i was being very very very emo yesterday. i duno why! rahhs. cuz the day b4 ytd, i was reading the umag article of flh. then aaron was talking some very sensible/emo stuff. then i started thinking of e article ytd... and it led to me being emo and all. yeah, felt better after typing a whole chunk of my feelings out.

and thens... looked thru some stuff i had... suddenly felt that i was so blessed to have everyone around me. yeah, then i messaged some people, told them what i felt. u guys know who you are yah? on my part i hope everyone around me can be friends too... i know it takes time, but i hope it'll work out some day, and not stay this way like, forever.

hmm, have been practising you're beautiful for the past few days. until my fingers all po pi already. =.= but yeah, im not gonna give up until i master that strumming thing! and im still kinda blur on the tempo and all. but i think can ask shifu at the nxt lesson bah. shud be quite easy to adapt cuz i can change e chords n stuff already. guit lessons really rock! :) ohh and we did recording at shifu's house last week. recorded pu tong peng you. the pitch was super low, so it sounded kinda weird lahhs. but anywayys, it turned out pretty good. hehhs. shifu was saying tt it was v good cuz we all pitched correctly. :DD

i wanna play guit for like my whole life. hahaa. its super fun really. and yeah, i like music, so YUPP. guit really rocks! :D

3 more days to our dearest ahkor's birthday! nxt fri is the release of the album already. damn excited lah hahas... i wanna hear e entire song of sheng tang zhi men. ROCKIN' ON, AH QIN! duno how's e qu feng like for this album though. havent got much info due to my stupid down com. rahhs. everyone please support okayys! REAL HUANG HAN QING's album! :D

some other emo stuff... i can feel myself drifting away from them... like what sheena said, i can feel myself moving on and away. but i guess its jus a stage in life. cant stay there, bound to move on. but wells... i know im drifting away from them, esp that, even that. im not gonna mention the "that" lahh, but i jus want all of you out there to know that i really cherish e times we've spent together. thanks for bringing joy and laughter to me throughout this whole period of time. i'll be nothing without you guys. thanks!

lastly... got back results ytd! i failed overall by a miserable 0.2 marks. =.= ARGHHS. so the super yuan wang! but nevermind, i passed my maths! :D failed lit, chem and bio. shucks... gotta work hard in chem... i dun mind failing bio though. hahaas. as for lit, aiya, i dun understand tt stupid macbeth larhhs. wells... at least i improved as compared to las year. so its good already! but im gonna work harder next term. esp on maths! mus show people i can do it. hehhs. MY GUANG RONG SHI KE!

[regarding the guang rong shi ke... read qin's blog for more! i was like damn inspired by tt post...]

havent done any lyrics composing recently cuz i've been too busy. thinking about whether i shud ask for advice. kinda weird lerhs.... aiyah whateverrs. im gonna work hard on chinese so i can write better stuff, compose better songs!

rights... cheers all!