me he fell sick cos not enough sleep. TAKECARES horr! cant afford to fall sick before finals! *uber heart pain-ed* i am sad because nic is sick. hurrs. really! shinya and wq also sick... shinya sick since las wk... wq say he getting better. haiish. GET WELL SOON PEOPLE! remember to go and see doctor hor.

nic remembers me! :)

misa also remembers me. HAHA. but i dont think he knows my name. he jus like...see me before? LOL. cos tt day we were like going to leave and take cab... then he came. so i jus like stand at the stairs and look at him. i didnt expect him to look at me...cos he was talking to someone else. then to my surprise, he actually like looked at me and smiled! my gosh. haha. then i did smth uber stupid. i went " Hi, cya later" then he said "Okay... cya later. bye!" so stupid. HAHA

ISHI also remembers me.haha! when i asked him to sign my book...then told him my name. then he went like. OH, its u ah. then he wrote down. but he like nic lidat lah. "is K-I-A-N hor?" but okay. at least he got it correct! not like nic. he actually asked me "k-e-n" hao bu hao. wth.haha. but nvm. since he was sick i shall not bully him lah. LOL.
oh and ishi will remember me as the one who accidentally drew on his shirt. HAHA. really lah! NOT MY FAULT leh! aiyaa... i duno what to say ler.HAHA.but the way he stared at me with his eyes big big was like so funny. and cute lah. HAHA.

yayys... wq and sam noe milo box lerrs.but duno me bah. hahas. nvm...tt will be my nxt step. make them noe me! yayys... wahahas...

i want mlb to win! then they can be in the same company as F.I.R! its good to have connections okay. :D haha and maggy say she saw aileng jie on sat. lols!

F.I.R Flight Tribe to be launched on twentyeightJULYtwozerozeroSIX. YAY!!! im like so excited lah. haha. THREE DAYS!!! :D

gotta bring the china people around on thurs. blah. hv to write script leh. so the ma fan.... wth. hahas. and they're going to have lessons with me! my gawd. got abit!!! BLAH.

lalala... i am very happy. but i am very sad. this marks the end of this post. ahh whatever.

by the way, tag replies.

hey; yeah true... but for some like Fantasy Four [aka female F4]? i dont think so. they're just taking the advantage of having big boobs to get into the industry. some like JAY and all. they're just victims of rumours and all. but they're talented aren't they? :D

ryanweiwen; haha thanks for tagging. but horr. dunid to tag so many lah. HAHA. thanks anw! :)

this is the full article of the laoshi thing.... really can make me cry lorh... haiish.


F.I.R.陳建寧嘆：做音樂不敵G奶

「4歲小童困坐鋼琴前，邊哭邊拿鐵尺砸壞媽媽省吃儉用買下的鋼琴…」以這段童年回憶為音樂原點，F.I.R.陳建寧卻感歎，現在專心做音樂，受到的待遇與歡迎程度，卻比不上「G奶」。

陳建寧的媽媽是音樂老師，從他3、4歲開始，每天就要練3小時的鋼琴，不能出去玩，練不好還會被挨打，真的是嚴師出高徒。他透露：「4歲的某一天，我實在太生氣了，邊哭邊拿鐵尺砸壞黑白琴鍵。」當年，日本原裝進口的鋼琴可是高檔貨，陳媽媽是打工教琴、存了好久的錢才買的琴。

陳建寧承認：「就像王建民敗戰砸手套，但他還是熱愛棒球，我也是血液裡就愛音樂，後來不自覺地又回到鋼琴前。」那台鋼琴就原狀保留到現在，陳建寧就在布滿裂痕、音質不佳、有半世紀歷史的鋼琴上創作，「那是我音樂的軌跡，我很想回頭去告訴當年的自己，這些痛苦，未來都是有意義的。」

2年前，F.I.R.一夕爆紅，陳建寧坦言：「我搖擺過，是要繼續專心做音樂，還是像其他人一樣，去演戲、去代言、鬧緋聞、搞宣傳，有人靠『G奶』可以占整版，讓人很挫折，我們是不是也要這麼做？」但只要看到這台老鋼琴，他就從當年那個小男孩身上，看到學音樂的初衷，「就是把音樂做好」，沒有花邊新聞的F.I.R.，要以音樂打動歌迷。