hmm wells, somehow i think i cant remember what i wanted to talk about. ahh wells. haha...

anywayys. nicodemus lee is back! i was telling minhui yesterday... he still seems as hyper as ever, i wonder why camp hasnt made him a more normal person. hahaha. okayyys, hes kinda free now so i guess he'll be blogging more often yeahs. so look out for more updates then! :)

chorus of 圣堂之门:

天上的风 吹散了云的伤痕
我才开始慢慢的学会平衡
爱的过程伤透了我的灵魂
你就这样离开让我很心疼

and i found the full lyrics for 其实还爱你

我讨厌 阴天的风 冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落 被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝 直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望 抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句 其实还爱你

yupp im listening to this song now. its a super nice and touching song! take time to understand and listen in depth to the lyrics, u'll feel something too. [i hope] yes...

but anywayys, the zhong dian is, please support mr REAL HUANG HAN QING okay! :) our ahkor is a super talented and shuai guy. yes and hes still available. [i think] though he has rumours with faye and angela. haha. whateverrs.

haha, i just went to read my wretch blog. i shall update there soon! yepps. but anyways i found my old posts...

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/estherzax&article_id=2850797

this 'poem' thingy i wrote. hahas its quite cute la coming to think of it. LOLS. i love MASA! :)

ahh wells. i shall leave this comp and return to class before the mighty queen jeya starts taking down names. hehhs.

im happy, because i am!

i really really really really love the song 其实还爱你.

full stop!

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5.22pm , comp lab

here to update, share some stuff i jus did during cca w fireworks! :)


ahQIN

YUZHE


enjoy! :DD

evan reach singapore already!!!!

:) :)

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